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Monday, October 13, 2008

Tag

For this post, I got tagged from Syud. And apparently she's got it from her friend. And buat la mende nih... tp aku tade idea nk buat... so.. kite curik mencurik la idea sesape... Sori Syud.. aku bosan yang amat nih~

1) MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE FOOD
  1. Nasi.. bg la ape jenis nasik skalipon.. aku telan semuanya.. muahaha
  2. Sushi... nyum2.. ala2 Jepang
  3. Pizza, spaghetti dan dan Italian food..
  4. makcik aku nye rendang daging ala2 minang... org minang panggil kelio.. ape tah.. tp sedap
  5. Mum's asam pedas ngan masak lemak cili api ikan keli
  6. Banana chocolate dari secret recipe
  7. Muffin perisa coklat ngan vanila Kenny Rogers
  8. nasi
  9. nasi
  10. dan nasi.. aku balun je sume.. asalkan halal.. ek?

2) 10 THINGS I LOVE DOING
  1. Dgr radio.. Fly FM, Hitz.fm... channel inggeris je.. channel melayu nih sume byk iklan.. bosan
  2. dok dpn laptop tanpa berbuat apa2... hehe
  3. main game... The Sims 2, Sim City Society, Battelfield 1942, Worms World Party, DOtA etc etc
  4. dok terperap dlm bilik.. maybe sbb tu aku rase bosan
  5. tgk cite Jepun/Korea/Hollywood... maap ek.. cite melayu tgk kt astro..
  6. kacao kawan2... tak pon membebel... ni hanye kpd org2 tertentu esp nadia... kan? mmg kene bebel je kalo jumpe..
  7. jalan2 kat mall sorang2 a.k.a lepak borders/starbucks sorang2...
  8. gelak sorang2... rummate aku pelik kekadang aku gelak sorang2.. diorang igt aku gile~
  9. berangan...(ape pandang2.. biar la~)
  10. last but not least... MAKAN... tp skarang dah kurang.. nk jg badan le katekan~ kui kui kui

3) 5 types of girls that i adore
Haa... yg nih best~
  1. Yg sweet, yg innocent, yg chomel... yg ape lg ek?
  2. Not typical city girl or kampung girl... i mean... bleh adopt sekeliling.. kalo bwk g bandar bleh adopt kehidupan bandar... and kalo bwk g kampung bleh adopt hidup kt kampung... bkan jenis "eee~ nyamuk" dan sewaktu dgnnya
  3. bukan mean girls... aku anti sket.. bkan sket.. byk... perasan lebih2... dah tu kalo melayu tu kaler2 rambut kalah minah saleh... bkan lawa pon... pastu perasan popular plus lawa... jalan nk menggedik cam nk panggil sume laki pandang die(slalunye org camni jln dlm group.. alaa.. cam cite teenagers hollywood tu)... aarrgghh... geram tol... lain la yg mix... bleh diterima la... ni yg muke2 kampung.. eee.... mmg takbleh blah la.. biase2 sudey... (kpd kwan2 ku yg free hair... aku bkan ckp korang ek... ade la minah2 lain... jgn kecik ati lak)... kesederhanaan asas segalanya... cewah~
  4. Girls yg kalo drive... die tak cuak... relax je cam mak aku... siap bleh bwk laju2 lg... kekadang tu takut gak naik kete time mak aku bwk... tp mmg kagum.. slalu kalo tgk pompuan nih drive... badan die sgt tegak... stiff gile... pastu slalu pandang dpn kete... bkan pandang bende kt dpn... yg tak tahan kalo kene hon sket abis cuak satu kete...
  5. Eyes... the 1st thing I looked into a girl is her eyes... hehe.. bukan bende lain ek... I'm no a pervert!!

4) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN
  1. layan jiwang sorang2
  2. jalan2... pegi je memane... asalkan jalan...
  3. ckp ngan kucing... kalo kat umah mmg kucing aku jd mangsa
  4. makan... ye la... I eat when I'm depressed...
  5. tido.. ehehe~

5) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M HAPPY
  1. nyanyi... mesti la.. dah suare sedap... ececeeey
  2. kacau orang...
  3. gelak sorang2... again~
  4. mengunyah.... senang ckp makan la... haha.. mane la tak membeso... time happy makan... time sad makan...
  5. last ni tak tau la...

