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Don't Say No

2011-11-14T10:25:00.001+08:00

Ku pernah punya cinta
Namun kini sedang suka kamu
Cinta ku dulu tlah ku buang jauh
Kini ku ingin kan kamu

...

Jangan bilang tidak
Bila kita belum mencoba
Sapa yang tahu akan sama
Hati mu dan juga hati ku
Banyak yang bercinta
Bertahun-tahun putus juga
Ku harapkan dengan dirimu
Walaupun singkat pendekatan
Cinta kita kan abadi

Raffi Ahmad ft. Ayushita - Jangan Bilang Tidak.

Greatest Love

2011-11-01T15:41:00.001+08:00

Maafkan aku sekiranya
Tak termampu untuk
Mencurahkan semua
Isi hatiku

Hazama - Cinta Teragung

Wish You Were Here

2011-10-31T15:27:00.000+08:00

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

IMY

2011-10-30T15:08:00.001+08:00

If I could tell the world how much I miss you.

I miss you so much.

Not a single day without remembering you.

I really miss you.

And I hope you'll miss me too.

In the name of love

2011-10-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Rossa - Atas Nama Cinta OST Love Is Cinta

...

2011-10-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

The moment I started love you.

I really love you.

Ignorance

2011-10-26T08:20:00.001+08:00

People say "ignorance is a bliss".

Well sometimes I do believe that.

But there're others that whenever I tried to ignore it'll eventually come back and haunt me.

No matter how hard I tried.

I want to ignore this.

Because ignorance is a bliss.

It hurts.

Seriously hurts me.

Tried to sleep as usual hoping that when I wake up I will forget things.

But I can't.

When I wake up I can feel the pain.

Deep pain that I've never had before.

Dear God what a huge test You gave me.

Like I said to a close friend.

I'm always prepared for the worst.

Coz I know when it truly comes I will still be able to stand up. And smile.

I know that I can't ignore this.

But seeing without knowing is hard.

So probably the last choice is not to see it.

Someone Like You

2011-10-18T09:40:00.002+08:00

Every time I listen to this song, it reminds me of the past. The only one thing that I most regret up till today. Because if it wasn't I wouldn't have to suffer like this. Being played once and rejected thrice. And I got a strong feeling this will be the fourth. Oh well that's what we call life isn't it?

And yes I love this song.

p.s: It's been nearly a year since last post. So many things happened.

p.p.s: Again post emo and meroyan. Dah memang aku buat blog utk benda ni. Haha.

Nowhere

2010-12-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

Well here I am in the middle of nowhere (not really in the middle of nowhere. 15 minutes to the nearest town, 10 minutes to the naval base). There's no phone coverage unless you climb up to the top floor in an open space higher than any other things nearby.

Yes I'm currently in Langkawi. To be exact at the Langkawi National Observatory. A complex runs by the National Space Agency (ANGKASA) of the Ministry of Science, Technology and Innovation. It's situated at Bukit Malut, Langkawi and on top of the hill. And I've been here for the third time. And most probably throughout my studies as a Master student I will be here for a few more times. Insya-Allah.

It's kinda boring here. No Astro. No coverage. You living here on top of a hill in the middle of a jungle. And your activities limited when the night comes if you know what I mean. Haha. What's the good is, 1gbps internet broadband! Woohoo~~ But it's a nice place to stay. And I'm actually enjoying it sometimes. Being far from the city chaos. Somehow you forget the problems you have back in KL. And I can clear up my mind. Yeah so many things happen for the past couple of months.

I want to upload some pictures but then again the weather is not really good to snap few pictures. Haha. Till then...

Tearin Up My Heart

2010-11-26T12:03:00.001+08:00

Mulut terkumat-kamit konon-konon sing-a-long sambil kepala head banging ikut rentak music. Nak menyanyi kuat-kuat tak boleh. Nak menari lagi la tak boleh. Nak mati ke menari dalam lab dengan boss kau kat depan mata? Lagi satu, pandai pula kau menari. Pfft~

Siapa peminat N Sync angkat tangan! Eleh jangan nak malu-malu la. Korang tengok N Sync sebab ada JT dgn JC kan?

Kenapa tiba-tiba post lagu ni? Entah la. Buka ipod tiba-tiba terus lagu ni play. Amik kau sentap sekejap.

Minta maaf. Emosi kurang stabil. Mood swing la katakan. Sila jangan tanya aku ‘kau ok ke tak?’ Obviously la aku tak ok duh. Dan kalau aku diam means aku tak nak cakap pasal sesuatu. Aku tahu korang ambil berat. But give me some space to deal with it by myself. Aku bukan tak nak bagitau. Tapi aku tak suka cakap masalah sendiri kat orang. Bagi aku macam menunjukkan kelemahan sendiri. That’s my point of view. Sila jangan argue! Sebab tu kalau aku emo aku diam. Yang kat dalam blog ni cuma sebahagian. Tak sampai 10% pun. Haha. Dalam blog je aku emo. Kat luar korang tak nampak pun.

You see me smile. You see me laugh. You see me cheerful every time. Tapi tak bermaksud aku tersangat gembira. I try to make myself look cheerful even though deep inside I am fighting with trouble. Biar orang nampak kita gembira so that diorang pun gembira sekali. Dari tengok kita sedih, dengan diorang sekali menyampah. Kan? So kita kena enjoy!

Oh hari ni half-day. Petang nak hantar mak and adik aku pergi Subang. Diorang nak bercuti di Thailand dengan family makcik aku. Hatyai je pun. Kalau pergi Phuket dah lama aku follow. Kat Hatyai shopping je. Malas la. So lepas hantar probably nak pergi The Curve. Shopping sebab gaji dah masuk (gila nak shopping kat tempat high class je, Hatyai tak nak!) dan dating dengan Hermionie sekali lagi kot. Aiseh *blushing mintak pelempang* Or most probably aku nak marathon movie. Dah lama tak buat. Banyak movie tak tengok lagi. Megamind, Rupunzel dan tidak ketinggalan 2 Alam (40 juta wei!). Kah kah kah.

Sudah! Jangan nak meraban lagi. The point is aku nak post lagu tu je. Bukan membebel.

Tapi kalau baca lyrics dia, memang kena kat aku. Pelik kan time macam ni la lagu ni pop up dalam ipod aku. Haih~

Hate myself

2010-11-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

I hate myself, for I was unable to tell.

I hate myself, for I was unable to speak.

I hate myself, for I was unable to know.

I hate myself, for I was unable to understand.

I hate myself, for I was unable to make a smile.

I hate myself, for I always make people hurt.

I hate myself, for I only watch it happen.

I hate myself, for I just let it slip away from me.

I hate myself, for I was unable to fight for it.

I hate myself, for the silence that I made.

I hate myself, for I did nothing.

I hate myself, because this happen again.

I hate myself, for I constantly do something that I know it’ll hurt myself.

I hate myself, for I was unable to be like others.
(Ok just be yourself I know. But what you do if you have something that others don’t like. Say a bad habit or something you do that keep others annoyed/hurt? You have to change it right? Of course we have to improve our self. From bad to good. Be yourself my ass!)

I hate myself, coz I think I’m a loser. With the big L.

Gosh. I can’t even see what’s the good side of me! It’s always bad.

Dear God, help me become a better person.

Oohh I need to sleep. The more I think the more it hurts.

2 posts in a day. Are you kidding me?

Talk without hurting

2010-11-24T01:00:00.006+08:00

How to tell without hurting?
Fine aku translate Malay.
Bagaimana nak memberitahu tanpa menyakiti?
Macam mana kita nak explain/menerangkan sesuatu tanpa menyakiti seseorang?
Tell me how.

I hate what I'm going through right now. It happened before and I hate because it happen again.

Ah... why must I cry again? Twice I've made girls cry because of me, so is that mean that I have to experience the same thing too?

Karma's a bitch bro. You even wrote it in previous post. Do not ever forget!

