'Lepak'

Oh man...

Honestly I wish I had a house. So that I'm not going back the to college. And seriously I'm so boring.

Rite now at Starbucks Borders at The Gardens Mid Valley. Actually my plan is staying here until nite so that I don't need to be there.

Well, I dunno. I just don't like that place. I mean like I don't belong there. I don't have any friends anymore. I feel like I'm alone. Lonely.

And I wish I can go back to the past. Where I feel like appreciated. I miss my friends. My school friends.

I just hate being there. Dunno why. But my heart keep refusing to stay there. And the solution? Lepak kat Mid je la.. nasib baik ade Borders. Dlm Borders ni ade Starbucks lak... so damn good. Now I have place to 'lepak'.

Arrgghh~ I'm so boring...

What to write?

Hurm...

What to write ek?

Suddenly my head blank..

Padahal mlm smalam b4 tido byk je bende nk tulis..

But currently reading Stephenie Meyer's latest and final installment of the Twilight series. Yup, it's Breaking Dawn. So far read until chapter 3... Tebal gak buku ni. Byk gak bace comment from readers... especially from States since kat sane released on 2nd August.. Kat sini lewat 2 hari.. Mmg tak best tol... The comments are differs.. Ade ckp tak best langsung... Ade ckp best gile.. But for me.. until now not bad la.. just ade certain2 part tu jalan cite die lmbt.. But then it's ok..

Now will you excuse me. I've got to continue...

PC Fair

PC Fair is back!

Program yang paling dinanti-nantikan oleh semua penduduk KL and Klang Valley. Especially university students. Here, you can get all electronic stuff. From laptop, personal computer, accessories, to online game promotion. All things about technology is in here with cheaper prices and negotiable. Selalunye org akan beli kat Plaza Low Yat or Digital Mall (for UM students la... since Digital Mall tu dekat je). There's a lot of things I want to buy actually. Upgrade my laptop, buying accessories, etc.

So, pegi la kat sana... smalam. From 3 to 9. It was so packed with people. Mmg ramai gile. And I hate many people. Dlm ati mmg menyesal.. apsal la tak g Low Yat je... Lgpon just nk upgrade RAM je. From 512MB to 2GB.

Actually, the day before yesterday (Friday), ade la bincang ngan kawan. Ask him which one is better. Since I know nothing bout it. Die ckp skang ni 2GB DDR2 murah. RM120 je. Lgpon 2GB tu in one slot. So, kalo beli RAM bleh tambah jd 2.5GB. WOAH!. Besar tu... Main apape game pon tak jd masalah. And then he asked me... "Ko punye RAM jenis ape?" Time tu mmg tak tau apape... I just say "DDR2 kot. Aku tak sure... Tp aku rase DDR2." Dlm ati mmg sure gile2. Sbb last sem, roommate die ade beli RAM... So, he thought his RAM is DDR2... Until the dealer said it's DDR only.

DDR type mahal lak... RM190 for 1GB... Maybe coz da jarang org guna DDR type kot. Dlm ati tu mmg berdoa and harap2 it's DDR2. Save sket budget. Bleh beli accessories pasni.

So, sampai KLCC (KL Convention Center) trus masuk Hall 4. Mmg pack gile time tu. Jalan punye jalan, sampai satu kedai ni. Tgk la harga DDR2 die.. RM115. Not bad. Ingatkan RM120. Murah la ni. Tp tetiba rase cam tak sedap ati. Fikir punye fikir baik g tempat lain. Kedai yg boleh check my RAM type. I brought along my laptop. Sbb tak tau nk bukak die camne... Hahaha. And kedai tu tak amik servis tuka RAM. Pastu jalan la g Hall 2.

Sampai satu kedai tu. Lucky die ade servis. I looked at the pamphlet. 2GB of DDR2 is only RM115. 1GB of DDR is RM183. Since I wasn't very sure my RAM is DDR2 type, I ask the dealer to check it. So I waited for about 10 minutes. And the dealer come to me and say, "You punya laptop bukan itu DDR2. You punya DDR saja. Ini DDR2 tarak boleh masuk."

I was like...
What?!
You can't be serious!?
Arghh...
Damn.

I'm so disappointed.
Kecewa gile.

That's mean I have to buy that 1GB of RAM only. Arghh.. bengangnye... But Thank God. Had I bought the DDR2 at the previous shop, mesti menangis. Sbb takleh masuk DDR2 ngan DDR.

So... beli la 1GB tu. RM183. Wuwuuuu... Igtkan nk shopping baki duit kalo beli RM115 tu... Rupenye takleh.. But still, shopping gak pastu. Beli laser mouse, USB hub and USB lamp. One thing je tak beli. External hard disk. Average harga kat situ is RM180 for 160GB. Mahal sket la for me coz my roommate bought it for RM160 only. Tak jd la beli kat sana.