6) 10 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
- lari 100 meter kalahkan pemenang emas olimpik (sape tah name die)... the winner wins my heart.. bleh?

erm... skip ek... sbb sy sendiri tak tau... kuang kuang kuang...


7) MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE JUNK FOOD
  1. choki2
  2. twisties
  3. rockies
  4. potato chip
  5. hmm.. coklat waffle yg balut ngan warne merah tu.. ape tah name die...

8) 5 THINGS I WISH IT COULD HAPPEN SOON
  1. akaun bank saya (bank islam, maybank, cimb bank) kembali penuh... ehehe
  2. dapat kete... wish list no 1 nih
  3. graduate... sadly aku grad 2010... sepatutnye taun dpn... waaa~
  4. ronda2 360.. eh silap... ronda2 satu dunia.. woohh~
  5. kawen? oh tidak.. tak terfikir lg.. hahaha
tambahan : to whom it may concern... my besday present tak dpt lg nih... i've waited for almost 4 months.. i wish it could happen soon.. ye~

9) 10 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH TO DO B4 I DIE
  1. bungee jumping... aku gayat... so.. paham2 je la..
  2. date ngan Kuroki Meisa.. *tersipu-sipu malu* sape? carik sendiri la...
  3. berlakon cite hollywood... tak pon bollywood... muahahaha
  4. jalan2 di angkasa... bulan ke... marikh ke...
  5. makan malam bersama Carissa Putri... *again tersipu-sipu*
  6. menyelam sambil minum air... salah!! scuba diving...
  7. jumpe lampu aladin which can grant me infinitely wish...
  8. journey to the center of the earth.. takpon back to the future...
  9. pegi kt org yg aku tak ske... pastu jerit dpn die... lepaskan geram... nk belasah takbleh... takot die belasah aku balik... huhu
  10. buat laser treatment/surgery... bkan plastic surgery ek.. eye treatment... takyah la aku nk susah2 pakai spek/contact lg..

10) MY TOP 10 RECENTLY MOST ADDICTED SONG
jap jap... bukak playlist tgk...
  1. Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You... *adik aku suruh donload lagu nih*
  2. Mr. Children - Hanabi (lagu closing cite jepun Code Blue... best)
  3. K - Only Human (lagu closing cite jepun gak.. Ichi Rittoru No Namida a.k.a. One Litre of Tears... best wooo cite nih..)
  4. PCD Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up (when i grow up i wanna be famous, i wanna be a star, i wanna be in movie... lalalaaa)
  5. Tchaikovsky - Violin Concerto (layan classical nih)
  6. Lagu2 raya... skang kan raya lagi...
  7. Thalia - Ay Amor (haha... lagu Rosalinda gak aku dgr...)
  8. Yolanda Rayo - Se Dice De Mi (lagu fevret dolu2 time cite Yo Soy Betty La Fea)
  9. Lagu Hindustan (aiseh... Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham)
  10. Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat - Lucky

11) 10 PERSON I WISH 2 TAG
  1. Izzaldeen
  2. Syud (tag ko balik)
  3. Nadia
  4. Acap
  5. Nisa
  6. Zaff
  7. Nadine
  8. You
  9. Know
  10. Who
ehehe




Sori ek.. aku mmg tgh bosan gile... Sok ade presentation project ngan supervisor tp aku takde point nk ckp ape... aaarrghh

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Tasukette

Dear Blog,

I have a confession. Rite now I'm in love. Deeply and madly in love.
Not one. But two girls. At the same time.
So which one should I choose?












This one?








Or this one?





Or should I choose both?





Aaaaaa~
Tasukette!!





*some text missing*






Friday, October 3, 2008

Wish List

Rite now, everyone in Raya mode. But me... Raya this year kinda boring... Dunno why.. maybe because we're given break for only a week. And raya on Wednesday in the middle of the week/break. Or maybe cause I didn't meet my friends this raya. Either one or both.