No Other

2010-11-20T16:01:00.001+08:00

Super Junior – No Other.

Hmmph~ Ni la kesannya bila kau dapat adik yang gila Korea. Dengan kau sekali kena tempias. Bila kau balik rumah, first thing kau tengok adalah tv, channel 391. Rancangan Music Bank. Dengan orang yang tengah tengok sekali sing-along sambil menari-nari. Lepas tu kau masuk bilik on laptop hanya untuk mengetahui yang connection internet sangat lembap. Turun bawah tengok orang yang sama tengah Youtube Starking la Star Golden Bell Challenge la apekebende tah. Ada hati lagi tu nak suruh aku tukar Astro HD sebab ada satu channel Korea yang baru. Kemudian tengah malam, dikala parents tengah tidur, kau dengar orang berdekeh-dekeh gelak (dah rasa immune dengar orang gelak malam-malam tak kira apa). Turun bawah sekali lagi orang yang sama lagi tengah tengok Dream Team!. Oh adikku. SPM tahun depan kalau dapat straight A abang bawa pegi Korea ok? Jadi sila belajar bersungguh-sungguh! Aja-aja hwaiting!! Haha.

Lyrics dan translation boleh di dapati dari En. Google. Sila cari sendiri. Jangan jadi pemalas.

Ada maksud disebalik post ni? Hihi *blushing malu-malu macam mintak pelempang* Hah kau sikit-sikit nak fikir bukan-bukan. Tak boleh nak tengok aku senang. Keh keh keh.

Madness

2010-11-16T12:13:00.001+08:00

Kenapa orang selalu emo? Ceh cakap orang padahal sendiri selalu emo. Pfft~

Takde la. I mean why people easily get angry over silly little thing? Yes maybe small thing for someone but it’s really big for others. Tapi kalau fikirkan balik, benda tu simple je. Ambil contoh makan. A nak makan Subway. B pula nak makan McD. So diorang pun bergaduh. A fikir B tak faham yang dia tak suka McD. B pula macam tak kisah. Bagi B benda tu simple. Tapi bagi A benda tu sangat penting. Entah apa yang penting pasal pilih tempat makan aku pun tak tahu.

So kalau fikirkan balik. Masalahnya adalah makan. Kan silly je benda tu. Tapi nak bergaduh bertepuk tampar lepas tu tak tegur sebulan dua. Dua-dua taknak compromise. Dua-dua ego tinggi melangit. Yang aku tak faham there’s people yang fikiran dia singkat. Taknak fikir panjang. They only knows what they are feeling at that moment and tak nak fikir apa yang akan berlaku afterwards.

I am hot-tempered guy. Yes I easily get angry. But I will cool down easily too. Susah bagi aku nak marah seseorang lebih dari sehari. Sebab selalunya kalau lepas marah aku akan tidur. Bangun tidur hilang semua rasa marah tu. Maybe that’s one thing I inherited from my dad. Cepat marah and cepat cool down. Sebab tu arwah cakap aku mood swing. Tiba-tiba macam marah. After few minutes boleh pula melawak.

Tapi aku tak suka marah-marah. Aku tak suka memarahi dan aku tak suka dimarahi. Siapa yang suka kan? But that’s one thing. Kalau dah marah selalunya aku akan down. Rasa down gila and bersalah sebab dah marah orang. Dan itu yang paling aku tak suka.

And sebab rasa tak suka tu la bila orang marah-marah aku diam je. I like to take silence stance. Biarkan dia marah. Bukan dapat apa pun kalau aku lawan balik. Aku diam pun ada orang tanya lagi “kau tak terasa/marah ke dia marah kau?” Duh~ Buat apa aku nak marah-marah. Kalau benda tu tak memberi significance in my life then I won’t be bother. Kalau pun ada signifikannya, aku akan cari other solution. Bukan dengan marah balik orang tu. Seriously tak dapat apa-apa. Kau makin sakit hati ada la.

Cuma pernah sekali je aku betul-betul marah and I really regret that happen. It happen almost 3 years ago. Time tu memang tak dapat nak dikawal. Habis satu dewan aku jerit. Semua terdiam. Sampai ada budak tu terus nak balik sebab tengok aku menyinga. Bukan salah dia pun. Salah orang lain. Tu la, kalau marahkan seseorang, orang lain yang jadi mangsa. Aku tak suka macam tu. Memang rasa menyesal sampai sekarang.

Nak tahu time bila aku marah senang. Kalau aku jawab sepatah pertanyaan korang yang maha panjang bagai novel, maknanya aku tengah marah la tu. So sila jangan tanya lebih-lebih. Sila faham situasi aku dan sila respect sebagaimana aku faham dan aku repect kau. Kalau setakat nak faham kau je pergi buat satu clone baru khas untuk kau.

Treat people nicely if you want them to treat you the same way. What you give is actually what you will get back. You give shit then you will get shit too. Even if you not, you must know; KARMA IS A BITCH!

Banyak lagi nak cakap sebenarnya bukan tak ada idea. Tapi aku harus tapis. Nak menapis so that orang takkan terasa tu yang susah. Kena fikirkan ayat la. Fikir macam mana nak cakap dengan baik la. Karang kalau lepas je semua memang ada yang makan hati. Sakit hati bagai. Lepas tu tarik muka. Tak suka betul orang macam ni!

p.s: Post ni bukan aku marah sesiapa. Tak. Cuma aku tak suka orang marah-marah.

p.p.s: Baca balik memang macam marah. Tapi tak. Aku just geram je at certain thing at office and outside. Sometimes kalau aku diam pun orang takkan faham. So adalah lebih afdal lepaskan sikit bagi faham.

Oh aku terlupa sesuatu. Ni link dari kakak saudara ipar. Amende tah relationship dia tapi kira kakak saudara aku la. I found her post quite interesting. So ni link dia. Ni kira balas balik la dia dah puji aku melambung kat blog dia hari tu. Keh keh keh. Sila like blog dia eceh promote lak mesti ada udang di sebalik mee ni.

The best will come to us

2010-11-10T00:17:00.001+08:00

Hati manusia ni flexible. Sangat mudah berubah. Belum tentu orang yang kita suka lapan tahun lepas akan jadi isteri kita. Dan belum tentu orang yang kita jumpa bulan lepas tak layak jadi suami kita. Perasaan manusia ini pelik. Bila sayang sangat, tiba-tiba akan jadi benci. Bila pada awalnya benci, tiba-tiba dia nombor satu di hati. Bila sayang, boleh pula datang cemburu. Bila marah boleh pula tiba-tiba kita menangis.
Gila.
Kadang-kadang kita letak bayangan mahu yang sebegini, tapi akhirnya kita akan bersama dengan orang yang sebegitu. Yang dalam bahasa inggerisnya, total opposite. Kita bina satu khayalan, mahu sang bidadari dari syurga sebagai peneman hidup, hingga wanita biasa yang baik pekertinya kita lupa. Kadang-kadang kita cari orang yang kita rasa ideal untuk kita, sampai kita tak nampak si dia yang melambai di depan mata.
Buta.
Butakah?
Atau kita dikaburi kemahuan semata?
Mungkin.
Jadi kita harus berusaha untuk menjadi yang terbaik, untuk beroleh yang terbaik. Macam konsep dosa pahala syurga neraka. Buat amal yang baik, untuk beroleh yang terbaik. Kan?
"Aku bukan untukmu"
Mengalah? Mengapa perlu?
Usaha pun sejengkal jari. Terus mahu berpatah arang berkerat rotan. *senyum sinis* Bergaduh berperang perkara biasa. Darah muda. Kadang-kadang membina impian bersama sampai terlupa yang apa yang dijanji belum tentu mampu dibukti.Yang penting harus berani. Berusaha sedaya mampu. Berhenti bila tak terpaksi.

Yang terbaik akan datang untuk kita. Buat apa bermuram durja?

Quote from makcik. Angin apa entah dia tiba-tiba.

