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*(I show not your face but your heart's desire)*

Monday, December 28, 2009

2nd Semester 2009/2010

New season.
New talents.
New challenge.
New drama.
And new judges.

Ok. That’s American Idol.

What I’m going to say is this is the new semester. And I hope this will be the last semester of my undergraduate life. Can’t afford to take another semester.

Being here at the first day, I was like being a new student. There’s no one that I know or nowhere  can I go. (Well… maybe exaggerate a little but the point is; I’m alone!). So I ended up surfing/spending my time in the library. Also I realized that this couple of semester I’m spending my time quite a lot in the library which I haven’t done it during my 1st, 2nd and 3rd year. Even when I’m in PASUM. Sad… I know.

I just hope that I do extremely well in this semester. And I mean that seriously. I need good grades for me to further my study. And by the end of this semester I wish that I can get good grades and continue taking postgraduate.

“Prof, Saye mahu amik master under prof. Sile ambil saye menjadi RA juge. Plis plis plis”.

All in all,  I’m looking towards this semester. Hopefully it can be more fun. Heh~

OK, done. There’s a lot more but I just stop here. Toodles~

 

 

p/s: rase kekok tulis dlm english… oh I need to brush up on my writing skills…

Friday, December 11, 2009

No update

Banyak bende nk ckp. But the problem is; aku malas nak tulis. So tak byk update kt blog ni. Takpe la.. sebulan satu post. Cukup la tu.

Sekarang dah bulan 12. Kalau diikutkan, tahun ni (2009) aku banyak dapat income. Dan banyak juga wang itu mengalir keluar. Tahun ni bleh dikatakan tahun boros. Haha. Banyak bende aku beli. But still can manage kewangan aku. Heh~

Baru balik dari Plaza Low Yat. Pegi sane untuk survey laptop. Hari tu PC Fair tak sempat pegi sebab bercuti di JB. Hehe. Ade la laptop yang berkenan (nasib baik bwh budget). Tapi tak beli pon. Instead aku beli iPod Touch. Haha. Gile.

Semenjak dua menjak keje ni… list barangan yang nk beli semakin bertambah. Bukan berkurang tp bertambah. Memang takleh dpt duit aku ni. Ade je bende nak beli. Seriously aku kene belajar cara menguruskan kewangan secara berhemah. Heh~

Ok la. Tangan terasa kekok nak menaip. Maybe sebab lame dah tak menaip kt blog.

 

 

 

p.s: iPod Touch cikai je. Buat gune nk surf internet kt luar. Nk bwk laptop ni payah.

p.p.s: laptop tu utk adik aku… gedik sangat nak beli laptop padahal baru je matrik… haish~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Exam Fever Festival

Rakan-rakan… apa sudah terjadi kepada Teluk Batik?

Oi… pegi study la… tanye pasal trip lak..

Aku tak boleh study selagi tak tau apa perkembangannya.

Aahh.. alasan semata-mata… ko tu malas nk study..

Ye aku malas. Haa~ puas hati kau?

 

 

Perbualan di atas adalah sebahagian daripada monolog dalaman penulis. Seperti yang diketahui, demam peperiksaan melanda seluruh pelajar UM. Dan mungkin juga kepada pelajar-pelajar IPTA yang lain. Dan seperti biasa, bulan peperiksaan menyebabkan hampir semua pelajar menjadi tidak betul. Tahap kesihatan mental menjadi teruk. Terdapat banyak kes-kes yang melibatkan tahap kesihatan mental pelajar-pelajar. Antaranya bercakap sendirian termasuk pelbagai status yang menggerunkan di Friendster, Facebook, Myspace, Twitter dan lain-lain laman sesawang yang berkaitan, mengganggu rakan-rakan lain yang sedang belajar, dan yang paling menakutkan; perang psikologi atau dalam kata mudahnya ‘saiko’ (psycho) orang lain. Terdapa banyak kes-kes sebegitu sehinggakan penulis juga terikut sama menyertai festival ‘demam peperiksaan’ ini.

Akibatnya, hari ini (Rabu 4 September 2009) merupakan hari cuti bagi penulis. Cuti dari mengulangkaji pelajaran. Hanya mampu melihat sahaja nota-nota Biofizik dalam bentuk Microsoft Power Point.

Oh. Baru sebentar tadi penulis menyedari bahawa kertas-kertas peperiksaan semester lepas boleh didapati secara dalam talian melalui laman sesawang perpustakaan UM. Agaknya mungkin sudah lama tidak membaca sepenuhnya portal pelajar.

Dan kepada rakan-rakan yang mengambil subjek Optik, markah penilaian berterusan (continuous assessment) boleh didapati melalui UM E-Learning. (Dr. Woon bg email kat perdanamail… just so you know)

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Aku still tak tau kenape post kali ni aku ‘Melayu’kan semua. Online jd dalam talian, website jd laman sesawang. Takpe.. bahasa jiwa bangsa. Haha.

Banyak merepek post kali ni (mcm post lain tak merepek je). Sila abaikan. Currently mental state tak berape bagus.

Clearly I’m outta my mind. Need to sleep.

 

 

p.s: Like Beyonce, aku pon ade alter ego. Cume belum dinamakan lagi. Sebab Beyonce dah amik name Sasha. Haha. See~ Aku merepek lagi. Arggh~

p.p.s: aku sendiri tak paham ape karangan yang aku buat kat atas tu… huhu

Friday, October 30, 2009

Smile

Went to Genting today(Thursday). LOL. (minggu depan nak exam but still pegi jalan2). Went with my sisters and cousin.

Anyway… just wanna tell that to you guys. Haha. (nk ajak bdak2 fizik susah gile.. so baik g ngn adik aku) :p

 

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Met this little kid in LRT. Cute eh? Sure I want my kids look like him. LOL~

Ok. It’s time to study! Ganbarimasu! Chia you!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

100th

“Lee Min Ho datang Malaysia!!! Aaaaa!!!”


Ok. Stop. That is so not me. Haha. Ayat gedik tu came from my sister. Gedik sgt nk tgk Gu Jun Pyo sampai aku kne bwk die g Sungei Wang Plaza ptg td. Argh.. Sesak cam haram… Apasal la Etude House tak wat launch kt Times Square je. Arrived there around 4.30 p.m. And have to wait until 5.45 p.m. WTF!!! Dah la tu.. bkan dpt pegi dpn2 pon. Dengan muke bosannye, aku pon ajak la adik aku yg lg 2 org tu g jenjalan satu mall (adik aku ade 3 org… yg minat Lee Min Ho tu sorang je… sorang lg minat SuJu… sorang lg asik dok melayan KBS World channel 303 Astro… gile Korea adik2 aku).

Owh… Mamat Korea tu dtg kejap je. Dlm 6.20 camtu blah. So yg dpt autograph die sket je la. Yg tak dpt tu frust menonggeng. Adik aku tu siap ckp lg, ade gurl tu frust gile tak dpt autograph pegi pijak2 poster yg die beli. (Nk dpt autograph Lee Min Ho kne beli poster kt Etude House.. which adik aku bengang sebab dah abis) Haha. Kelakar dowh~

Aku? Dok kt McD layan Fries cicah Sundae Strawberry. Nk amik gamba tp bateri abis. Ceh… tp dpt la amik gamba die sket. Seriously aku paling tak suke tempat yg crowded plus org terpekik terlolong… Sakit telinga…

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Ni je yg ok… tu pon ade bende putih mane tah kaco. Lain sume blur. (Mesti adik aku mengamuk ni tgk satu je gamba ok). Susah dowh nk amik. Dah la dok blakang… pastu kene jengket (ye aku agak pendek) pastu tangan asik gegar je. Ni aku zoom bg perabih 200mm.