In this boring time... I came up with my wish list.
So this is my wish list.

1.



Firstly I wanna travel to Australia. Yeah. No kidding. Well, if not because of that Pembantu Mahasiswa thing for the UM Orientation. Time tu mmg nk pegi... tp dah terikat ngan komitmen lain... terpaksa la postponed. Makan, minum, tempat tinggal sume ditanggung... sbb my cousin at Sydney. Die amik Mechanical Engineering. So.. kumpul duit utk flight pegi balik and some expenses je la... Total dlm RM5k or less... So plan dlm tahun dpn... maybe summer... Jalan2 Aussie bebeh!!




2.
or or

I don't know which one is the best. PS3... lawa gile.. Wii lak... bleh kuruskan badan (aiseh.. raye2 nih makan terlebih lak)... Yang tak best nye Wii nih game die cam budak2... but who cares! Tp rase PSP is ok. It's portable. Bleh bwk g memane...



3.
or

Ape? Jgn pandang camtu lak... I know I have my own notebook.. tp dah 3 thn gune.. still ok.. tp laptop nih kekadang tu wat hal... even though dah tambah RAM.. but that doesn't stop me to go to each kedai sony or kedai apple tiap2 kali g mall.. haha.. tunggu la... maybe next year.. cewah~



4.


Hehe... iPhone... takde jual kt Malaysia... tp abg sedara aku ade satu... jenis lame nye.. but still makes me drooling.. waa... nk iPhone..

Actually adik aku da bising nk phone die balik.. currently I'm using Nokia Express Music.. adik aku nye.. aku nye Sony Ericsson K700i... but since she's in school... takleh bwk henset mahal2.. aku gune la.. nih die da bising nk balik... nak taknak kene bg balik... so.. I left with one final option...

Sony Ericsson W350i. Ok la... so far g tgk harga die... less than RM500... not bad.. so esok nk g low yat beli nih... tanak la gune K700i tu lg... yg tu bg kt adik aku... hahaha





5.


Hehe... mesti korang pelik... The truth is.. spek aku patah... lame dah... I think in May... tp nk buat nih mahal.. ye la.. power aku tinggi.. campo transition lg (yg jd itam bile kene sunlight tu)... so campo2 dlm RM1k++... aiseh... susah la camnih...





6.


Yup... jeans.. Skang nih ade 3... satu dah kecik (tanak ckp aku gemok sebenanye).. so tinggal 2.. nk carik jeans ni susah nowdays.. Kat Topman pon da tak byk choices... Levi's? No way!! There's no way aku g situ.. skang nih fesyen sume nk skinny... ingat aku nih mat rempit ke hape.. nk pakai skinny jeans nih...





And now... the most wanted thing in my wish list... goes to...











*Drum roll*
*Drum roll*
*Drum roll*










Ta-daa~



*ADOI*








Eh~ Ehh~ Ehh~ Silap... Silap... Silap~




Ta-daa~


Perodua Myvi. Ehehe~ Myvi la dulu... student lg.. bkannye keje pon nk pakai BMW 6 Series tu..


*Berangan*

Sebenanye kan... kan.. kan... I'm about to get a car.. Cite die camnie... 1st raya ari tu.. sedara mara aku dtg la rumah pas semayang raya... dah kampung dekat je.. Sg. Merab.. so.. smayang kat Bangi la... time tu my dad saw new myvi.. makcik aku punye.. tp abg sedara aku (anak die) pakai.. cousin aku tu pakai Kelisa... tp kelisa die kt workshop sbb accident 2 minggu lpas..

So.. dipendekkan cite.. my dad ask la my uncle.. how much that myvi.. hehe.. dlm ati dah gembira dah.. tak kesah la... kancil ke.. kelisa ke.. myvi ke... or even motor ke... aku nk gak.. And makcik aku tu nk jual kelisa tu.. so.. kebarangkalian tu agak besar la nk dpt kelisa tu...