Tapi kan, betul juga. Kadang-kadang aku terfikir, usaha sejengkal jari tapi berharap segunung impian. Terasa bagai masih belum mencuba dan berusaha sedaya upaya. Orang putih cakap not trying the best. No effort at all. Mungkin kelihatan seperti tidak mencuba. Tapi aku tak tahu bagaimana!

Yang penting harus berani. Di manakah keberanian kau? Aku rasa belum cukup berani. Pengalaman lalu cukup pahit untuk ditelan. Aku bukan tak berani. Cuma aku takut menyakiti. Tapi aku rasa apa aku buat ni menyakitkan hati. Betul?

Banyak lagi terbuku di hati. Tapi sukar untuk diluahkan.

Aku bukan seperti orang lain. Aku adalah aku. Loser~ *sigh*

Ye kenapa gaya penulisan aku dah macam makcik ni juga? Adui. Harus tidur sekarang. Esok mahu bangun awal pergi kerja.

p.s: minggu ni sangat bizi… segala mesej sama ada melalui ym, skype, facebook bahkan telefon bimbit akan dibalas seringkas-ringkasnya… minta maaf… lol pegi tido la nk muntah aku tgk ayat sendiri.. pfft

p.p.s: eh makcik… aku quote ek.. pastu ade link ko.. jgn pasni dok sebok mintak royalti sikret resepi… gaji kau lg byk dari aku…

All I ever wanted

2010-11-04T12:44:00.001+08:00

Last night I dreamt of her. Not You-Know-Who. Someone who isn’t here anymore. In my dream we having conversation as we always did few years back. We chat and chat and chat. But suddenly it stops and I woke up realized tears coming from my eyes. Oh God.

Seriously I’m tired. Tired of arguing. Tired of everything. All I want is this to be smooth like others. Apparently all I did was not enough. And I just don’t know how. Or what else to do. And I’m also tired being nice. I’m tired being too good. Or at least I think I am. I’m losing hope here. Dear God. Help me.

I don’t know what to say anymore. I’m suck at expressing what I feel.

All I want is this to be good. Like others. Just good. That’s all.

Understand

2010-10-28T10:38:00.001+08:00

“What do girls want from guys?”

‘They want them to understand what they feel without having to tell guys what they are feeling at that moment’

Now I know the ignorance that I did most. Somehow I think I’m lack of that. Lack of understanding the things that a girl want most. I always make it as simple as possible. But the truth is the simplest thing to me is the most complicated for others.

“Yes I understand”. But do I really understand that? I don’t even know. What I know is when I see the changes in face expression or voice, I will stop talking. I’m afraid it might hurt if I continue talking. But that is not the thing I’m afraid most.

What I’m afraid most? I afraid that history will repeat itself. I’m afraid that if I wait so long that I will lose. Yes I have experience on that. I’ve waited so long, long enough to make me realized, “why do I have to wait anymore?” It’s useless.

To a friend, thanks for the advices and thanks for listening to me.

To you. Yes you. I know you will read this. Bear with me. In the process of learning (yes I’m still new), I tend to make mistakes and somehow make you angry. Do tell me what’s wrong and what’s not. My feelings are real and I’m not playing with that. We got times to improve ourselves day by day, you and me.

‘When the time comes, it will happen naturally. Now we are fretting over silly matters but who knows what tomorrow brings?’

Who knows? Allah knows surely. That’s why I pray and eagerly waiting for tomorrow. XD

p.s: Malam tadi punya la banyak benda nak cakap, nak tulis. Tapi tertidur. Bangun tidur habis lupa semua. Well itulah aku. Kalau aku marah/sedih/risau/tak puas hati etc, suruh je aku tidur. Surely lepas bangun hilang semua. Barang yang lepas biarkan ia berlalu. Eceh lempang kang.

p.p.s: Quote di atas adalah sebahagian transkrip perbualan antara aku dengan besfren. Untuk full transkrip hendaklah memohon perkenan beliau dahulu. Weh seriously, yang last tu mmg advice paling berguna penah ko bg kt aku. Haha.

p.p.p.s: Aku rasa post kali ni post jiwang. Adess. Apekah? Dalam hati ada taman la ni. Pfft~

Ready to move on

2010-10-24T15:27:00.002+08:00

This morning, I did something unexpected. Yeah. For the first time I confess to someone that I like her. Seriously. And I felt really embarrassed after that.

That’s not the point. The point is, I’m ready to move on. It’s been years and I’ve never been able to recover. Yes, when I’m talking about move on and recover I meant You-Know-Who. (You have to read my blog from the beginning. Literally from beginning)

I met her in unexpected place. Yes it’s all about unexpected. But now there’s a problem. I said those thing when she currently in a process of breaking up. Is that mean that I’m too early? But really what I feel right now is I’m being too rush. Or a simple word “tak sabar-sabar”.

I don’t know what’s she thinks about me right now.

But yeah. It happened. I’m not expect too much after this. I did say those words. And I can’t take it back because I really mean it. What’s done is done. Maybe it’s just a beginning.

And I’m ready to move on. This time really moving on.

p.s: Aku tak tau nk buat camne dgn situasi aku. Nasihat orang boleh tp time kena kat diri sendiri mmg hampeh. Kalaulah arwah ada lagi… Yeah ‘kalau’. I need someone to talk to. Yeah someone please…

p.p.s: This morning seperti ayat di atas berlaku sejurus selepas subuh. Pfft~ Aku rasa sgt gila. Arrghh!!

p.p.p.s: FIRST TIME YAW!! First time tu. And she didn’t believe me. I didn’t believe myself either. Pfft~~~

Updating

2010-10-19T12:55:00.002+08:00

Honestly aku malas nak update. Rasa nak biarkan je blog ni bersawang. Tapi ada orang cakap jangan malas. So dengan rajinnya dan untuk kesekian kalinya aku meng-hapdate blog ini.

And aku tak tau nak cakap apa.

Oh dem.

Later la. Pfft~

A year after

2010-06-17T00:34:00.008+08:00

It's been a year.

Yeah, a year.

Dear God~

It's been a year.

p/s: sori lately post2 yg emo... so much things happened for the last 12 months (especially sebulan lepas) and i have no one to talk to... and it kills me!

A something for you

2010-05-22T17:21:00.001+08:00

If I can wish you

A Happy Birthday to you.

If I can tell you

How much I miss you.

But here’s my wish to you

May God bless you

May you’ll be happy there

May you’ll find peace there

My prayers will be with you.

If I can wish you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you.

I’m sorry. I can’t continue. Coz every time I try, there’ll always tears in my eyes. I will always remember you. Al-Fatihah.

A reminder

2010-05-06T17:29:00.001+08:00

Ok. Here’s one thing you guys should know about me.

I have a car. Yes. Maybe only Myvi but still a car.
Having a car doesn’t make me a drive addict. In fact I HATE DRIVING!
I’m not a person who likes to wandering around, drive somewhere just because I don’t have things to do. “aku takde bende nak buat so jalan2 round tempat ni la”. That’s not me.
I’d prefer staying at home watching TV or playing video games. Staying at home quietly.
I only drive when I’m going to work or have something to do or when my mum ask me to. That’s it.

So now that you know me, I have a big favor to ask.

Please please please don’t ask me to go somewhere just to do some stupid things! I’m not your driver and for God’s sake please don’t bribe me saying “I’ll buy you something”. It won’t do for me. Even if you give me hundred or thousand or maybe million bucks just for the toll or gas I don’t see it worth because still I’m doing the drive thing. So again please.

“Shamim, jom pegi situ..”
“Buat ape?”
“Saje je…”

See the point? Why on Earth do I have to trouble myself just because you say “saje je…”. I have things to do too and things to worry. Please la.

Lain la kalau aku memang nak pergi situ pon. Then I will say “ok nanti aku amik ko”. Tapi kalau pergi situ hanya sebab orang tu fikir best tapi aku rasa tak best, then why trouble myself?