Overall, I spent about RM400 in one day. Byk? Jap... RM400 divide by 6, you get approx 68. 68 in Pound Sterling. £68 tak byk sgt kan Zaldeen? Hahaha. Ape la sgt £68 tu kat London kan.. Hahaha~

As you said... "kalo dok kat London nk beli brg jgn la convert jd M'sian Ringgit. Mmg takkan beli." Same la kat KL ni... kalo berkira sgt mmg takkan dpt apape... ni la problem dok kt KL... same je cam other major cities in the world. Fully develope country by 2020 rite?

But still bengang lg ni... Geram coz DDR je.. bkan DDR2... takpe... next session probably nk tukar laptop la... amik Dell or HP. Hahaha.. Byk la duit ko Shamim~

Sleep

Monday 28th July 8.00pm - Tuesday 29th July 5.00am = Spending all my precious night at UM Observatory. Taking data and observing sky. Lucky the weather was good. The best part is taking images of Eagle Nebula and Trifid Nebula, mostly Eagle Nebula. And skipped chemistry class in the morning. Can't afford to open my eyes anymore. Haha.

Today I have to go there again. Well, this is part of my final year project. So, I need to sleep now so that I won't be too sleepy at night. Hmm... :(

Feelings

Hmm... nk start camne ek?

Dah lame tak blogging... so rase awkward lak... huhuh..

Cite die camni (haha.. abis la gune ayat yg paling dibenci by seniors)... Actually a lot of things happened here in 4th... byk sgt... sampai rase malas lak nk amik kesah... and today, ade interview jawatankuasa kerja perkembangan... honestly... aku rase sgt sedih..
sedih sbb tinggalkan JKPAI camtu je... sedih sgt.. tp at the same time rase marah gak.. tak tau la.. the feelings mix together... and baru je tadi balik dari tmpt interview bdak2 junior... for all the JKP's la.. and time tgk diorang tgh interview budak2... rase sebak pon ade (aiseh.. sentimental la plak).. tak tau nk ckp camne... tp bile tgk diorang... especially bdak2 junior... semangat gile diorang... rase cam "ruginye tak join"..."nape aku takde semangat cam diorang?"...
teringat time junior dulu... kene interview ngan kak shanta kumari... she's one of the best ajk JKPAI of all.. time tu die tanye whether nk join JKP lain or stick to JKPAI... coz time tu ade 5 JKP.. and only JKPAI tmpt aku pegi interview... JKP lain tak minat.. haha... and luckily I got accepted... and from there I develope my feelings towards JKPAI.. mmg sayang sgt... as if ajk JKPAI tu sendiri my own brothers n sisters...
during my 1st n 2nd year... i learned a lot from JKPAI... learn about how to organize programs.. belajar cara berorganisasi... how to speak to people.. how to deal with them.. byk la... from one project to another...
I still remember during my 1st year... 1st project yg join Pertandingan Debat Dwibahasa Ala Parlimen Piala Naib Canselor.. pastu handle program/aktiviti for Japanese Class, Career Day... byk la..
and time 2nd year... dilantik jd pengarah projek Pertandingan Forum Bahasa Melayu Institusi Pengajian Tinggi... the highest position ever yg penah aku pegang... dpt jalan-jalan satu Malaysia time join PROSPEK... gerai Festival Aidilfitri.. majlis buka puasa bersama TNC HEP... byk gak la aktiviti yg join... mmg syg sgt kt JKPAI.. sanggup join itu ini semata2 pasal JKPAI... sayang sgt smpai pointer drop... luckily tak teruk sgt...
until one day... not one day la... more to suatu episode yg memilukan.. huhuhu... smpai la satu episode tu... mmg time tu marah gile2... siap menyumpah seranah lg.. dlm hati la.. and after that i made a decision... da taknak join JKPAI lg... tawar hati dah... serius... ego aku lg tinggi kot time tu...
and tak penah aku rase semarah camni... sampai bende yg aku sayang sgt2... dah cam family... sgy sgt family tu.. terpaksa aku korbankan... demi ego dan maruah aku.. hahaha..(ayat nk jiwang).. tp btol la.. ego kot...
and now... aku da cam layang2... tp terputus tali... terbang mane ndak.. huhuhu... da takde da kengkawan yg bleh gelak ketawa time meeting.. coz da takde meeting yg perlu aku attend.. hahahaha... dah takde bende yg aku boleh banggakan... time kuar 4th ni nnt takde la aku bleh ckp.. "aku dulu join JKPAI sepanjang dok kat 4th"... now it's just a memory..

so.. for all ajk JKPAI yg bace blog ni... i'm so so sorry... mmg dlm ati tu nk berbakti lg kt JKPAI... mmg ade deep in my heart... tp apakan daya... ego aku menguasai kot... sori sgt coz from now on.. i'm just gonna watch u guys.. so.. bimbinglah adik2 junior so that JKPAI akan kembali kpd zaman kegemilangannya.. trust me.. u guys can do it... and last.. i have no regret of joining JKPAI... u guys da cam my own family... hope the relationship lasted forever...

and to JKPAI... thanks for teaching me everything... i have learned a lot.. from zero to hero.. thanks a lot...