*kelisa pon kelisa la... asalkan aku bleh drive g kelas*

I crave for a car.. or a motorcycle at least... susah dah dok kt UM tu.. lg2 time dah 3rd year nih.. Next semester I've made up a decision... nk dok luar.. dok umah pon takpe... ulang alik Bangi-UM. Dah takmo dah dok kolej... Bosan+geram+marah+apape je la yg buatkan aku tak ske dok kolej...
Makcik aku tu lak dah suruh dok ngan die... "Haa~ Dok la kt Subang.. ngan Tanti(panggilan makcik aku).. dekat sikit ngan UM tu.. bleh gune bilik abg Hanis(abg sedara)..."
So.. wish me luck to get a new car... Pliz pliz pliz..
Dah ade kete nnt bleh bwk korang jenjalan... Yeaa~


So this is my wish list so far... Nnt kalo perlu update wish list nih aku update.. but for now.. nih je la... No1, No 2 and No 3 tu bleh diketepikan seketika... but yg lain2 tu mmg aku nk... kalo bleh skarang.. skarang gak nak... tp apekan daya... duit JPA da nk abis.. wuuu~

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Best wishes

Happy Eid. Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

To all my friends.
Ex SK Jln 6
Ex SMKA Maahad Hamidah
Ex Asasian
University of Malaya

To all my friends whose studying abroad.
New Zealand
Indonesia
Korea
Russia
Egypt
Jordan
Saudi Arabia
France
Germany
Ukraine
To Rahuman-san (Rahman) in Japan. Omedeto~
To Izzaldeen in United Kingdom. (w/pon ko kt m'sia smpai 3rd nih... anggap ko kt UK je la). All my friends in UK
To Syarifuddin in India
My cousin Shafiq at Sydney, Australia (next year aku g nk aussie.. ko jgn balik m'sia lak..)
My cousin in Massachusetts (Non... bwk aku jenjalan kt US).
My friends also in States. (Naz kat Illinois, Maryam n Ashwaq at Tennessee, Pao, Omar... hmm korang ktne ek.. RIT kan? lupe ah... sape lg kt States? ramai sgt..)

*Gosh. Berterabor sume... merata rata satu dunia... aku je 'tersangkut' kt M'sia*

Not to forget all my friends in Malaysia (alalaaa... jgn kecik ati lak... wish kt korang gak nih)
*Nk senaraikan ke?*
*Takyah la*

And last but not least, to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.





p/s: sori la.. takde fancy2 wish nih... nk letak gambar sume.. malas nk upload.. just wish kt korang je la ek...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Schedule for today

So.. here's my schedule for today.

9.00 am
Basic Chemistry class. (as usual.. late.. huhu)

10.00am
College. Do some laundry (tak basuh pon.. nk hantar kt dobi tp org tu ckp Sabtu br siap.. aiseh.. nk balik sok.. tak jd.. basuh kt umah sudeh)

11.30am
Go to lab. (actually kene dtg lab kol 10. But then... this lab is rock!!)

12.00noon
Sleep (yeah.. in lab.. on couch). Until 2.30pm I think. Well the nite b4 I slept at 4. So, I'm pretty sleepy at lab. Thank God my lab has everything. TV, microwave, couch etc. Like I said, this lab is ROCK!!!

2.30pm
Heard raining outside. Downpour. So I wake up, read some newspaper. Chatting with lab assistant.

3.30pm
Went back to college. Aizat ask for iftar at Mid Valley. So I just agree. Besides, today's meals at "Dewan Makan" are not very... how do I say.. tempting... hahaha... Try la makan kat sini... sure korang teringat zaman kat asrama dulu... arrgghh~

5.00pm
Berangkat to Mid Valley Megamall. Take a cab. Three of us. Heavy traffic. Dari kolej sampai dpn PASUM took 20 minutes. WTF!! So, we decided to walk to LRT station. Kene charge RM6 for the cab. 6 bucks!!
Sampai LRT station, decide lg.. whether naik cab or LRT. Tgk traffic kat Fed Highway... hmm.. kinda heavy. So decided to take LRT to the nearest station to Mid (Abdullah Hukum) and then walk. Gile budak2 nih.. Tp ikut je. Jalan la g Mid. About 2-3km from the station.