I’m not saying after this I won’t take you guys out anymore. What I’m trying to say is please think before you say/ask. And please understand my situation too.

That’s all. One at a time. If I think of any, I’ll post it later.

Jaa~

p.s: maybe ade org akan terasa… but please understand, having a car doesn’t make things easier…. you need to take care of it, service etc… and yet.. some people sees it as simple… “alaaa… isi minyak je”… “g je la hantar repair/servis”…. well kalau bende2 tu tak perlukan duit dah lame aku buat!!!

p.p.s: ok la.. aku nk kuar g keje… ade sesape yg nk drive utk aku?

Free

2010-05-05T10:53:00.002+08:00

I'm free~

I AM FREE~!

FREE!!!!

No more exams. (hopefully)

Yeah. I'm free people!!!

p/s: wanna treat myself by going to Mid Valley and watch Toy Story 1 & 2... In 3-D!!! muahahaha~

Final

2010-04-21T16:23:00.001+08:00

Lip lap lip lap, pejam celik pejam celik, makan tido makan tido, dah sampai rupenye aku ke akhir semester. 2 hari lagi start exam. Tapi serius rasa macam banyak je tak tau padahal nota-nota terbentang di depan mata. Study? Jangan harap la nak study betul-betul. Time nak fokus je mesti la ade bende yang tak kene. Macam tanak bagi aku study plak.

So, ini adalah semester terakhir aku di Universiti Malaya, Insya-Allah. Semester terakhir sebagai seorang undergraduate. Dari PASUM sampai la sekarang, 5 tahun muka ni je asyik dok keluar masuk gate UM tu. Keh keh keh. So, final exam. Like literally final. Lepas ni dah takde exam lagi dah. Hopefully la. Insya-Allah.

Oh oh. Jadual peperiksaan adalah seperti berikut;

Bil	Code	Subject	Date	Time	Place
1	SMES2407	Astrophysics & Cosmology	April 23, 2010	1500	Level 2, Examination Hall
2	SMES2206	Electricity & Magnetism	April 27, 2010	1500	Level 2, Examination Hall
3	SXEX1102	Statistics	April 29, 2010	1500	Level 2, Examination Hall
4	SMES3293	Solid State Physics	May 3, 2010	1130	Level 2, Examination Hall
5	SMES2201	Quantum Physics	May 5, 2010	0830	Level 1, Examination Hall

Sangat banyak kan? Haha. Out of 5, only 1 yang aku baru amik. Yang 4 tu paper repair. Repair tak sama dengan repeat. Sebab paper repeat sudah amik semester yang lalu. Keh keh keh. Paper repair hanya ingin menaikkan pointer yang sudah semestinya rendah ini. *kalau tinggi aku dah grad tahun lepas la wei*

Jadi, di kesempatan ini saya ingin menyusun jari memohon seribu kemaafan andai tersalah kata, tersilap bicara… Maaf Zahir dan Batin. (tak semestinya Raya je kan nak sebut benda-benda ni?)

p.s: ada banyak benda nak cakap… tapi skarang time study… jadi… “SHAMIM!!! SILA STUDY SEKARANG!!!”

… ?

2010-03-29T20:28:00.001+08:00

Aku malas nak update blog ni. Rasanya macam dah taknak update lagi. Lebih prefer blogwalking dan baca post-post yang mengarut. Haish~

*Sudah la wei… takde cerita best dalam hidup ko buat ape nk update.*

Diamlah kau!

T_T

Once a month

2010-02-28T18:02:00.001+08:00

Sebulan tak hapdate tiba-tiba rasa rindu lak. Keh keh keh. Takpe la. Let’s just summarize apa yang berlaku pada Februari 2010.

1. Bulan Februari dimulakan dengan cuti Hari Wilayah. Aku turut sama bercuti kerana UM terletak dalam jajahan Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur. Serius time ni aku rasa heaven sebab takyah susah-susah nak jalan. Kaki sakit sebab ada 6 luka kat tapak kaki. Snorkeling punya pasal.

2. Lepas habis bercuti di Pangkor (untuk gambar sila lihat di Facebook) mood untuk study terus hilang. Enjoy sangat kat Pangkor.

3. Selipar kesayangan hilang di Pangkor. Mahal tu weh. RM50. Beli kat Jusco Tebrau City. Lepas tu cari yang sama jenis/kaler tak ada kat Klang Valley ni. Last-last beli brand sama tapi kaler lain. Wuuu T_T

4. Kembali aktif dalam sukan futsal setelah 3 tahun menyepikan diri. Ini bermula apabila budak-budak Fizik mengajak bermain futsal pada malam Isnin (padahal Selasa ada kelas). Sekali time main tercungap-cungap tak cukup oksigen. Penat weh lama gila tak bersukan. Letih memang tak payah cakap la. Nasib baik esoknya kelas tak skip. Ade test kot kalau tak silap.

5. Selepas futsal bersama rakan-rakan Fizik, berfustsal bersama rakan-rakan sekolah lak. Ni lagi extreme. 4 kali sepanjang 2 minggu. Memang tak nampak extreme. Tapi yang membuatkan extreme adalah selepas fustal, lepak kat mamak sampai 5 pagi. Ego punya pasal. Nasib baik buat time cuti. Kalau tak memang aku skip kelas la.

6. Yuran belum bayar habis. Sebab duit tak cukup. *Tu la enjoy sangat*. Oh oh, ingatkan aku buat evaluation subjects kat UMCTES.

7. Mahu beli banyak benda. But again… duit tadak!~ Syud dan Hazeeq sudah buat muka seposen minta berkaraoke dan makan Subway.

8. The prospect of post-graduation buat aku risau. Masa depan masih kelihatan samar-sama. Memang sudah ada perancangan tapi aku tak tau whether good or bad.

9. Jumpa Prof Saadah kononnya nak minta advice. Dia cakap datang bilik dia time dia free lepas cuti mid sem. Tapi sampai sekarang tak jumpa-jumpa lagi. Ceh. (Prof Saadah adalah Academic Advisor aku sejak 1st year. Tapi jumpa 2 kali sepanjang 4 tahun ni) T_T

Ni je buat masa ni. Serius time tak nak tulis bukan main banyak lagi kat dalam kepala. Lepas tu nak tulis terus hilang. Cukup la sebulan sekali hapdate. Kalau aku rajin macam Syud maybe dalam sehari tu berbelas-belas post aku publish. Kan Syud? Haha~

p.s: Subway tu camne? Hazeeq cam bizi je. (padahal aku malas nak g SA amik korang semata-mata nak makan subway dan berkaraoke)

p.p.s: “Wahai mood untuk study… sila datang kembali” (dalam kepala dah fikir nak pergi bercuti lagi.. kali ni kat Perhentian)

Brief update

2010-01-25T19:12:00.001+08:00

Brief update.

It’s January 25th. But I’m still gonna wish Happy New Year. (Memang ketinggalan zaman betol!)

Ok la… I’m wishing all Happy Chinese New Year. (See… aku lagi advance dari korang)

Not much update for this month. Lots of ideas but sadly it didn’t reach to my fingers. He he he.

Today is the nomination day for the Undergraduate’s Representative Council Election.

Eh? Dah penamaan calon ke? Bile hari mengundi?
Ha ha ha.

*Seriously aku baru tahu!*
*Gila tak amik tau hal-hal yang berlaku di dalam kampus. Lagipon sesi kali ni tak panas macam yang lepas. Keh keh keh*
*Hari mengundi tak tahu bila. Khamis kot. So disebabkan itu aku malas nak mengundi. Ha ha ha.*

Semoga berjaya kepada calon-calon yang bertanding.

p.s: Ade belambak draf yang save dlm ni… tp aku malas nak publish… So untuk bulan Januari tahun baru 2010 ini sajelah post yg ade…. Cukuplah at least sebulan satu post… Hoho~

p.p.s: Lepas ni post untuk bulan February adalah pasal trip to Pangkor. Ho yeah! Merasa jugak aku pegi holiday~ Plan dulu asyik cancel je. Lagi stress aku. Harap-harap this time tak cancel gak. Memang aku lanyak apit cukup-cukup…

2nd Semester 2009/2010

2009-12-28T19:59:00.001+08:00

New season.
New talents.
New challenge.
New drama.
And new judges.