Oh… aku harus touch up lg skill photography. Pasni nk beli speedlight.;p

Abis cite tu… masuk cite baru.

Exam is around the corner (ayat stereotype sume student yg nk exam). Next week is study week. I have plan to study and I hope I can follow the plan. The previous one which is last semester… well let’s just say I did follow… a little.

My paper will begin on Nov 6th up till Nov 19th. This semester I took 7 paper which is quite a lot. And I pray that I can make it.

This is my exam schedule.

SMES2409

Biophysics 6/11/09 0830 DTC
SFES3214 Environmental Philosophy and Management 10/11/09 1130 Exam Hall Level 2
SMES3122 Digital Electronics 11/11/09 1500 Exam Hall Level 2
SXEX1400 History and Philosophy of Science 13/11/09 0830 Exam Hall Level 1
SFES2310 Science, Technology and Society 16/11/09 0830 Exam Hall Level 1
SMES2208 Optics 18/11/09 0830 Exam Hall Level 1
TBEJ1331 Japanese Language Level 1 19/11/09 1130 Exam Hall Level 1

See… quite a lot. So for those who will having exam too, Good Luck. Pray for our success.
Di kesempatan ini saya ingin menyusun jari memohon seribu kemaafan andai tersalah kata, tersilap bicara… Maaf Zahir dan Batin. (woi.. raya dah abes la)





p.s: ini adalah post yang ke-100… yahoooo~ *pom pam pom pam* (bunyi fireworks) *dong dong dong cha* (ade tarian singa lak… 1malaysia katekan)..dah 4 thn aku memblogging.. baru skang post cecah 100.. ini bermaksud aku bukan blogger tegar.. haha
p.p.s: adik aku dah bising nk gambar Lee Min Ho tadi..

Friday, October 16, 2009

GP 1x01

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

So close

So close…
Yet so far away…

 

*Just like me, they long to be. Close to you*

(Just ignore this… you guys won’t understand)

 

 

 

p.s: Entri ini tiada kena mengena dengan makhluk tuhan paling seksi… Juga tiada kaitan dengan You-Know-Who mahupun Kamu-Tahu-Siapa ataupun Kamu-Memang-Tak-Tahu-Siapa. Kerana aku tahu korang semua tak tahu. Kecuali yang benar-benar tahu. Ada sesiapa yang tahu?

p.p.s: Sile ignore. Aku rase tertekan tanpa sebab.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Victim

This is not the post that I don’t want to publish actually. But lately it becomes a trend among Physics student. Even to our juniors. It began with me and basically I’m the first victim. And the trend still continue.

Want to know what?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ta-da~

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I’m not really fond of uploading my own picture so I try to resize it and make it smaller. What? Like you guys didn’t fell asleep in the class. But in my case, I was caught. Not by the lecturer, but by the paparazzi hiding in the class. (Didn’t I tell you I’m extremely famous? Like really f-word-ly famous… :p)

Oh, I haven’t told you when and where. It’s on September 30, 2009 during Optics. Still remember because after that I skipped Digital Electronic. Ha-ha. Don’ blame me. It’s 4 o’clock class and I couldn’t help myself.

So after this ‘little’ incident (that made me more and more famous), seems that more and more pictures of people sleeping (in class or outside) being uploaded in Facebook. So now, to the Physics’ student, fallen asleep is the must-be-avoid activity. Fear of being captured by the unwanted paparazzi.

You can check all the victims in my Facebook. (That picture above is not in my photo album because I have un-tagged it. It’s in the ‘Buka puasa bersama physicist’ album by Fatin)

Too bad we Physicist don’t have the news thing like Gossip Girl.

But don’t worry. I’ve appointed the best man to help me do the counter-attack.
Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf.
Just wait…

 

XOXO

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

30/9/09

Today is my mum’s birthday. Yea…

Happy Birthday Umi!
May God Bless You.
Live long and prosper.

 

But I don’t know what to give. Any idea?

 

 

p.s: Spock merasuk secara tiba2… Dif-tor heh smusma!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Eid Mubarak

I know it’s kinda late. But waddahek… we celebrate raya for a month. So I’m just gonna wish;

Eid Mubarak.
Salam Aidilfitri.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

-end-

 

Ok. Still no mood for updating. Got dozen of unpublished post here (I’m using Windows Live Writer which I think kinda easier than Blogger). That’s one of my habits. Write something and end it with ‘Save Draft’ button instead of ‘Publish’.

Oh yeah. Last raya I published a post about my wish list. Well, I have for this raya but next post lah. Too lazy to write now. (There’s raya song on Fly FM. Let’s sing together!)

 

 

p.s : *Suddenly I’m good at writing. Especially English. Why? Because I just watched Gossip Girl season 3. Haha.*

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Writing

“I love writing”

-Izzaldeen-

Well I hate it. Seriously. Prefer babbling than typing. LMAO~

Damn! I forgot what I’m gonna write.

That’s my problem.

Anyway, I got ‘suntikan dana’ from my dearly beloved JPA. *Thank God* Wonder how I’m gonna live in this sem without it. Enough to pay tuition bills.

And oh… D90~ wee…

D90

‘Nuff said. I’ll update later.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Shopping

I want to go shopping.

But the problem is;

I don’t know what to buy.

Eh. I don’t know which one to buy.

Just went back from Mid Valley and Mines.

Window shopping.

*Loser gile jalan sorang-sorang*

Itulah kehidupan orang single. Heh.

*Lantak korang nak cakap ape. Aku gembira~ Ade aku kesah?*

Tonight I wanna go shopping again.

Pasar malam sudey~

Haha.

 

 

p.s: 2-5 August lepas ade Pertandingan Teknologi Pelancaran Roket Kebangsaan. Igt nk post bende tu tp tunggu la dpt gambar2. Baru seronok nk tulis. Hehe.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Nothing to do... again

Suatu pagi... dalam perjalanan ke UM. Jam baru menunjukkan pukul 10.00 pagi. Ingin melihat gerhana matahari tetapi apakan daya... awan mendung membataskan penglihatan. Setelah melepasi tol Sungai Besi singgah sebentar ke McDonalds Drive-Tru berhampiran pintu masuk Astro. Hajat di hati ingin bersarapan.

Kemudian... "This is sewious!" *ringtone msg wonderpets*

Hah~ Ape pulak yg serius pagi2 ni

Bukak mesej yang tertera...

'biofzk cancel bgtau yg lain' -Fizin-

Ah sudah~ ni yg malas ni~

Kemudian... "This is sewious!"

Hah~ Ade lg yg serius ni

'Guys. Class biophys cancel k today' -Bella-

Dalam hati memang sudah menyumpah-nyumpah... Apsal la hari yang aku tergerak hati nak datang awal.. waktu tu la ade class yg cancel. Ish...

Kelas sebentar lagi adalah pada pukul 4.00 petang. Kelas Optics. Disusuli pula dengan kelas Digital Electronics pada pukul 5.00 petang. Habis pukul 6.30 petang kene pergi Subang Jaya. Nak ambil adik kat rumah makcik. Haish. Banyak la kerja hari ni.




Tapi sekarang aku sangat bosan.
Dalam Lab Computer Fakulti Sains.
6 jam tanpa arah tuju.
Takde mood untuk membuat kerja.

DEM!!!
DEM!!!
DEM!!!


Abis~

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Announcement

Ehem
Assalamualaikum and a very very good morning.

For those who want to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince this Thursday and want to ask me to buy the ticket, please do send me a message. The session is only either 10.50 a.m or 11.20 a.m. Please send A.S.A.P. coz I wanna buy the ticket tomorrow morning (Tuesday).

*sori la.. big fan cannot miss the movie… must watch the earliest time possible… even in the early morning*
*nak session lain pegi beli sendiri…. pandai2 la korang*

Thank you~

 

 

p.s: damn takde rabu mlm nye session.. kalo tak bleh tgk midnight..

p.p.s: oh yeah… bg duit skali.. ko igt parents aku run the GSC?

