Recovering

Now I’m in the phase of recovering.

Can’t help but remembering some  things.

And I need someone to talk to.

I miss her so much.
(By the word ‘her’ I mean her and her. Yes. 2 person)
*apsal aku tetibe rindu lak kt lg sorang tu?* *lantak ar*

Ahmad Syarifuddin! This is your fault!

“Move on Abg. Shamim! There’s no point of remembering her!” Miss those words. Wish I can hear it again.

Argh. How can I move on.

Mean! Cruel!

 

 

p.s: please ignore this entry… currently fikiran tgh berkecamuk..

Special for you

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Saya di sini amat merindui kamu
Selalu terkenangkan kamu
Teringatkan kamu

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Sukar untuk saya percaya
Yang kamu telah pergi selamanya
Pergi meniggalkan saya
Meninggalkan kami semua

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Pabila saya teringat memori dulu
Hati menjadi sebak
Sehingga tak dapat tertahan
Mengalir air mata kesedihan

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Saya amat merindui kata-kata kamu
Senyuman kamu
Gelak tawa kamu
Tangisan kamu
Keluhan kamu
Nasihat kamu

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Kamu lebih dari sekadar rakan
Kamu seperti seorang adik

Apa yang pasti
Selepas ini
Tiada lagi nasihat dari kamu
Tiada lagi bebelan dari kamu
Tiada lagi tempat untuk saya mengadu

Hey kamu
Saya harap kamu gembira di sana
Sebab saya tahu
Allah merahmati kamu

Dan semoga saya boleh tersenyum
Pabila terkenangkan kamu
Sebab saya tahu
Kamu pun tersenyum juga
Menikmati indahnya alam sana

Saya tidak akan sekali-kali melupakan kamu
Sebab kamu istimewa pada saya
Dan saya akan menghargainya
Hingga akhir hayat saya

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Ya Allah
Berikanlah dia rahmat-Mu
Pengampunan-Mu
Tempatkanlah dia dikalangan
Orang yang dicintai-Mu
Dikasihi-Mu
Amin

Al-Fatihah

In Loving Memory

Nur Nadia bt Salehuddin

22 May 1988 – 17 June 2009
5 Syawal 1408 - 23 Jamadilakhir 1430

May Allah Bless Her Soul

And May She Be With Among Mukminin and Salihin. Ameen.
May She Rest In Peace

Al-Fatihah

Family

Aunt: Amik baju nnt sape yg bayarkan?
Cousin 1: Shamim la. Die ade duit.
Aunt: Shamim kan skolah lg. Mane ade duit. Shahnaz la bayarkan.
Cousin 2: Ade nye duit tu. Minyak kete bleh bayar.
Aunt: Mim… Baju melayu tu sape yg bayarkan? Ade duit tak?
Me: Ntah. Duit takde. (Buat muke tak bersalah padahal ade RM50 dlm wallet)
Cousin 1 & 2: Gune duit sendiri!

The best thing being a boy plus a student among dozens of cousin is you only spent a little amount of money. Sometimes none at all! Yeah. That’s the privilege of being Murad’s family. You’ll be spoiled. Well I am. Haha. I was spoiled by my aunts since I was born. Until now. So the working cousin have to treat the still-studying cousin (me and my cousin in Aussie).

Now is Jamadilakhir. 3 months before Eid and I’m officially got my new ‘Baju Raya’. Haha. Well, technically it’s for my other cousin’s wedding (I told you I have dozens of cousin). So, due to economic crisis, that ‘Baju Melayu’ will be my ‘Baju Raya’. Saving~ Huhu.

Aunt: Baju tadi sape yg bayarkan?
Me: Abg shahnaz.
Aunt: Abis tu abg hanis tak bayarkan?
Me: Tak.
Aunt: Patut kongsi la bayarkan untuk amim…

See… I love my family~

Millionaire

“Real Madrid-bound winger Cristiano Ronaldo looks set to become one of the highest paid sports stars in the world.

A report in Friday's Times newspaper claims that although the player, who is set to complete a word record £80m move from Manchester United to Real by the end of the month, would initially earn £9.5m-a-year the contract would include a 25% increase season-on season.

The 24-year-old is expected to sign a six-year contract at the Bernabeu, which means by the final year he would be on £29m-a-year - or £557,000-a-week - which is reportedly 33 times what the average Spaniard earns. And this is in a country which is suffering from high unemployment of over 18%.

It means the player will pocket £107m over the length of his contract. But it would not put him in the top five of the sporting pay league, which is led by golfer Tiger Woods.”

Source : ESPN Soccernet

What is so good about him?
Just playing football (soccer in US) and earn £557,000 a week. That’s nearly RM1 mil! WTH!

No fair…
No fair…

I want that too~

 

 

 

(The writer currently going crazy because the money that left in his account is about few dollars and he’s desperately need a part time job)

 

 

 

p.s: Hate Ronaldo! He’ll going nowhere in Madrid. Just like Beckham. Mark my word! Haha~

Debt

2 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang : RM 137.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

(Trus g bank in RM138.00 kt Bank Islam (bayar yuran through ATM machine). Malas nk hutang lama2. Kang takleh regiseter subjek. So supposedly takde hutang apape lg dah. Ok. Abis)

 

9 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang : RM 99.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

 

“Huh? Apsal ade hutang lg nih”

*Scroll down*

 

Keterangan Akaun	No. Dokumen	Debit (RM)	Kredit (RM)
GRADUATION FEE - YURAN GRADUASI	xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx	100.00	0.00

 

Sejak bile lak aku nk grad nih! Aku lom cukup credit hour nk graduate la.

 

WTF!!!
WTF!!!
WTF!!!

 

Dah la aku tgh bengang result lom kuar. Tambah plak bende ni. Lagi la sakit ati. Sakit ati sbb kene g Bendahari. Services sucks! There I said it. Bendahari UM terkenal di kalangan pelajarnya. Sebab bile student ade hutang, tak sampai seminggu dah kene warning. Takleh register subjek la, takleh amik slip exam la etc etc. Tapi kalo melibatkan duit pelajar (duit PTPTN/JPA etc, duit projek etc etc), nak dapat tu kene tunggu sampai 2 bulan!

Argh! Esok kene settle kan bende nih. Argh… Bengang tol. Camne la bleh tau aku ni cukup credit hour nk grad sedangkan result lom kuar. Haish~

*%$%#%^$^%*^&%!*&#^*&$&!#^*
Sori aku mmg tgh geram.