Ok. That’s American Idol.

What I’m going to say is this is the new semester. And I hope this will be the last semester of my undergraduate life. Can’t afford to take another semester.

Being here at the first day, I was like being a new student. There’s no one that I know or nowhere can I go. (Well… maybe exaggerate a little but the point is; I’m alone!). So I ended up surfing/spending my time in the library. Also I realized that this couple of semester I’m spending my time quite a lot in the library which I haven’t done it during my 1st, 2nd and 3rd year. Even when I’m in PASUM. Sad… I know.

I just hope that I do extremely well in this semester. And I mean that seriously. I need good grades for me to further my study. And by the end of this semester I wish that I can get good grades and continue taking postgraduate.

“Prof, Saye mahu amik master under prof. Sile ambil saye menjadi RA juge. Plis plis plis”.

All in all, I’m looking towards this semester. Hopefully it can be more fun. Heh~

OK, done. There’s a lot more but I just stop here. Toodles~

p/s: rase kekok tulis dlm english… oh I need to brush up on my writing skills…

No update

2009-12-11T20:58:00.001+08:00

Banyak bende nk ckp. But the problem is; aku malas nak tulis. So tak byk update kt blog ni. Takpe la.. sebulan satu post. Cukup la tu.

Sekarang dah bulan 12. Kalau diikutkan, tahun ni (2009) aku banyak dapat income. Dan banyak juga wang itu mengalir keluar. Tahun ni bleh dikatakan tahun boros. Haha. Banyak bende aku beli. But still can manage kewangan aku. Heh~

Baru balik dari Plaza Low Yat. Pegi sane untuk survey laptop. Hari tu PC Fair tak sempat pegi sebab bercuti di JB. Hehe. Ade la laptop yang berkenan (nasib baik bwh budget). Tapi tak beli pon. Instead aku beli iPod Touch. Haha. Gile.

Semenjak dua menjak keje ni… list barangan yang nk beli semakin bertambah. Bukan berkurang tp bertambah. Memang takleh dpt duit aku ni. Ade je bende nak beli. Seriously aku kene belajar cara menguruskan kewangan secara berhemah. Heh~

Ok la. Tangan terasa kekok nak menaip. Maybe sebab lame dah tak menaip kt blog.

p.s: iPod Touch cikai je. Buat gune nk surf internet kt luar. Nk bwk laptop ni payah.

p.p.s: laptop tu utk adik aku… gedik sangat nak beli laptop padahal baru je matrik… haish~

Exam Fever Festival

2009-11-04T23:57:00.001+08:00

Rakan-rakan… apa sudah terjadi kepada Teluk Batik?

Oi… pegi study la… tanye pasal trip lak..

Aku tak boleh study selagi tak tau apa perkembangannya.

Aahh.. alasan semata-mata… ko tu malas nk study..

Ye aku malas. Haa~ puas hati kau?

Perbualan di atas adalah sebahagian daripada monolog dalaman penulis. Seperti yang diketahui, demam peperiksaan melanda seluruh pelajar UM. Dan mungkin juga kepada pelajar-pelajar IPTA yang lain. Dan seperti biasa, bulan peperiksaan menyebabkan hampir semua pelajar menjadi tidak betul. Tahap kesihatan mental menjadi teruk. Terdapat banyak kes-kes yang melibatkan tahap kesihatan mental pelajar-pelajar. Antaranya bercakap sendirian termasuk pelbagai status yang menggerunkan di Friendster, Facebook, Myspace, Twitter dan lain-lain laman sesawang yang berkaitan, mengganggu rakan-rakan lain yang sedang belajar, dan yang paling menakutkan; perang psikologi atau dalam kata mudahnya ‘saiko’ (psycho) orang lain. Terdapa banyak kes-kes sebegitu sehinggakan penulis juga terikut sama menyertai festival ‘demam peperiksaan’ ini.

Akibatnya, hari ini (Rabu 4 September 2009) merupakan hari cuti bagi penulis. Cuti dari mengulangkaji pelajaran. Hanya mampu melihat sahaja nota-nota Biofizik dalam bentuk Microsoft Power Point.

Oh. Baru sebentar tadi penulis menyedari bahawa kertas-kertas peperiksaan semester lepas boleh didapati secara dalam talian melalui laman sesawang perpustakaan UM. Agaknya mungkin sudah lama tidak membaca sepenuhnya portal pelajar.

Dan kepada rakan-rakan yang mengambil subjek Optik, markah penilaian berterusan (continuous assessment) boleh didapati melalui UM E-Learning. (Dr. Woon bg email kat perdanamail… just so you know)

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Aku still tak tau kenape post kali ni aku ‘Melayu’kan semua. Online jd dalam talian, website jd laman sesawang. Takpe.. bahasa jiwa bangsa. Haha.

Banyak merepek post kali ni (mcm post lain tak merepek je). Sila abaikan. Currently mental state tak berape bagus.

Clearly I’m outta my mind. Need to sleep.

p.s: Like Beyonce, aku pon ade alter ego. Cume belum dinamakan lagi. Sebab Beyonce dah amik name Sasha. Haha. See~ Aku merepek lagi. Arggh~

p.p.s: aku sendiri tak paham ape karangan yang aku buat kat atas tu… huhu

Smile

2009-10-30T00:09:00.001+08:00

Went to Genting today(Thursday). LOL. (minggu depan nak exam but still pegi jalan2). Went with my sisters and cousin.

Anyway… just wanna tell that to you guys. Haha. (nk ajak bdak2 fizik susah gile.. so baik g ngn adik aku) :p

Met this little kid in LRT. Cute eh? Sure I want my kids look like him. LOL~

Ok. It’s time to study! Ganbarimasu! Chia you!

100th

2009-10-25T21:14:00.006+08:00

“Lee Min Ho datang Malaysia!!! Aaaaa!!!”

Ok. Stop. That is so not me. Haha. Ayat gedik tu came from my sister. Gedik sgt nk tgk Gu Jun Pyo sampai aku kne bwk die g Sungei Wang Plaza ptg td. Argh.. Sesak cam haram… Apasal la Etude House tak wat launch kt Times Square je. Arrived there around 4.30 p.m. And have to wait until 5.45 p.m. WTF!!! Dah la tu.. bkan dpt pegi dpn2 pon. Dengan muke bosannye, aku pon ajak la adik aku yg lg 2 org tu g jenjalan satu mall (adik aku ade 3 org… yg minat Lee Min Ho tu sorang je… sorang lg minat SuJu… sorang lg asik dok melayan KBS World channel 303 Astro… gile Korea adik2 aku).

Owh… Mamat Korea tu dtg kejap je. Dlm 6.20 camtu blah. So yg dpt autograph die sket je la. Yg tak dpt tu frust menonggeng. Adik aku tu siap ckp lg, ade gurl tu frust gile tak dpt autograph pegi pijak2 poster yg die beli. (Nk dpt autograph Lee Min Ho kne beli poster kt Etude House.. which adik aku bengang sebab dah abis) Haha. Kelakar dowh~

Aku? Dok kt McD layan Fries cicah Sundae Strawberry. Nk amik gamba tp bateri abis. Ceh… tp dpt la amik gamba die sket. Seriously aku paling tak suke tempat yg crowded plus org terpekik terlolong… Sakit telinga…

Ni je yg ok… tu pon ade bende putih mane tah kaco. Lain sume blur. (Mesti adik aku mengamuk ni tgk satu je gamba ok). Susah dowh nk amik. Dah la dok blakang… pastu kene jengket (ye aku agak pendek) pastu tangan asik gegar je. Ni aku zoom bg perabih 200mm.

