Ignorance

People say "ignorance is a bliss".

Well sometimes I do believe that.

But there're others that whenever I tried to ignore it'll eventually come back and haunt me.

No matter how hard I tried.

I want to ignore this.

Because ignorance is a bliss.

It hurts.

Seriously hurts me.

Tried to sleep as usual hoping that when I wake up I will forget things.

But I can't.

When I wake up I can feel the pain.

Deep pain that I've never had before.

Dear God what a huge test You gave me.

Like I said to a close friend.

I'm always prepared for the worst.

Coz I know when it truly comes I will still be able to stand up. And smile.

I know that I can't ignore this.

But seeing without knowing is hard.

So probably the last choice is not to see it.