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Nothing to do

Boring

Sekarang saya tengah boring.

Kelas jam Bahasa Jepun jam 8-10.
*Keluar rumah jam 7. Damn bangun lambat. Dah la traffic jam!!! Nasib baik sampai tepat jam 8.*

Tutorial Logic and Critical Thinking jam 11-12 (batal)

Tutorial Environmental Philosophy and Management jam 3-4 (tak tau ade ke tak)

Jadi masa lapang dari jam 10 hingga jam 3 digunakan sebaik-baiknya.

 

Lepak di Starbucks Borders Mid Valley.

Hoho!

Aku sangat bosan sekarang.

Noktah.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Mode : Happy

YEAA!!!!
FINALLY…

DAPAT DAFTAR KELAS BAHASA JEPUN

Aku sangat gembira…
*melompat-lompat keriangan cam kanak2 ribena*

Itu je

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Recovering

Now I’m in the phase of recovering.

Can’t help but remembering some  things.

And I need someone to talk to.

I miss her so much.
(By the word ‘her’ I mean her and her. Yes. 2 person)
*apsal aku tetibe rindu lak kt lg sorang tu?* *lantak ar*

Ahmad Syarifuddin! This is your fault!

“Move on Abg. Shamim! There’s no point of remembering her!” Miss those words. Wish I can hear it again.

Argh. How can I move on.

Mean! Cruel!

 

 

p.s: please ignore this entry… currently fikiran tgh berkecamuk..

Monday, June 22, 2009

Special for you

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Saya di sini amat merindui kamu
Selalu terkenangkan kamu
Teringatkan kamu

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Sukar untuk saya percaya
Yang kamu telah pergi selamanya
Pergi meniggalkan saya
Meninggalkan kami semua

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Pabila saya teringat memori dulu
Hati menjadi sebak
Sehingga tak dapat tertahan
Mengalir air mata kesedihan

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Saya amat merindui kata-kata kamu
Senyuman kamu
Gelak tawa kamu
Tangisan kamu
Keluhan kamu
Nasihat kamu

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Kamu lebih dari sekadar rakan
Kamu seperti seorang adik

Apa yang pasti
Selepas ini
Tiada lagi nasihat dari kamu
Tiada lagi bebelan dari kamu
Tiada lagi tempat untuk saya mengadu

Hey kamu
Saya harap kamu gembira di sana
Sebab saya tahu
Allah merahmati kamu

Dan semoga saya boleh tersenyum
Pabila terkenangkan kamu
Sebab saya tahu
Kamu pun tersenyum juga
Menikmati indahnya alam sana

Saya tidak akan sekali-kali melupakan kamu
Sebab kamu istimewa pada saya
Dan saya akan menghargainya
Hingga akhir hayat saya

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Ya Allah
Berikanlah dia rahmat-Mu
Pengampunan-Mu
Tempatkanlah dia dikalangan
Orang yang dicintai-Mu
Dikasihi-Mu
Amin

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Al-Fatihah

In Loving Memory

Nur Nadia bt Salehuddin

22 May 1988 – 17 June 2009
5 Syawal 1408 - 23 Jamadilakhir 1430

May Allah Bless Her Soul

And May She Be With Among Mukminin and Salihin. Ameen.
May She Rest In Peace

Al-Fatihah

Monday, June 15, 2009

Family

Aunt: Amik baju nnt sape yg bayarkan?
Cousin 1: Shamim la. Die ade duit.
Aunt: Shamim kan skolah lg. Mane ade duit. Shahnaz la bayarkan.
Cousin 2: Ade nye duit tu. Minyak kete bleh bayar.
Aunt: Mim… Baju melayu tu sape yg bayarkan? Ade duit tak?
Me: Ntah. Duit takde. (Buat muke tak bersalah padahal ade RM50 dlm wallet)
Cousin 1 & 2: Gune duit sendiri!

The best thing being a boy plus a student among dozens of cousin is you only spent a little amount of money. Sometimes none at all! Yeah. That’s the privilege of being Murad’s family. You’ll be spoiled. Well I am. Haha. I was spoiled by my aunts since I was born. Until now. So the working cousin have to treat the still-studying cousin (me and my cousin in Aussie).

Now is Jamadilakhir. 3 months before Eid and I’m officially got my new ‘Baju Raya’. Haha. Well, technically it’s for my other cousin’s wedding (I told you I have dozens of cousin). So, due to economic crisis, that ‘Baju Melayu’ will be my ‘Baju Raya’. Saving~ Huhu.

Aunt: Baju tadi sape yg bayarkan?
Me: Abg shahnaz.
Aunt: Abis tu abg hanis tak bayarkan?
Me: Tak.
Aunt: Patut kongsi la bayarkan untuk amim…

See… I love my family~

Friday, June 12, 2009

Millionaire

“Real Madrid-bound winger Cristiano Ronaldo looks set to become one of the highest paid sports stars in the world.

A report in Friday's Times newspaper claims that although the player, who is set to complete a word record £80m move from Manchester United to Real by the end of the month, would initially earn £9.5m-a-year the contract would include a 25% increase season-on season.

The 24-year-old is expected to sign a six-year contract at the Bernabeu, which means by the final year he would be on £29m-a-year - or £557,000-a-week - which is reportedly 33 times what the average Spaniard earns. And this is in a country which is suffering from high unemployment of over 18%.

It means the player will pocket £107m over the length of his contract. But it would not put him in the top five of the sporting pay league, which is led by golfer Tiger Woods.”

Source : ESPN Soccernet

What is so good about him?
Just playing football (soccer in US) and earn £557,000 a week. That’s nearly RM1 mil! WTH!

No fair…
No fair…

I want that too~

 

 

 

(The writer currently going crazy because the money that left in his account is about few dollars and he’s desperately need a part time job)

 

 

 

p.s: Hate Ronaldo! He’ll going nowhere in Madrid. Just like Beckham. Mark my word! Haha~

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Debt

2 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang :
RM 137.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

(Trus g bank in RM138.00 kt Bank Islam (bayar yuran through ATM machine). Malas nk hutang lama2. Kang takleh regiseter subjek. So supposedly takde hutang apape lg dah. Ok. Abis)

 

9 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang : RM 99.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

 

“Huh? Apsal ade hutang lg nih”

*Scroll down*

 

Keterangan Akaun

No. Dokumen

Debit (RM)

Kredit (RM)

GRADUATION FEE - YURAN GRADUASI

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

100.00

0.00

 

Sejak bile lak aku nk grad nih! Aku lom cukup credit hour nk graduate la.

 

WTF!!!
WTF!!!
WTF!!!

 

Dah la aku tgh bengang result lom kuar. Tambah plak bende ni. Lagi la sakit ati. Sakit ati sbb kene g Bendahari. Services sucks! There I said it. Bendahari UM terkenal di kalangan pelajarnya. Sebab bile student ade hutang, tak sampai seminggu dah kene warning. Takleh register subjek la, takleh amik slip exam la etc etc. Tapi kalo melibatkan duit pelajar (duit PTPTN/JPA etc, duit projek etc etc), nak dapat tu kene tunggu sampai 2 bulan!

Argh! Esok kene settle kan bende nih. Argh… Bengang tol. Camne la bleh tau aku ni cukup credit hour nk grad sedangkan result lom kuar. Haish~

*%$%#%^$^%*^&%!*&#^*&$&!#^*
Sori aku mmg tgh geram.

Monday, May 18, 2009

*blank*

No mood for updating.

 

And I’m desperately need a job.

 

VERY DESPERATE

 

I need a job.

 

Please~

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Tag

1) Nyatakan siapakah yang telah mengetag anda
- Areev Aizat... haaa... aku da buat.. puas?