Oh… aku harus touch up lg skill photography. Pasni nk beli speedlight.;p

Abis cite tu… masuk cite baru.

Exam is around the corner (ayat stereotype sume student yg nk exam). Next week is study week. I have plan to study and I hope I can follow the plan. The previous one which is last semester… well let’s just say I did follow… a little.

My paper will begin on Nov 6th up till Nov 19th. This semester I took 7 paper which is quite a lot. And I pray that I can make it.

This is my exam schedule.

SMES2409	Biophysics	6/11/09	0830	DTC
SFES3214	Environmental Philosophy and Management	10/11/09	1130	Exam Hall Level 2
SMES3122	Digital Electronics	11/11/09	1500	Exam Hall Level 2
SXEX1400	History and Philosophy of Science	13/11/09	0830	Exam Hall Level 1
SFES2310	Science, Technology and Society	16/11/09	0830	Exam Hall Level 1
SMES2208	Optics	18/11/09	0830	Exam Hall Level 1
TBEJ1331	Japanese Language Level 1	19/11/09	1130	Exam Hall Level 1

See… quite a lot. So for those who will having exam too, Good Luck. Pray for our success.
Di kesempatan ini saya ingin menyusun jari memohon seribu kemaafan andai tersalah kata, tersilap bicara… Maaf Zahir dan Batin. (woi.. raya dah abes la)

p.s: ini adalah post yang ke-100… yahoooo~ *pom pam pom pam* (bunyi fireworks) *dong dong dong cha* (ade tarian singa lak… 1malaysia katekan)..dah 4 thn aku memblogging.. baru skang post cecah 100.. ini bermaksud aku bukan blogger tegar.. haha

p.p.s: adik aku dah bising nk gambar Lee Min Ho tadi..

GP 1x01

2009-10-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

So close

2009-10-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

So close…
Yet so far away…

*Just like me, they long to be. Close to you*

(Just ignore this… you guys won’t understand)

p.s: Entri ini tiada kena mengena dengan makhluk tuhan paling seksi… Juga tiada kaitan dengan You-Know-Who mahupun Kamu-Tahu-Siapa ataupun Kamu-Memang-Tak-Tahu-Siapa. Kerana aku tahu korang semua tak tahu. Kecuali yang benar-benar tahu. Ada sesiapa yang tahu?

p.p.s: Sile ignore. Aku rase tertekan tanpa sebab.

Victim

2009-10-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

This is not the post that I don’t want to publish actually. But lately it becomes a trend among Physics student. Even to our juniors. It began with me and basically I’m the first victim. And the trend still continue.

Want to know what?

Ta-da~

I’m not really fond of uploading my own picture so I try to resize it and make it smaller. What? Like you guys didn’t fell asleep in the class. But in my case, I was caught. Not by the lecturer, but by the paparazzi hiding in the class. (Didn’t I tell you I’m extremely famous? Like really f-word-ly famous… :p)

Oh, I haven’t told you when and where. It’s on September 30, 2009 during Optics. Still remember because after that I skipped Digital Electronic. Ha-ha. Don’ blame me. It’s 4 o’clock class and I couldn’t help myself.

So after this ‘little’ incident (that made me more and more famous), seems that more and more pictures of people sleeping (in class or outside) being uploaded in Facebook. So now, to the Physics’ student, fallen asleep is the must-be-avoid activity. Fear of being captured by the unwanted paparazzi.

You can check all the victims in my Facebook. (That picture above is not in my photo album because I have un-tagged it. It’s in the ‘Buka puasa bersama physicist’ album by Fatin)

Too bad we Physicist don’t have the news thing like Gossip Girl.

But don’t worry. I’ve appointed the best man to help me do the counter-attack.
Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf.
Just wait…

XOXO

30/9/09

2009-09-30T08:48:00.001+08:00

Today is my mum’s birthday. Yea…

Happy Birthday Umi!
May God Bless You.
Live long and prosper.

But I don’t know what to give. Any idea?

p.s: Spock merasuk secara tiba2… Dif-tor heh smusma!

Eid Mubarak

2009-09-24T11:19:00.001+08:00

I know it’s kinda late. But waddahek… we celebrate raya for a month. So I’m just gonna wish;

Eid Mubarak.
Salam Aidilfitri.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

-end-

Ok. Still no mood for updating. Got dozen of unpublished post here (I’m using Windows Live Writer which I think kinda easier than Blogger). That’s one of my habits. Write something and end it with ‘Save Draft’ button instead of ‘Publish’.

Oh yeah. Last raya I published a post about my wish list. Well, I have for this raya but next post lah. Too lazy to write now. (There’s raya song on Fly FM. Let’s sing together!)

p.s : *Suddenly I’m good at writing. Especially English. Why? Because I just watched Gossip Girl season 3. Haha.*

Writing

2009-09-06T15:11:00.001+08:00

“I love writing”

-Izzaldeen-

Well I hate it. Seriously. Prefer babbling than typing. LMAO~

…

Damn! I forgot what I’m gonna write.

That’s my problem.

Anyway, I got ‘suntikan dana’ from my dearly beloved JPA. *Thank God* Wonder how I’m gonna live in this sem without it. Enough to pay tuition bills.

And oh… D90~ wee…

‘Nuff said. I’ll update later.

Shopping

2009-08-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

I want to go shopping.

But the problem is;

I don’t know what to buy.

Eh. I don’t know which one to buy.

Just went back from Mid Valley and Mines.

Window shopping.

*Loser gile jalan sorang-sorang*

Itulah kehidupan orang single. Heh.

*Lantak korang nak cakap ape. Aku gembira~ Ade aku kesah?*

Tonight I wanna go shopping again.

Pasar malam sudey~

Haha.

p.s: 2-5 August lepas ade Pertandingan Teknologi Pelancaran Roket Kebangsaan. Igt nk post bende tu tp tunggu la dpt gambar2. Baru seronok nk tulis. Hehe.

Nothing to do... again

2009-07-22T14:15:00.002+08:00

Suatu pagi... dalam perjalanan ke UM. Jam baru menunjukkan pukul 10.00 pagi. Ingin melihat gerhana matahari tetapi apakan daya... awan mendung membataskan penglihatan. Setelah melepasi tol Sungai Besi singgah sebentar ke McDonalds Drive-Tru berhampiran pintu masuk Astro. Hajat di hati ingin bersarapan.

Kemudian... "This is sewious!" *ringtone msg wonderpets*

Hah~ Ape pulak yg serius pagi2 ni

Bukak mesej yang tertera...

'biofzk cancel bgtau yg lain' -Fizin-

Ah sudah~ ni yg malas ni~

Kemudian... "This is sewious!"

Hah~ Ade lg yg serius ni

'Guys. Class biophys cancel k today' -Bella-

Dalam hati memang sudah menyumpah-nyumpah... Apsal la hari yang aku tergerak hati nak datang awal.. waktu tu la ade class yg cancel. Ish...

Kelas sebentar lagi adalah pada pukul 4.00 petang. Kelas Optics. Disusuli pula dengan kelas Digital Electronics pada pukul 5.00 petang. Habis pukul 6.30 petang kene pergi Subang Jaya. Nak ambil adik kat rumah makcik. Haish. Banyak la kerja hari ni.

Tapi sekarang aku sangat bosan.
Dalam Lab Computer Fakulti Sains.
6 jam tanpa arah tuju.
Takde mood untuk membuat kerja.

DEM!!!
DEM!!!
DEM!!!

Abis~

Announcement

2009-07-14T00:39:00.001+08:00

Ehem
Assalamualaikum and a very very good morning.

For those who want to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince this Thursday and want to ask me to buy the ticket, please do send me a message. The session is only either 10.50 a.m or 11.20 a.m. Please send A.S.A.P. coz I wanna buy the ticket tomorrow morning (Tuesday).

