Friends

A friend IMed me this message.

Kawan tu bkn mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main SKATE. Mula-mula gosok, lepas tu pijak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main RAGBI. Mula-mula tangkap, dah dapat tendang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS. Dah pakai, buang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS. Waktu baru beli pakai. Dah sengkek gadai.
Kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI. Hari cerah takde, hujan gerimis baru muncul.
Kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA. Rosak skit,jual, ambik kereta baru.
Kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE. Sekejap ade sekejap tak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm BANK. Bila dah takde duit, pegi kat sana ambik.

It makes me think... "Do I really have friends? Here?"

When I read this, I think I wanna erase the word 'bkn' or 'bukan'. And then post it to my 'friends'. And I think they'll agree with me.

Kawan tu mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.

And so on. Rite?

I tried to be a good friend. But I feel I'm not appreciated. Maybe they think I'm not worth it to be their friend. Or maybe I just... well... useless...

So which one is the best question?:
"Are they my friends?" or "Am I one of their friends?"