Understand

“What do girls want from guys?”

‘They want them to understand what they feel without having to tell guys what they are feeling at that moment’

Now I know the ignorance that I did most. Somehow I think I’m lack of that. Lack of understanding the things that a girl want most. I always make it as simple as possible. But the truth is the simplest thing to me is the most complicated for others.

“Yes I understand”. But do I really understand that? I don’t even know. What I know is when I see the changes in face expression or voice, I will stop talking. I’m afraid it might hurt if I continue talking. But that is not the thing I’m afraid most.

What I’m afraid most? I afraid that history will repeat itself. I’m afraid that if I wait so long that I will lose. Yes I have experience on that. I’ve waited so long, long enough to make me realized, “why do I have to wait anymore?” It’s useless.

To a friend, thanks for the advices and thanks for listening to me.

To you. Yes you. I know you will read this. Bear with me. In the process of learning (yes I’m still new), I tend to make mistakes and somehow make you angry. Do tell me what’s wrong and what’s not. My feelings are real and I’m not playing with that. We got times to improve ourselves day by day, you and me.

‘When the time comes, it will happen naturally. Now we are fretting over silly matters but who knows what tomorrow brings?’

Who knows? Allah knows surely. That’s why I pray and eagerly waiting for tomorrow. XD

 

 

 

p.s: Malam tadi punya la banyak benda nak cakap, nak tulis. Tapi tertidur. Bangun tidur habis lupa semua. Well itulah aku. Kalau aku marah/sedih/risau/tak puas hati etc, suruh je aku tidur. Surely lepas bangun hilang semua. Barang yang lepas biarkan ia berlalu. Eceh lempang kang.

p.p.s: Quote di atas adalah sebahagian transkrip perbualan antara aku dengan besfren. Untuk full transkrip hendaklah memohon perkenan beliau dahulu. Weh seriously, yang last tu mmg advice paling berguna penah ko bg kt aku. Haha.

p.p.p.s: Aku rasa post kali ni post jiwang. Adess. Apekah? Dalam hati ada taman la ni. Pfft~