*sori la.. big fan cannot miss the movie… must watch the earliest time possible… even in the early morning*
*nak session lain pegi beli sendiri…. pandai2 la korang*

Thank you~

p.s: damn takde rabu mlm nye session.. kalo tak bleh tgk midnight..

p.p.s: oh yeah… bg duit skali.. ko igt parents aku run the GSC?

Nothing to do

2009-07-09T12:18:00.001+08:00

Boring

Sekarang saya tengah boring.

Kelas jam Bahasa Jepun jam 8-10.
*Keluar rumah jam 7. Damn bangun lambat. Dah la traffic jam!!! Nasib baik sampai tepat jam 8.*

Tutorial Logic and Critical Thinking jam 11-12 (batal)

Tutorial Environmental Philosophy and Management jam 3-4 (tak tau ade ke tak)

Jadi masa lapang dari jam 10 hingga jam 3 digunakan sebaik-baiknya.

Lepak di Starbucks Borders Mid Valley.

Hoho!

Aku sangat bosan sekarang.

Noktah.

Mode : Happy

2009-07-06T11:41:00.001+08:00

YEAA!!!!
FINALLY…

DAPAT DAFTAR KELAS BAHASA JEPUN

Aku sangat gembira…
*melompat-lompat keriangan cam kanak2 ribena*

Itu je

Recovering

2009-06-23T23:55:00.001+08:00

Now I’m in the phase of recovering.

Can’t help but remembering some things.

And I need someone to talk to.

I miss her so much.
(By the word ‘her’ I mean her and her. Yes. 2 person)
*apsal aku tetibe rindu lak kt lg sorang tu?* *lantak ar*

Ahmad Syarifuddin! This is your fault!

“Move on Abg. Shamim! There’s no point of remembering her!” Miss those words. Wish I can hear it again.

Argh. How can I move on.

Mean! Cruel!

p.s: please ignore this entry… currently fikiran tgh berkecamuk..

Special for you

2009-06-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Saya di sini amat merindui kamu
Selalu terkenangkan kamu
Teringatkan kamu

Hey kamu
Adakah kamu tahu
Sukar untuk saya percaya
Yang kamu telah pergi selamanya
Pergi meniggalkan saya
Meninggalkan kami semua

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Pabila saya teringat memori dulu
Hati menjadi sebak
Sehingga tak dapat tertahan
Mengalir air mata kesedihan

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Saya amat merindui kata-kata kamu
Senyuman kamu
Gelak tawa kamu
Tangisan kamu
Keluhan kamu
Nasihat kamu

Hey kamu
Kamu tahu
Kamu lebih dari sekadar rakan
Kamu seperti seorang adik

Apa yang pasti
Selepas ini
Tiada lagi nasihat dari kamu
Tiada lagi bebelan dari kamu
Tiada lagi tempat untuk saya mengadu

Hey kamu
Saya harap kamu gembira di sana
Sebab saya tahu
Allah merahmati kamu

Dan semoga saya boleh tersenyum
Pabila terkenangkan kamu
Sebab saya tahu
Kamu pun tersenyum juga
Menikmati indahnya alam sana

Saya tidak akan sekali-kali melupakan kamu
Sebab kamu istimewa pada saya
Dan saya akan menghargainya
Hingga akhir hayat saya

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Ya Allah
Berikanlah dia rahmat-Mu
Pengampunan-Mu
Tempatkanlah dia dikalangan
Orang yang dicintai-Mu
Dikasihi-Mu
Amin

Al-Fatihah

2009-06-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

In Loving Memory

Nur Nadia bt Salehuddin

22 May 1988 – 17 June 2009
5 Syawal 1408 - 23 Jamadilakhir 1430

May Allah Bless Her Soul

And May She Be With Among Mukminin and Salihin. Ameen.
May She Rest In Peace

Al-Fatihah

Family

2009-06-15T00:11:00.001+08:00

Aunt: Amik baju nnt sape yg bayarkan?
Cousin 1: Shamim la. Die ade duit.
Aunt: Shamim kan skolah lg. Mane ade duit. Shahnaz la bayarkan.
Cousin 2: Ade nye duit tu. Minyak kete bleh bayar.
Aunt: Mim… Baju melayu tu sape yg bayarkan? Ade duit tak?
Me: Ntah. Duit takde. (Buat muke tak bersalah padahal ade RM50 dlm wallet)
Cousin 1 & 2: Gune duit sendiri!

The best thing being a boy plus a student among dozens of cousin is you only spent a little amount of money. Sometimes none at all! Yeah. That’s the privilege of being Murad’s family. You’ll be spoiled. Well I am. Haha. I was spoiled by my aunts since I was born. Until now. So the working cousin have to treat the still-studying cousin (me and my cousin in Aussie).

Now is Jamadilakhir. 3 months before Eid and I’m officially got my new ‘Baju Raya’. Haha. Well, technically it’s for my other cousin’s wedding (I told you I have dozens of cousin). So, due to economic crisis, that ‘Baju Melayu’ will be my ‘Baju Raya’. Saving~ Huhu.

Aunt: Baju tadi sape yg bayarkan?
Me: Abg shahnaz.
Aunt: Abis tu abg hanis tak bayarkan?
Me: Tak.
Aunt: Patut kongsi la bayarkan untuk amim…

See… I love my family~

Millionaire

2009-06-12T20:14:00.001+08:00

“Real Madrid-bound winger Cristiano Ronaldo looks set to become one of the highest paid sports stars in the world.

A report in Friday's Times newspaper claims that although the player, who is set to complete a word record £80m move from Manchester United to Real by the end of the month, would initially earn £9.5m-a-year the contract would include a 25% increase season-on season.

The 24-year-old is expected to sign a six-year contract at the Bernabeu, which means by the final year he would be on £29m-a-year - or £557,000-a-week - which is reportedly 33 times what the average Spaniard earns. And this is in a country which is suffering from high unemployment of over 18%.

It means the player will pocket £107m over the length of his contract. But it would not put him in the top five of the sporting pay league, which is led by golfer Tiger Woods.”

Source : ESPN Soccernet

What is so good about him?
Just playing football (soccer in US) and earn £557,000 a week. That’s nearly RM1 mil! WTH!

No fair…
No fair…

I want that too~

(The writer currently going crazy because the money that left in his account is about few dollars and he’s desperately need a part time job)

p.s: Hate Ronaldo! He’ll going nowhere in Madrid. Just like Beckham. Mark my word! Haha~

Debt

2009-06-09T18:17:00.001+08:00

2 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang : RM 137.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

(Trus g bank in RM138.00 kt Bank Islam (bayar yuran through ATM machine). Malas nk hutang lama2. Kang takleh regiseter subjek. So supposedly takde hutang apape lg dah. Ok. Abis)

9 Jun 2009

Status :
Anda masih berhutang : RM 99.20
Sila Berhubung Dengan Pejabat Bendahari
Baki Pembukaan(Semester sebelum) : RM 69.80

“Huh? Apsal ade hutang lg nih”

*Scroll down*

Keterangan Akaun	No. Dokumen	Debit (RM)	Kredit (RM)
GRADUATION FEE - YURAN GRADUASI	xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx	100.00	0.00

Sejak bile lak aku nk grad nih! Aku lom cukup credit hour nk graduate la.

WTF!!!
WTF!!!
WTF!!!

Dah la aku tgh bengang result lom kuar. Tambah plak bende ni. Lagi la sakit ati. Sakit ati sbb kene g Bendahari. Services sucks! There I said it. Bendahari UM terkenal di kalangan pelajarnya. Sebab bile student ade hutang, tak sampai seminggu dah kene warning. Takleh register subjek la, takleh amik slip exam la etc etc. Tapi kalo melibatkan duit pelajar (duit PTPTN/JPA etc, duit projek etc etc), nak dapat tu kene tunggu sampai 2 bulan!

Argh! Esok kene settle kan bende nih. Argh… Bengang tol. Camne la bleh tau aku ni cukup credit hour nk grad sedangkan result lom kuar. Haish~

*%$%#%^$^%*^&%!*&#^*&$&!#^*
Sori aku mmg tgh geram.

blank

2009-05-18T15:09:00.001+08:00

No mood for updating.

