Don't Say No

Ku pernah punya cinta
Namun kini sedang suka kamu
Cinta ku dulu tlah ku buang jauh
Kini ku ingin kan kamu

...

Jangan bilang tidak
Bila kita belum mencoba
Sapa yang tahu akan sama
Hati mu dan juga hati ku
Banyak yang bercinta
Bertahun-tahun putus juga
Ku harapkan dengan dirimu
Walaupun singkat pendekatan
Cinta kita kan abadi

Raffi Ahmad ft. Ayushita - Jangan Bilang Tidak.

Greatest Love

Maafkan aku sekiranya
Tak termampu untuk
Mencurahkan semua
Isi hatiku

Hazama -  Cinta Teragung

Wish You Were Here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

IMY

If I could tell the world how much I miss you.

I miss you so much.

Not a single day without remembering you.

I really miss you.

And I hope you'll miss me too.

In the name of love

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Rossa - Atas Nama Cinta OST Love Is Cinta

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The moment I started love you.

I really love you.

Ignorance

People say "ignorance is a bliss".

Well sometimes I do believe that.

But there're others that whenever I tried to ignore it'll eventually come back and haunt me.

No matter how hard I tried.

I want to ignore this.

Because ignorance is a bliss.

It hurts.

Seriously hurts me.

Tried to sleep as usual hoping that when I wake up I will forget things.

But I can't.

When I wake up I can feel the pain.

Deep pain that I've never had before.

Dear God what a huge test You gave me.

Like I said to a close friend.

I'm always prepared for the worst.

Coz I know when it truly comes I will still be able to stand up. And smile.

I know that I can't ignore this.

But seeing without knowing is hard.

So probably the last choice is not to see it.

Someone Like You

Every time I listen to this song, it reminds me of the past. The only one thing that I most regret up till today. Because if it wasn't I wouldn't have to suffer like this. Being played once and rejected thrice. And I got a strong feeling this will be the fourth. Oh well that's what we call life isn't it?

And yes I love this song.

p.s: It's been nearly a year since last post. So many things happened.

p.p.s: Again post emo and meroyan. Dah memang aku buat blog utk benda ni. Haha.

Nowhere

Well here I am in the middle of nowhere (not really in the middle of nowhere. 15 minutes to the nearest town, 10 minutes to the naval base). There's no phone coverage unless you climb up to the top floor in an open space higher than any other things nearby.

Yes I'm currently in Langkawi. To be exact at the Langkawi National Observatory. A complex runs by the National Space Agency (ANGKASA) of the Ministry of Science, Technology and Innovation. It's situated at Bukit Malut, Langkawi and on top of the hill. And I've been here for the third time. And most probably throughout my studies as a Master student I will be here for a few more times. Insya-Allah.

It's kinda boring here. No Astro. No coverage. You living here on top of a hill in the middle of a jungle. And your activities limited when the night comes if you know what I mean. Haha. What's the good is, 1gbps internet broadband! Woohoo~~ But it's a nice place to stay. And I'm actually enjoying it sometimes. Being far from the city chaos. Somehow you forget the problems you have back in KL. And I can clear up my mind. Yeah so many things happen for the past couple of months.

I want to upload some pictures but then again the weather is not really good to snap few pictures. Haha. Till then...

Tearin Up My Heart

Mulut terkumat-kamit konon-konon sing-a-long sambil kepala head banging ikut rentak music. Nak menyanyi kuat-kuat tak boleh. Nak menari lagi la tak boleh. Nak mati ke menari dalam lab dengan boss kau kat depan mata? Lagi satu, pandai pula kau menari. Pfft~

Siapa peminat N Sync angkat tangan! Eleh jangan nak malu-malu la. Korang tengok N Sync sebab ada JT dgn JC kan?

Kenapa tiba-tiba post lagu ni? Entah la. Buka ipod tiba-tiba terus lagu ni play. Amik kau sentap sekejap.

Minta maaf. Emosi kurang stabil. Mood swing la katakan. Sila jangan tanya aku ‘kau ok ke tak?’ Obviously la aku tak ok duh. Dan kalau aku diam means aku tak nak cakap pasal sesuatu. Aku tahu korang ambil berat. But give me some space to deal with it by myself. Aku bukan tak nak bagitau. Tapi aku tak suka cakap masalah  sendiri kat orang. Bagi aku macam menunjukkan kelemahan sendiri. That’s my point of view. Sila jangan argue! Sebab tu kalau aku emo aku diam. Yang kat dalam blog ni cuma sebahagian. Tak sampai 10% pun. Haha. Dalam blog je aku emo. Kat luar korang tak nampak pun.

You see me smile. You see me laugh. You see me cheerful every time. Tapi tak bermaksud aku tersangat gembira. I try to make myself look cheerful even though deep inside I am fighting with trouble.  Biar orang nampak kita gembira so that diorang pun gembira sekali. Dari tengok kita sedih, dengan diorang sekali menyampah. Kan? So kita kena enjoy!

Oh hari ni half-day. Petang nak hantar mak and adik aku pergi Subang. Diorang nak bercuti di Thailand dengan family makcik aku. Hatyai je pun. Kalau pergi Phuket dah lama aku follow. Kat Hatyai shopping je. Malas la. So lepas hantar probably nak pergi The Curve. Shopping sebab gaji dah masuk (gila nak shopping kat tempat high class je, Hatyai tak nak!)  dan dating dengan Hermionie sekali lagi kot. Aiseh *blushing mintak pelempang* Or most probably aku nak marathon movie. Dah lama tak buat. Banyak movie tak tengok lagi. Megamind, Rupunzel dan tidak ketinggalan 2 Alam (40 juta wei!). Kah kah kah.

Sudah! Jangan nak meraban lagi. The point is aku nak post lagu tu je. Bukan membebel.

Tapi kalau baca lyrics dia, memang kena kat aku. Pelik kan time macam ni la lagu ni pop up dalam ipod aku. Haih~