2) Letakkan gambar anda zaman kanak-kanak yang paling anda suka... Sebanyak yang anda suka, dan nyatakan umur anda di dalam foto itu
-aiseh... gambar kanak2 ke? malas la nk selongkar album kt umah... pastu nk scan lg.. ni adelah beberapa gambar... so aku snap gambar tu instead of scan.. *malas nk scan*

Picture

aiyaa.. amoi.. lu bela anak cina aa?” apek jual ikan tanye kt makcik aku… time kecik2, makcik aku yg jage… kalo nk tgk pon muke aku takde la rupe cina mane (rasenye kot).. tp kalo g mane2 je esp PC Fair mesti promoter tu ckp chinese ngan aku.. dah byk kali dah..
-gambar ni diambil time aku baru je 3 bulan… sebab time tu nk buat passport... gambar ini di ‘curi’ dari passport tu time tgh mengemas nk pindah.. still ade dlm wallet aku smpai skang…

Picture 017 -gambar ni lak time aku setahun lebih… raya kt muar.. the reason aku suke gambar2 diatas adelah sebab aku tgk kulit aku yg puteh melepak compare ngan warna kulit skang.. huhu.. *oh aku harus mencerahkan balik kulit ni~ gunelah L’Oreal Men Expert… “Kerana dirimu begitu berharga”*

LOL

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-time ni darjah 4 (kalo tak silap)… hari penyampaian sijil akademik dan mesyuarat agung PIBG… time skolah rendah aku adelah pelajar yg excellent… anak murid kesayangan cikgu yg mewakili sekolah dlm kebanyakan kuiz peringkat daerah (skolah rendah je la.. masuk skolah menengah hampeh)

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

-gambar ni time form5… few days before SPM kalo tak silap aku… eh.. time SPM kot.. aku tak igt…

Ade byk lg gambar2 time skolah rendah n skolah menengah.. tp aku rase malas nk pilih n scan… so ni je la yg dapek den bagi… kalo ade masa aku scan pastu bg korang tgk…

3) Senaraikan 5 kejadian menarik untuk dikongsikan sewaktu anda kecil (kemalangan, perkara memalukan dan sebagainya)

  1. Masa umur aku 5 thn… aku penah terjatuh sampai dahi aku berdarah dgn banyaknye… the reason aku jatuh sebab memandai nk ikut gaya perenang time 1992 Olympic kat Barcelona… aku melompat2 kt tepi kerusi… pastu tak dpt nk balance tersembam atas simen… gaya tu sebijik cam org nk mula berenang.. ape lg… meraung la… nasib baik time tu makcik aku baru balik dr langkawi beli minyak gamat byk2.. the scar still can be seen up till today.. kalo harry potter ade lightning scar.. aku pon ade ‘swimming’ scar.. hahaha… tu time umur 5 tahun.. kemalangan disebabkan berenang…
  2. Ni plak time aku darjah 5 (11 thn)… aku penah hampir lemas… kejadian berlaku di Langkawi… *Langkawi lagi*… time tu bercuti ngan family kt Pelangi Beach Resort… biase la.. kolam renang die kan ade gelongsor…. ape lg aku redah je naik gelongsor tu.. sekali kolam tu dalam daa… (time tu rasa dalam la sbb budak kecik yg pendek)… terkapai2 kt kolam tu… *terkapai-kapai ku kelemasan… lagu sudirman*… nasib baik ade brader tu tolong… huhu… sekali lagi kemalangan disebabkan berenang… ironik tak?
  3. Aku penah terkantoi meniru/menipu dlm peperiksaan… haha.. btol la… time tu darjah 2… guru kelas Cikgu Yuhanis… waktunya adalah peperiksaan akhir tahun… ye la.. budak2 kan.. mane tau apape… so aku ngn kawan aku sorang lg tu swap la kertas jawapan… konon2 nk check jwpn masing2… (ade ke?) kawan aku tu pon (pompuan) layan skali nk tuka... sekali terkantoi ngan cikgu tu… haha.. ape lg… kt kertas jwpn tu cikgu tulis something… aku da lupe.. tp aku tak penah bg kertas tu kt parents.. haha.. takut kene marah… ni the most memorable la... tak tau la kwn aku tu igt lg ke tak... lame tak contact die.. skang kt UiTM amik law kalo tak silap...
  4. There’s reasons why I hate maths… one of them berlaku time aku darjah 1… time tu nk beli nasi lemak kt gerai dpn umah… baby sitter aku tu bg la 3o sen.. (ye la.. dolu2 sebungkus nasi lemak tige posen je)… 3 duit syiling seposen… again disebabkan budak2.. tak tau apape (kire innocent la)… aku igt sebungkus tu seposen… so aku pelik tgk makcik tu bg aku sebungkus je sedangkan aku bg die 3 posen… tak puas ati aku melalak kt gerai makcik tu mintak die bg lagi 2 bungkus.. smpai along (anak baby sitter) datang amik aku… hahaha… boleh aku gado ngan makcik jual nasik lemak tu sebab aku igt aku yg betul… marah2 makcik tu sbb die bg sebungkus je… itu la salah satu sebab nape smpai skang aku tak suke maths… seriously bab kire2 ni fail sket… lagi2 kalo melibatkan duit… mmg takleh jd accountant… tp pelik coz aku amik physics… heh~
  5. Aku penah 3 kali buat pompuan menangis… (exception kt adik2 aku sbb aku slalu je buat diorang menangis)… Sekali kt sorang junior skolah… 2 kali kt sorang kawan satu batch kt UM… haha… detail tanak cite… biarlah rahsia.. haha~

4) Apa nama panggilan anda sewaktu kecil
-Shamim, mim, amim…-

5) Tag 10 kawan blog anda... Pastikan mereka jawab
-haruskah? erm... takyah list la... senang cite aku tag sume org yg kt blog list sebelah.. haha.. especially kpd mereka yg hantu tag dan hantu blog... Syud, Saipul, Hafiz, Safa, Khumai, Ikhmal, Shida dan lain2

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I can start now…

Finally…

After 2 semester of hardship, I finished my final year project report (hardship la sgt). It’s just that thing (report) really bugged me till the end. Well, because it’s 8 credit hours so I have to do it perfectly. In the end… 85 pages each one in 2 simple binding and 1 hardcover which costs me around RM50.

The dateline for submit is tomorrow but I’ve made my mind to send it today. The truth is I’m too lazy to drive all the way to KL just to submit it (padahal Isnin sampai Rabu punyelah rajin ulang alik g UM). And the sooner I submit, the sooner I forget. No more reports!

So now I can concentrate to the study. My 1st paper is on Monday and I haven’t study at all. Well, then again thanks to the report that took all my precious time… (salah sendiri… nk salahkan report lak).

I have only 3 papers this semester and I hope I can score all the papers. Please help me God~

 

Monday 27/4 – SMES2204 Mechanics, 1130, Aras 2 Exam Hall

Wednesday 29/4 – SMES3203 Solid State Physics, 0830, Aras 1 Exam Hall

Saturday 2/5 – SMES3201 Nuclear Physics, 1130, Aras 2 Exam Hall

 

Please pray for me too… *angelic face*

Friday, April 17, 2009

HP and The Half-Blood Prince latest trailer

“It’s over…”

“FIGHT BACK YOU COWARD! FIGHT BACK!”

This is the latest and final trailer of Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince officially released by the Warner Bros.

Courtesy : Mugglenet.com
*For downloading or other stuff please visit Mugglenet.com.*

 

Well… what can I say. It’s AMAZING. Can’t wait this 16th July (official release is 17th though). Their Inferi looks like Smeagol from Lord of The Rings.

