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Wednesday, October 26, 2011


People say "ignorance is a bliss".

Well sometimes I do believe that.
But there're others that whenever I tried to ignore it'll eventually come back and haunt me.
No matter how hard I tried.

I want to ignore this.
Because ignorance is a bliss.

It hurts.
Seriously hurts me.
Tried to sleep as usual hoping that when I wake up I will forget things.
But I can't.

When I wake up I can feel the pain.
Deep pain that I've never had before.
Dear God what a huge test You gave me.

Like I said to a close friend.
I'm always prepared for the worst.
Coz I know when it truly comes I will still be able to stand up. And smile.

I know that I can't ignore this.
But seeing without knowing is hard.
So probably the last choice is not to see it.

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