~Let me leave JKPAI with a sweet memory. It's the best thing ever happen to me~

Seriously

Seriously...
I am not in mood to write a new post.
Can someone invent a gadget that can do two jobs simultaneously?
Reading my mind and write it into this laptop.
Because too many things in my mind.
Lingering and circling through my head.
And I don’t know which one can I focus on as a top priority.
Seriously...
I’m going crazy.
Seriously...

Chance

November, December, January, February, March, April...

I'd never thought that I will blog again... It's just too odd. It's been like 6 months since my last post. Yeah, nearly half a year. But something made me blogging again. Hahaha.

Tp kekadang tu mmmg rase malas tol nk blogging. Dunno why. Time nk blogging je mesti ade bende tak kene. Like something try to stop me from blogging anymore.

Skarang pon da lupe nk tulis ape. But one thing for sure. I will be gone for good. Hahaha. Wanna run away from here. And God helped me. I've got the chance to get away from here. Well, not forever la.. Just few days je.. And esok i mean this morning la, nk g pejabat imigresen buat pasport. Mmg da nekad dah.. Nak lari dari sini.. Too much drama.. Hahaha..

Tp tunggu je la dulu. Insya-Allah jadi.

And one more thing for sure... I'VE GOT TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH!!! Gosh.. Can somebody help me?

Bad Day

Dear Blog,

I feel very sad today. I think I'm gonna cry. I didn't do very well in one paper. It's Quantum Mechanics. Well, the questions didn't tough or hard as I thought, but I don't know why. I can't really answer them all. Too many empty spaces left behind.

I really feel down. Yeah. One reason because 'last minutes' revise. And I stayed all night. Makes me a tired.

But one thing I kinda regret is the fact that I can't answer them properly. Not that I don't understand the question, I understand but I lost. It's all mixed up in my mind. This topic, that topic. I forgot how to start, what will I do next and so on. The question aren't tough at all. It's almost the same in the tutorials that the lecturer gave, and I had them done. The question now -how can I forgot that!!!- It's a big-stupid-foolish mistake.

But I think this is a test for me from God. Yeah. I made lots of mistakes. Human... only remember God when they're in difficult times. But easily forget when given bless by Him.

My mistake. I accept it. O God. Please forgive me. I made mistakes to You, to my parents. Please give me chances to improve myself.

Now, I just have only two more paper. And I hope that I can do it very well. At least maybe it can cover my pointer for this semester.

*Shamim!! Jangan malas!! You have to study!! Or you'll get more warning letter from JPA!! Bangun!! Pegi study!! Just 2 more paper!! Fighting!!*

*sigh*

Updating~

Dear Blog,

Too many things in my mind right now. But I don't know how to start it. Really, my fingers feel numb.

Many things make me nervous, anxious, jealous etc etc. If I have a time machine now, I would like to travel back. Fix all the unfixed things, do all undone things.

But right now, all I feel is blank... nothing...

I don't know. I can't study at all!! My exam is around the corner. But everytime I tried to, something will come up.

I hate myself!!! *sigh*

Merdeka!

Dear Blog,

It's been a long time. Too many things to do.

But it's not late to wish Merdeka rite? Hahaha.

Actually I have nothing to write. Hmm... thinking of study makes me crazy. Just look at my subject :

1. Understanding Computer in Mathematics (Exel & Mathlab... ok la.. quite easy)
2. Quantum Mechanics (gosh, God knows how tough it is.. even the smartest kid in physics also surrender. Seriously, I have no idea what it is about. Hahaha.)
3. Mathematical Methods (learning math but at the same time applied physics in it... quite tough)
4. Statistical Physics (statistics? guess they have to change the name...)
5. Electricity and Magnetism (ok so far... dunno la)
6. Instrumentations (ok kot?..)
7. Microprocessor and Microcomputer Lab (programming and LINUX... dunno what experiments that I've done)

See... 7 subject but only 6 papers to take in exam. Only 6? Hahaha. Only the craziest person will take this much. Adding 'few' activities in college. Seems that I am crazy... Aaaaa~

As for me, I'm not merdeka yet. Not until 2009. Or maybe 2010. Depends. *sigh*