Wait… 17th? Man~ I have to attend my cousin’s wedding reception at Perak. Arrgghhh…. I’m so frustrated! The same thing happen when Twilight movie released. That time I had to go to Langkawi. But this time… Perak? Gosh~

 

 

p.s: Hafiz… book tiket 15hb… tgk midnite movie… jom jom!!! takpon awal pagi 16/7… semangat nih…

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Little Update

Actually I have no mood to update. It’s been nearly a month. Seems that this month is the busiest month throughout my 3 years here.

Tutorials, tests, Physics Research Colloquium, final year project report… and most importantly final exam. It’s 2 weeks form now.

There’s many things that I wanted to say. Malam Anugerah Bestari, FESENI, choir, pop band and acoustics. Not to mention the bomb threat at Dewan Tunku Canselor (turns out that someone played a very stupid April Fool’s prank). I wanna post about that but other things come first. Besides I’m too lazy (yeah I know).

I have few pictures I want to share. But then again, the pictures are not with me. Maybe tomorrow I’ll transfer it from Saipul. I’ll post it later.

From now on, I can’t update this blog regularly. You know, this semester break I’m taking summer class. *pergh.. word ‘summer class’ tu takbleh blah… nak lawan bdak oversea gak… muahaha*.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Young

Saye : Makcik, nasik lemak 4. 3 biase, 1 lauk daging.
Makcik : Ok.
*sambil bungkus nasik lemak*
Makcik : Sekolah mane?
Saye : Sekolah? Eh tak la.. saye da universiti
Makcik : Ye ke.. oo~ skang ni amik diploma?
Saye : Tak.. saye amik degree...
Makcik : Ooo.. makcik igt budak sekolah td.. nampak muda je..

Moral of the story?... Ntah.. aku tak dpt fikir.. tp yg penting ayat last makcik tu...

Time kaseh banyak2 makcik~  Pasni sy beli nasik lemak kt makcik lg...

Aku berada di awangan~ Weee~

 

 

p.s: smalam adalah Malam Anugerah Bestari... byk nk cite.. tp tak tau nk cite cmne... and for gambar aku akan upload/post bile da dpt sume gambar2 tersebut... sekian harap maklum

Monday, March 16, 2009

Punishment

Aku skip 2 kelas hari ni.

Kelas Physics Nuclear (1530-1700)

Kelas Mechanics (1700-1830)

Sebab nk siapkan draf ni.

Tp mmg dah plan smalam.

(Jahat tak?)

Dan aku mendapat balasan dari Tuhan...

TAYAR KERETA AKU MELETOP!!!

Aku pegi langgar divider batu..

Tak perasan pon...

Abis kene tukar tayar tu sorang2...

Wuuu... penat tu.. bkan tayar kancil.. wira besau tu..

Tobat~

Pasni tanak ponteng kelas lg....

Nampaknye esok aku kene naik komuter la pegi kelas.

Kerete tu nk kene hantar workshop buat alignment etc.

Argh~ The worst nightmare!

Nak buat camne.. salah sendiri.. kan~

 

 

 

 

p.s: draf ni pon tak siap lg... aku rase cam nk jerit je...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Report

  • Submit report draft to supervisor = 16th March 2009
  • Submit paperwork (hardcopy and softcopy) for Physics Colloquium = 20th March 2009
  • Physics Research Colloquium 2009 = 13th April - 14th April 2009
  • Submit final year project report = 17th April 2009

 

*berlari-lari pusing satu bilik sambil menjerit...*

*pastu ketuk kepala kt dinding*

Aaaa~ matilah aku~ analisis data pon lom abis lg ni...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Tagged : Personality

Got tagged from my cousin in Facebook. But instead of Facebook I post it here.

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook (or others if you like)
4. Tag your friends ( I don't feel to tag people. Do it if you want to)

 

1. Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

2. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

3. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

4. The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

5. Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

6. The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

7. How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

8. What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

9. Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

 

Ok, time for post-mortem. Haha~

No 1. Quite true. But the straightforwardness can be argue.
No 2. No comment. Seriously I don't know what type I'm looking for.
No 3. Well... maybe true maybe not. I've never been to. Haha.
No 4. I don't know. Maybe?
No 5. True. Education is important. More important than job itself.
No 6. Yep, true.
No 7. That is sooo true. Haha.
No 8. 100% agree. Yeah, I'm too much concern on how others see me.
No 9. Mmm... full energy and confidence? I don't know. But one thing for sure is my mood always change so quickly. "Mood swing" my friend called me.

All in all the thing said above are true. Hoho.

Friday, March 6, 2009

International Year of Astronomy 2009 (IYA 2009)

The year 2009 marks the 4ooth anniversary of the first use of an astronomical telescope by Galileo Galilei and also the publication of Johannes Kepler 'Astronomia nova'. UNESCO has endorsed the IYA2009 and the United Nations alongside the International Astronomical Union (IAU) proclaimed the year 2009 as the International Year of Astronomy.

In conjunction of IYA2009, the Space Physics Laboratory University of Malaya will conduct a public observation on 8 March 2009 at UM Stellar Observatory. The main objective is to observe the opposition on Saturn that will occur during the whole night. For more information, click here. *Again I'm linking to my friend's blog since what I'm gonna say is more or less the same*

All are invited. The observation will be held from 7 pm till 12 midnight. Any enquiries feel free to contact me.

 

 

 

p.s: I know... last minute announcement... but waddaheck... blog aku.. aku nye suke la... haha~

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Starlight Tears



credit: sarangtones

This video is from Kkot Boda Namja (Boys Over Flowers).
It's Korean version of Japanese Hana Yori Dango (same meaning).
Or the best known Taiwanese Meteor Garden.

Haha~
All of sudden I felt like sharing this video.
Lyrics and translation are all in the link above.






*YET! Ko mmg kejam... ko buatkan aku teringatkan die... wuuu~ sume salah ko...*


p.s: since i cant retrive back my facebook account, i'm using this blog for multi purpose. damn facebook~ nak buat baru malas la... friendster da cam bengong je.. lg la mls nk on... so apape hal msg aku kt sini je la ek...

Friday, February 27, 2009

Disabled

DAMN!!!

My Facebook got disabled!

"Your account was disabled because the name it was registered under was fake."

What the...

Arrgghh~

I'm sooooooooo frustrated!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Something wrong

What is wrong with me?

I wanna move on.

But I viewed her page just now.

How?

I dunno. It's just happen.

Unconsciously.

One minute in my page and then voila.

It makes me reminisce.

Damn.

Then how I'm gonna move on if I still doing that?

Clearly there's something wrong with me.

*Sigh*

 

 

 

p.s: still viewing her page...

"stop that!!! BAKAYARO!"

"ok ok... i'm going to sleep now"

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Another truth...

How I'm gonna write.

Hurm...

Honestly and truthfully, I didn't realized that this blog being used by certain people to gain votes or as campaigning tool. It's makes me wonder why all of sudden, so many people viewing this blog especially that post. You know what I meant.

But still, I feel disappointed. (Disappointed is not the strong word. "Aku rasa sangat sangat terkilan"). There I said it. I just can't believe it.

Get the 1st hand story... the truth behind adib & ayuni from the ex-officio itself. Log on to -> lordbiohazard.blogspot.com. Sgt pntg! Sblm mengundi, bc & sebar luaskan.

God. I don't know what to say. Mad? I'm not capable of being mad anymore. Nor upset. Or others. I know that the post was going to be a huge mistake. I know something unpleasant will occurred. But that thing (being used) never crossed in my mind. I don't know it will become like that. If I know, I wouldn't post it. Seriously I'm speechless. Wordless. I hope that whoever started this will soon realized for their mistake. For me, you have invaded my privacy. I didn't ask you to popularize my blog. Did I get the royalty? Nope. What you have succeeded is making another misunderstanding (or so I think). Thank you very much.