6.00pm
Arrived at Mid. Usually it took me about 10 minutes to get here. But today, special sket. Jalan kaki ke Mid di bulan puasa. Hahaha.

7.10pm
Iftar. At Burger King. Not my fav. Nk wat camne... bdak2 nih nk sgt. Aku tak berkenan sgt fast-food restaurant nih.. Kalo makan ringan2 ok la. Tp.. layan~
Lpas makan... merewang2 kat Mid tu. Tunggu time nk tgk wayang.

9.20pm
Golden Screen Cinema. Film : Mamma Mia! Gosh.. nape la tgk cite nih. It was good. But.. ntah la..

11.30pm
Finish. Went back to college. Sampai skang kt dpn laptop nih. So.. that's my schedule for today. Study? Ntah ke mane.. dah tau 10 o'clock tomorrow got test. Bleh ber'poya-poya' lg..









*tok tok tok*(knocking head)
"woi... ko tau ade test statistic esok?.. buat bodo jek.. g study la wei"

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Classical

Lately I'm into classical music. I don't know. It just calm me.

Well, it's all start with this Japanese drama I watched. Nodame Cantabile. It's about music. And I fell in love with it.

And now I understand. Why Beethoven and Mozart and Brahms and others compose this great music. To express themselves. Express their feeling. Happy, exited, sad, lonely etc. And I actually can feel it. It feels so great.

Yeah. Music can heal us. Calm us. And most important, music can express ourselves. It does to me. Hehe~

Classical

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Zikrulmaut

Al-Fatihah

Mohd Alif Azrai

May Allah Bless His Soul





Terasa maut tu ade kat sebelah kite. Nak ingatkan kite supaya jgn lupe yg die(maut) ade. Nak ingatkan kite die tak kenal usia. Bile2 je boleh amik kite. Mungkin ni petunjuk dr Allah. Nak ingatkan aku jgn byk sgt buat benda sia2, duniawi.

Kenal arwah time skolah rendah. Skolah menengah lost contact. Smpai skarang. Even time reunion dulu pon tak sempat nk pegi. But I still remember him. A friend who sat next to me when I'm in Darjah 6. Tak sempat nk jumpe.

Ya Allah. Kau berkatilah dan cucurilah rahmatMu ke atas rohnya. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman. Amin~

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Raining

It's raining outside.

The best time to sleep. I'm not feeling well lately.

But I can't.

Must take data or come back to UM with nothing.

Oh man.

What else to write?

Seriously I'm blank.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Mid Sem Break

Holiday in Langkawi bebeh!!
One week.
All expenses are provided.
Well, except food (of course la.. I'm pretty choosy ain't I?)

So, nak pesan apape?
Chocolate? Bags? Batik? Key chain?

Or even cigar.

Weird.













Haha. Jgn nk mimpi la aku nk belikan tu sume.

Rite now I'm not in a holiday (eventhough it's a mid sem break). Kene wat final year research kat sini. Waaaa...
I wanna break. Penat dow. Bukak sem ni trus ade byk program. And also test, tutorials etc. Gosh. Bile la nk grad nih~

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Friends

A friend IMed me this message.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main SKATE. Mula-mula gosok, lepas tu pijak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main RAGBI. Mula-mula tangkap, dah dapat tendang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS. Dah pakai, buang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS. Waktu baru beli pakai. Dah sengkek gadai.
Kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI. Hari cerah takde, hujan gerimis baru muncul.
Kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA. Rosak skit,jual, ambik kereta baru.
Kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE. Sekejap ade sekejap tak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm BANK. Bila dah takde duit, pegi kat sana ambik.
It makes me think... "Do I really have friends? Here?"

When I read this, I think I wanna erase the word 'bkn' or 'bukan'. And then post it to my 'friends'. And I think they'll agree with me.
Kawan tu mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.
And so on. Rite?

I tried to be a good friend. But I feel I'm not appreciated. Maybe they think I'm not worth it to be their friend. Or maybe I just... well... useless...

So which one is the best question?:
"Are they my friends?" or "Am I one of their friends?"