God... I can't even read the message above. Makes me sick.

Once again I apologize to whom it may concerned. But I'm gonna say it (and I think I've said it in that post). All the things that I've wrote is on my perspective. It was not influenced by someone. And I'm not going to delete the post. I see no reason for me to delete it. What's done is done. You can't turn it back. Yeah... move on.

It's been a week since the election. But only just now I know the truth. Yeah... another truth behind.

 

 

 

p.s: And that's why I hate politics!!! Both sides are the same~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

A statement...

For this few days, this blog's been read several (if not several, hundreds) times by I don't know... dozens of persons. And suddenly it becomes well known!! I know.. some of the post are too emotional... Yeah I also think that too. But then, that's the use of blog. To express your feelings rite? So I admit, I was too emotional. I was very frustrated and disappointed. The election thing. The ADIB thing. (Mostly because of ADIB. The two events were not at the right time). I felt the same during my time I was in charge. I try to help them to make it better than before. But always being halted. Deep in my heart I regret. Regret because I was there to witness all of it. I really hope that I don't have to be there. Seriously. Because I know something will make me mad/furious and it will ended in this blog. And probably hurting someone's feeling. I know someone's hurt. And I know someone will use this issue over and over again. As a tool or as a point in criticizing. Maybe to tell people that I am really, really, extremely bad. Yeah I am. So what? Nobody's perfect. And if I'm that bad, I will not care about other's feeling or have guts to apologize. But I can't help other than feeling guilty and I apologize for any of my mistakes. That's it. But I don't think this will stop here and end nicely like this. Just see...

 

 

*Lantak korang la nk ckp ape. As if you have such a great effect on me. I'm not messing with your life so don't mess with my life. Geddit?*

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 2)

The full and official result of the Campus Election can be viewed in Malaysiakini.com, Mahasiswakini.com and ProMahasiswaUM. Only 3 of these web/blog updated the news. And the official blog of PenggerakMahasiswa still haven't updated yet. Dunno why. Maybe still shock by the result. Hehe.

*Seriously aku sgt penat dan mengantuk... sbb tu malas nk tulis byk2*

The candidate U18 wins the election by 5000 votes. Congratulation! Akhirnya kebenaran itu terserlah.

This leave to the question. Siapakah yang akan mengepalai kabinet untuk satu sesi ini? Siapakah yang bakal mengisi jawatan-jawatan kosong dalam Majlis? All we can do is just wait and see...

For the post-electoral analysis, you can viewed here. *once again.. aku takde mood skang ni.. tutorial blom siap lg...(aku link ko nye blog je la ek shida.. lebih kurang same je nk ckp)*

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 1)

This is the official result of the Campus Election.

Based on trusted source (sumber yg dipercayai.. takbleh blah), Pro-Mahasiswa wins 8 from 9 public seats or Representative Council (MPMUM) seats. This means that Pro-Mahasiswa wins the Campus Election and retook back from Penggerak Mahasiswa or Aspirasi after 5 years being denied.

Anyhow I would like to congratulate all the winning candidates. Hope that the newly-elected 'Yang Berhormat' will bring a new hope and change to all students in University of Malaya.

STUDENT POWER!

Thank you.

 

 

*For the Faculty seats result, I'll try to update as soon as possible. And also the fate of candidate U18. Until now I haven't heard any of the news.*

Monday, January 19, 2009

Another conspiracy?

Just received message from one of my friend.

*TKINI-HEP TKR NO. CALON UMUM LAST MINUTE*

It says that the Student Affairs and Alumni (HEP) changed the number for all candidates running for public seats.

What? Another conspiracy? Are they that really desperate? They thought by changing the number, the students will vote the wrong person. Thus ensure the victory of their selected candidates. 4 years since I've been in UM (3yrs undergrad + 1yr PASUM), this is the 1st time I've heard that last minutes changing. Truly this is the worst Campus Election in history.

So due to the change, the number for candidates U17 changed to U18!

 

UNDILAH CALON UMUM U18!

Sesungguhnya kebenaran itu untuk orang2 yang sabar. Vote for hope. Vote for change. Insha-Allah the truth will be revealed.

Peace~

The truth behind...

OK. Let me tell you what had happened to ADIB. Korang tau la... projek yang mendapat liputan meluas. Tanyalah sesiapa pun. Almost all UM students know about ADIB. But I tell you beforehand that whatever I write in this is not influenced by anyone or any side during this Campus Election process. All this is on my perspective. My point of view.

ADIB adalah projek kesinambungan daripada Pertandingan Forum IPT 2008.

Let's just skip the crap and go to the D-Day. Tarikh keramatnya adalah pada 16 dan 17 Januari.

Tapi sebelum projek ini berjaya dilaksanakan, banyak halangan yang terpaksa dilalui oleh semua Ahli Jawatankuasanya. Halangan terbesar datangnya daripada Penyelia Penasihat projek ini sendiri. I don't know what's his problem to the committee members. But just like I said, for him all we did is wrong and all the thing he said is always right. And he makes the committee members do exactly what he said. Dan seingat aku tugas Penyelia Penasihat adalah untuk menasihatkan Majlis Tertinggi agar projek ini berjalan dengan lancar. But what happen is the completely opposite. He made all the members to do exactly what he said. For him, his word is divine. If you don't follow you will regret. (maybe the word divide is not suitable but this is what I feel). He force the committee to accept his plans. The same as what he did to me on Forum.

On the Thursday, one day before the day, the committee faced a lot of trouble. Dengan hadiahnya yang belum ditempah. Semuanya gara-gara penyelia penasihat tersebut. Sedangkan sebelum ini pengarahnya ada memberitahu penasihat tersebut rancangan jawatankuasa untuk menempah hadiah di satu tempat. Tapi seluruh jawatankuasa dimarahi kerana bertentangan dengan rancangan penasihat tersebut iaitu untuk menempah hadiah dengan seorang kenalannya. (I think he has share holder in the company.. hehe)

And so, the committee were forced to follow his plan.

On Friday, all things went well. Despite of order from the Penasihat to make the Majlis Makan Malam ended early, all things were smooth. Pengarah terpaksa memujuk penasihat tersebut agar majlis itu dapat dihabiskan pada 9.30 malam. Alasan penasihat untuk menyegerakan majlis makan malam adalah untuk memberi laluan kepada perjumpaan dengan pelajar junior untuk menerangkan apa yang berlaku semasa proses kempen untuk Pilihanraya Kampus (PRK). Lalu penasihat tersebut terpaksa beralah dan perjumpaan dengan pelajar junior ditukar ke Balai Islam.

Hari Sabtu merupakan hari pertandingan. They began a little bit late but all things run smoothly. Dan kemudian penasihat projek tiba dan memanggil pengarah, floor manager dan stage manager untuk berbincang mengenai protokol untuk majlis penutup. I was not in the discussion group. But what I know later is that the penasihat ask the committee to end the Majlis Perasmian Penutup at 10 pm. The reason? I don't know until late afternoon. Rupanya untuk memberi laluan kepada calon-calon dari Penggerak Mahasiswa (Aspirasi) untuk berkempen dan membentangkan manifesto mereka. For me it's ok as long as they will not disturb us.

Pada sebelah malamnya adalah Majlis Makan Malam dan Majlis Perasmian Penutup. Dan pada malam inilah segalanya berlaku.

Insiden dimulakan dengan kehadiran seorang calon dari Pro-Mahasiswa hanya beberapa minit sebelum majlis bermula. The candidate, Syaukat Salim running for the Faculty of Science seat suddenly storm Dewan Santapan. Kesemua ahli jawatankuasa terkejut. Begitu juga aku yang berada di meja yang menempatkan peserta UM. Calon tersebut dengan tiba-tiba terus pergi ke setiap meja yang menempatkan peserta dari universiti berlainan dan memberikan kertas manifestonya kepada peserta tersebut.

*And the story begins*

Sha (Sharifah Pengerusi JKP Seni 4th) yang dok semeja ngan aku tanye la die nape wat camtu. Die tak tau ke yg sume yg ade kt dlm dewan tu bkan pelajar UM. Lgpon calon tu tetibe je masuk majlis orang. Tak hormat langsung. And then Ashraf the 3rd (ade 3 Ahsraf kt 4th... sorang final year, sorang 2nd year and this one junior 1st year) panggil die, ckp la calon tu takleh buat camtu time majlis rasmi. Dah la nk mule. Sume AJK tergamam. Tak tau nk buat ape. Syakila (S/U JTK 4th) pon ade bgtau calon tu gak. Pastu ape lagi, mengamuk la calon tu. Ckp die kene tipu. Sebab dlm surat pengesahan utk berkempen kt 4th die mintak kol 9-10. Pastu admin 4th ubah kol 8.30-9.30 (kalo tak silap). Calon tu dtg la kol 8.30. Tgk-tgk yang ade kt dewan AJK ngan peserta unversiti lain je. Pastu aku tanye Sha sape yg bg kebenaran die nk kempen time ni. Pastu Sha ckp org biase la. Baru aku paham. Penyelia penasihat projek merangkap pemangku pengetua 4th yg bg kebenaran.

Aku mmg sangat marah. Bkan fully marah kt calon tu. Tp marah sape yg bg kebenaran kt calon tu utk dtg kempen time tu. Die (org yg bg kebenaran tu) tau yg time tu ade majlis rasmi. Tapi sebab calon tu dr Pro-Mahasiswa die bg gak kebenaran. Siap pinda waktu berkempen lg. Die igt die bleh malukan calon tu and Pro-Mahasiswa umumnya yg Pro-M ni tak profesional. Die nk malukan Pro-M dpn wakil universiti lain and cam bg mesej yg Pro-M ni jahat. Keji sungguh cara die nk kenekan orang lain.

Yang si calon tu pon satu. Dah tau kt dlm dewan tu ramai bkan student UM nk pegi gak kempen. Ape kes? Kalo nk kempen pon pegi la kempen kt AJK. Peserta lain tu bkannye bleh mengundi pon. Tak penah aku tgk Barack Obama pegi kempen kt pelancong yg dtg ke America. Tak professional langsung. Pastu marah2 Ashraf the 3rd ngan Syakila sebab halang die berkempen. Ktorang tak halang. Yang kitorang halang die kempen kt orang yg tak sepatutnya. Pastu nk marah2 ini demokrasi la. Ktorang ni penghalang demokrasi la. Biadap sungguh! Bende tu sangat memalukan.

Aku kesian kt die (calon tu). Ktorang mmg kesian kt die. Dikenakan camtu skali. Tp die takkan takbleh paham. Yg AJK projek sendiri tak tau apape. Tau2 die dtg utk kempen. Die kene naya. AJK pon kene naya. And then die igt majlis tu halang die nk kempen. Ish. Dah mengamuk tu pastu die dtg kt meja ktorang (peserta UM) and tetiba je tuduh "Korang jentera Penggerak nk halang aku".

Ape lagi. Menyirap darah aku. Sume org kt meja tu marah la. And then Syakila terpaksa panggil abg Ijan and call Ayuni suruh tenangkan si Syaukat ni. And then pastu die dah tenang die blah kot. But seriously aku tak paham calon camtu. Perjuangkan perubahan, perjuangkan mahasiswa. Tp takde etika profesionalisme langsung. Tengah hari tu Fika ade kempen kt aku suruh undi die (Syaukat) sbb Fika bdak Geo and die pon bdak Geo. Aku ckp ok la. Tp lpas kejadian tu mmg di tak layak langsung nk dpt undi aku. Biadap. Kurang ajar. Tak hormat orang lain. Camni ke nk jadi pemimpin?

Betul la kate orang "When facing the hard time, people will show their true colors". And itulah true colors of Syaukat. Maybe if he behave correctly die akan dpt respect sume orang kot. Tp sebaliknya berlaku. Tak tau la sape bace blog ni ckp aku reka2 cite and ckp die baik takkan buat camtu etc. Tp bagi aku tak. He doesn't deserve my respect and my vote. Period!

Abis cite tu. Masuk cite baru.

Time tu perasmi blom smpai. And Ayuni pon dtg. Ayuni dtg sebab die peserta ADIB mewakili UM. (Shahrizul Ayuni Zulkiply; calon umum bertanding atas tiket Pro-Mahasiswa. Die la yg femes satu Malaya pasal cite rasuah and report polis tu). Ktorang satu meja risau gak sebab yg akan datang tu TNC HEP. Tp die ckp takpe. Ok la.

Pastu tibalah masa yang dinantikan. Ucapan perasmian. Yg perasmi tu naik la atas pentas utk berucap. Mukaddimah ok tp pendek. Masuk la part isi. Part isinya hanya berkisar kepada apa yang berlaku sepanjang tempoh kempen PRK UM. Selama lebih kurang 30 minit ucapan berbaur politik yang takde kene mengena langsung dgn projek yg berjalan. Siap menyerang secara peribadi lagi. Dpn2 wakil universiti lain pegi sebut nama Ayuni yang kononnya buat report polis terhadap die. Kalo tak sebut nama takpe la gak. Ni dok sebut nama pastu pegi tanya "Saudari Ayuni ade tak kat sini?". Ceh. Dah tau ade saje je nk malukan org tu. Siap pegi ckp pasal parents Ayuni la. Sebut bab agama la. Kubur jd berat kalo fitnah org. Pastu yg paling takbleh blah pegi ckp "Buat dosa ngan Allah boleh. Buat dosa ngan manusia tak boleh".

WHATTHEFAK!!!

Die nk ckp buat dosa ngan Allah, Allah boleh maafkan dgn taubat. Tp buat dosa ngan manusia takleh sebab bkan sume manusia bleh memaafkan. Aku paham point die (perasmi) tapi bkan camtu skali nk ckp. Berpada-pada la. Ni satu jenis org gak yang aku tak paham. Die bkan berucap dpn student UM. Kalo audience tu semuanya student UM, takpe la gak nk sebut name org yg kononnya fitnah die. Walaupon itu dikira serangan peribadi. Tapi audience malam tu adalah bukan pelajar UM. Kenapa perlu sebut nama Ayuni. Pastu ckp pasal parents die. Syakila dah hentak meja dah. Nasib baik perlahan. Kalo tak... Ashraf the 3rd dah bising pasal dosa tu. Yg lain semeja termasuk aku tak senang duduk dah. Ye la... org ckp buruk pasal kawan. Sape tak marah?

Tp tgk Ayuni cool je. Ish. Kalo aku la yg kene camtu... Tak tau la. Huru hara kot. Tgk Ayuni diam je. Sekali-sekala senyum. Rase kesian sgt. Org secara terang2 attack die. Ckp pasal parents lg. Dlm ati die sape la yg tau... Tapi mmg ucapan tu tak masuk akal. Ucapan untuk berkempen. Sorang lg cam Syaukat. Kempen tak kene org.

Tapi aku tak salahkan sesiapa. Perasmi ataupon calon. Jauh sekali Ayuni. Kenal die since 1st year. W/pon tak rapat tp tau cara die camne. Die bkan cam org yg aku benci tu. Die takkan sekali2 fitnah org. Byk cerita negative pasal die. Semua dari kem Gerak. Tp yg ktorang kawan2 die tau; die tak bersalah. Ada org ketiga yg nk pecah belahkan semua ni. Same gak pasal isu kepala babi dlm surau API. Aku caye bkan Gerak yg buat. Bkan Pro-M yg buat. Ade pihak lain yg nk jatuhkan org2 tertentu dan menggunakan nama Ayuni. Lantak korang la nk caye yg mana. Yg penting die tak bersalah. Semua bdak 4th tau. Dari junior 1st year smpailah senior final year. Tu la yg membuatkan "Pemangku Pengetua" tu takut. Sebab pengaruh die makin terhakis di 4th.

Dan satu lg, aku bukan Pro-M dan jauh skali Gerak. Aku hanya menyokong calon sahaja. Bukan parti. Kalau pasni ade yang tak puas ati, sila bg komen. Kalo ade yg tak betul nnt aku betulkan. Nk bukti yg die tak bersalah? Aku bkan Sherlock Holmes nk carik bukti ni. Tanya tuan punye badan sendiri. Jangan buat fitnah pasal die. Dlm report polis tu pon bkannye ade name TNC. Die tak report pasal TNC. Die report pasal surat tu. Paham sket keadaan. Ade org putar belit ckp die report pasal TNC bg rasuah. Nonsense! Clearly ade org nak laga2 kan.

Dan perasaan benci aku kat org tu takkan padam. Bg aku die la punca semuanya pasal projek ni dpt publisiti meluas. Camne AJK dimalukan dpn universiti lain. Die tak kesah asalkan matlamat die tercapai. Lpas abis program bleh panggil sume AJK masuk bilik VIP. Pastu nk amik ati ckp TNC tak bersalah. *Mmg la tak bersalah. Ko yang mengapi-apikan.* Pastu pandai2 je ckp kt AJK ape yg TNC bg ucapan tu ade kene mengena ngan tema projek. Adus... sampai begitu terdesak sekali.

Voting process will begin in few hours. For me I will vote at Dewan Tunku Canselor. And I hope UM students make right choice. Once again; vote the good candidates. Not the party they represent.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Hate

Boleh tak korang membenci seseorang dengan sebenci-bencinya?
Perasaan benci tu macam perasaan sayang. Sayang seseorang sesayang-sayangnya. Tapi dalam kes ni korang sangat benci.
Atau lebih teruk korang benci seseorang macam korang benci syaitan/iblis.
Boleh tak camtu?


Itulah yang aku rase sekarang. Dalam hati aku yang ade hanyalah perasaan benci. Before this takde. Dulu perasaan tu hanye tak suka. Aku harap perasaan tak suka tu akan hilang. Dan dalam hati aku aku harap dapat maafkan die walaupun die buat jahat kat aku. Tapi die tak penah berubah. Malah die secara terang-terangan provoke. Pade die apa yang kita buat semuanya salah. Apa yang die cakap semuanya betul. Kalau die tak suke orang tu senang-senang je cantas. Pastu nak buruk-burukkan orang tu. Kesalahannya hanyalah menegakkan kebenaran. Kalau orang bangun menentang die habis kene gam/cantas sampai ke akar.

So perasaan benci tu timbul. Dan rasenye aku tak dapat maafkan perbuatan die dunia akhirat. Tak pernah aku jumpe orang yang sekeji macam tu. Orang yang sanggup menggadaikan dan menggunakan orang lain semata-mata untuk kepentingan sendiri. Orang yang sanggup memalukan orang lain untuk mencapai matlamat. Aku tak sangka die boleh buat camtu kat ADIB. Aku tak sangka gak die boleh malukan AJK ADIB depan wakil-wakil universiti seluruh Malaysia. Ape punye orang camni? Dah la ADIB tu projek die. Walaupun hanya sekadar projek anak tiri, tak semegah projek kesayangan PROSPEK. Tapi still tu projek under die. Die yang jadi penyelia penasihat. Tak ke memalukan diri sendiri camtu? *ADIB (Arena Diskusi Bestari 2009)*

Dengan perasminya yang berucap tak kene tempat. Bagaikan membuka pekung di dada. Depan-depan wakil universiti lain memalukan Universiti Malaya. Dah tu, perasmi tu ingat wakil-wakil universiti ni tau secara detail ape yang berlaku time kempen Pilihanraya Kampus (PRK) Universiti Malaya. Aku sendiri sebagai warga UM malu. Cerita yang tak baik pasal diri sendiri. Kalau ye pon nak cakap orang lain tu tak betul jangan la sampai buka pekung di dada sendiri. Malu la wei~

Ish. Aku sangat tak boleh terima la ape yang terjadi. Kesian sangat kat AJK ADIB. Memang die melampau. Gunakan ADIB sebagai platform kempen. Ish... Memalukan.

And for the 1st time I'm using almost 100% Malay. Bukan ape. Marah sangat sampai buat ayat pon macam buat karangan. Nak lepaskan semua. Geram sangat.

Kepada rakan-rakan dari universiti lain, kalau nak tau ape yang terjadi tengoklah kat Malaysiakini.com atau Mahasiswakini.com (sehingga blog ini ditulis, berita pasal ADIB telahpun disiarkan dalam mahasiswakini.com... hanya dalam beberapa jam sahaja). Nak cari kat akhbar perdana takde. Sebab kes-kes yang berlaku terlalu sensitif kepada keamanan Malaysia sehinggakan akhbar tak 'publish'(maybe wartawan rasa berita ni too sensitif so sebab tu diorang tak publish) berita tersebut daripada tersebar. Taknak komen apa-apa tapi kalau berita ni tersebar dalam arus perdana, rasanya Malaysia akan huru-hara. Tapi sebagai mahasiswa dan orang Islam akan rasa marah dan terkilan.

Seriously aku kecewa dengan ape yang berlaku. Memang nak ceritakan ape yang berlaku malam tadi dan ape yang berlaku time kempen Pilihanraya Kampus UM. Tapi rase geram sangat sampai dah tak tau nak mulakan. Benci sangat kat die sampai nak tengok muka pon dah tak boleh. Even nak sebut nama. Tak boleh la. Post lain la aku ceritakan. Tidur dulu dan kuatkan semangat!

So kepada warga Universiti Malaya yang akan mengundi dalam PRK hari Isnin ni (esok la technically), satu nasihat kat korang;

Undilah calon yang korang rasa berkebolehan dan dipercayai. Bukan undi untuk parti/pihak yang bertanding.


UNDILAH CALON UMUM U17!

Sekian, terima kasih~




P.S: Tak sangka aku berkempen weh!! Pelik sebab b4 this tak penah amik kesah pon. Tahun ni semangat plak...

Friday, January 9, 2009

Election

Salam. Shamim pe kbr? Nk tny tau x nk lukis @ design pamplet? Tq. -Imran-

Salam. Baik. Tau la sket2 tp mostly gne publisher je. -Me-

Ok leh join x jentera pusat? -Imran-

*Ah sudah~*

In the middle of fierce campaign for the P36 Kuala Terengganu by-election, I received a message from Abg Imran (he's working at Deputy Vice Chancellor (Student Affairs & Alumni) office, I don't know his position but surely close to Asc. Prof. Azarae) asking me to join the campaign committee for the campus-election. Gosh. I totally forgot about the election. It's supposed to held last semester but some things happen and postponed to this semester.

Man, just when I'm about to feel the sweet taste of independence (yeah.. being free from college thing) this thing comes. Unexpected.

And seriously I don't know what to answer. I mean, when it comes to the campus politics I don't take much for granted. I just know who win, which side and so on. But to stand on one side is somewhat... I don't know... not me. It seems like it doesn't effect me at all. Different from world politics or Malaysian politics which I followed it thoroughly. Campus politics is so not for me. Huhu.

Or maybe I just help him. Just help. Yeah. That's much safer. Rite?






Oh by the way:

DOWN TO ZIONISM

STOP ISRAELI TERRORISM

SUPPORT THE PALESTINIAN

BOYCOTT US GOODS

See... told you I'm following the world issues and politics~