And I’m desperately need a job.

VERY DESPERATE

I need a job.

Please~

Tag

2009-05-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

1) Nyatakan siapakah yang telah mengetag anda
- Areev Aizat... haaa... aku da buat.. puas?

2) Letakkan gambar anda zaman kanak-kanak yang paling anda suka... Sebanyak yang anda suka, dan nyatakan umur anda di dalam foto itu
-aiseh... gambar kanak2 ke? malas la nk selongkar album kt umah... pastu nk scan lg.. ni adelah beberapa gambar... so aku snap gambar tu instead of scan.. *malas nk scan*

“aiyaa.. amoi.. lu bela anak cina aa?” apek jual ikan tanye kt makcik aku… time kecik2, makcik aku yg jage… kalo nk tgk pon muke aku takde la rupe cina mane (rasenye kot).. tp kalo g mane2 je esp PC Fair mesti promoter tu ckp chinese ngan aku.. dah byk kali dah..
-gambar ni diambil time aku baru je 3 bulan… sebab time tu nk buat passport... gambar ini di ‘curi’ dari passport tu time tgh mengemas nk pindah.. still ade dlm wallet aku smpai skang…

-gambar ni lak time aku setahun lebih… raya kt muar.. the reason aku suke gambar2 diatas adelah sebab aku tgk kulit aku yg puteh melepak compare ngan warna kulit skang.. huhu.. *oh aku harus mencerahkan balik kulit ni~ gunelah L’Oreal Men Expert… “Kerana dirimu begitu berharga”*

LOL

-time ni darjah 4 (kalo tak silap)… hari penyampaian sijil akademik dan mesyuarat agung PIBG… time skolah rendah aku adelah pelajar yg excellent… anak murid kesayangan cikgu yg mewakili sekolah dlm kebanyakan kuiz peringkat daerah (skolah rendah je la.. masuk skolah menengah hampeh)

-gambar ni time form5… few days before SPM kalo tak silap aku… eh.. time SPM kot.. aku tak igt…

Ade byk lg gambar2 time skolah rendah n skolah menengah.. tp aku rase malas nk pilih n scan… so ni je la yg dapek den bagi… kalo ade masa aku scan pastu bg korang tgk…

3) Senaraikan 5 kejadian menarik untuk dikongsikan sewaktu anda kecil (kemalangan, perkara memalukan dan sebagainya)

Masa umur aku 5 thn… aku penah terjatuh sampai dahi aku berdarah dgn banyaknye… the reason aku jatuh sebab memandai nk ikut gaya perenang time 1992 Olympic kat Barcelona… aku melompat2 kt tepi kerusi… pastu tak dpt nk balance tersembam atas simen… gaya tu sebijik cam org nk mula berenang.. ape lg… meraung la… nasib baik time tu makcik aku baru balik dr langkawi beli minyak gamat byk2.. the scar still can be seen up till today.. kalo harry potter ade lightning scar.. aku pon ade ‘swimming’ scar.. hahaha… tu time umur 5 tahun.. kemalangan disebabkan berenang…
Ni plak time aku darjah 5 (11 thn)… aku penah hampir lemas… kejadian berlaku di Langkawi… *Langkawi lagi*… time tu bercuti ngan family kt Pelangi Beach Resort… biase la.. kolam renang die kan ade gelongsor…. ape lg aku redah je naik gelongsor tu.. sekali kolam tu dalam daa… (time tu rasa dalam la sbb budak kecik yg pendek)… terkapai2 kt kolam tu… *terkapai-kapai ku kelemasan… lagu sudirman*… nasib baik ade brader tu tolong… huhu… sekali lagi kemalangan disebabkan berenang… ironik tak?
Aku penah terkantoi meniru/menipu dlm peperiksaan… haha.. btol la… time tu darjah 2… guru kelas Cikgu Yuhanis… waktunya adalah peperiksaan akhir tahun… ye la.. budak2 kan.. mane tau apape… so aku ngn kawan aku sorang lg tu swap la kertas jawapan… konon2 nk check jwpn masing2… (ade ke?) kawan aku tu pon (pompuan) layan skali nk tuka... sekali terkantoi ngan cikgu tu… haha.. ape lg… kt kertas jwpn tu cikgu tulis something… aku da lupe.. tp aku tak penah bg kertas tu kt parents.. haha.. takut kene marah… ni the most memorable la... tak tau la kwn aku tu igt lg ke tak... lame tak contact die.. skang kt UiTM amik law kalo tak silap...
There’s reasons why I hate maths… one of them berlaku time aku darjah 1… time tu nk beli nasi lemak kt gerai dpn umah… baby sitter aku tu bg la 3o sen.. (ye la.. dolu2 sebungkus nasi lemak tige posen je)… 3 duit syiling seposen… again disebabkan budak2.. tak tau apape (kire innocent la)… aku igt sebungkus tu seposen… so aku pelik tgk makcik tu bg aku sebungkus je sedangkan aku bg die 3 posen… tak puas ati aku melalak kt gerai makcik tu mintak die bg lagi 2 bungkus.. smpai along (anak baby sitter) datang amik aku… hahaha… boleh aku gado ngan makcik jual nasik lemak tu sebab aku igt aku yg betul… marah2 makcik tu sbb die bg sebungkus je… itu la salah satu sebab nape smpai skang aku tak suke maths… seriously bab kire2 ni fail sket… lagi2 kalo melibatkan duit… mmg takleh jd accountant… tp pelik coz aku amik physics… heh~
Aku penah 3 kali buat pompuan menangis… (exception kt adik2 aku sbb aku slalu je buat diorang menangis)… Sekali kt sorang junior skolah… 2 kali kt sorang kawan satu batch kt UM… haha… detail tanak cite… biarlah rahsia.. haha~

4) Apa nama panggilan anda sewaktu kecil
-Shamim, mim, amim…-

5) Tag 10 kawan blog anda... Pastikan mereka jawab
-haruskah? erm... takyah list la... senang cite aku tag sume org yg kt blog list sebelah.. haha.. especially kpd mereka yg hantu tag dan hantu blog... Syud, Saipul, Hafiz, Safa, Khumai, Ikhmal, Shida dan lain2

I can start now…

2009-04-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

Finally…

After 2 semester of hardship, I finished my final year project report (hardship la sgt). It’s just that thing (report) really bugged me till the end. Well, because it’s 8 credit hours so I have to do it perfectly. In the end… 85 pages each one in 2 simple binding and 1 hardcover which costs me around RM50.

The dateline for submit is tomorrow but I’ve made my mind to send it today. The truth is I’m too lazy to drive all the way to KL just to submit it (padahal Isnin sampai Rabu punyelah rajin ulang alik g UM). And the sooner I submit, the sooner I forget. No more reports!

So now I can concentrate to the study. My 1st paper is on Monday and I haven’t study at all. Well, then again thanks to the report that took all my precious time… (salah sendiri… nk salahkan report lak).

I have only 3 papers this semester and I hope I can score all the papers. Please help me God~

Monday 27/4 – SMES2204 Mechanics, 1130, Aras 2 Exam Hall

Wednesday 29/4 – SMES3203 Solid State Physics, 0830, Aras 1 Exam Hall

Saturday 2/5 – SMES3201 Nuclear Physics, 1130, Aras 2 Exam Hall

Please pray for me too… *angelic face*

HP and The Half-Blood Prince latest trailer

2009-04-17T23:13:00.001+08:00

“It’s over…”

“FIGHT BACK YOU COWARD! FIGHT BACK!”

This is the latest and final trailer of Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince officially released by the Warner Bros.

Courtesy : Mugglenet.com
*For downloading or other stuff please visit Mugglenet.com.*

Well… what can I say. It’s AMAZING. Can’t wait this 16th July (official release is 17th though). Their Inferi looks like Smeagol from Lord of The Rings.

Wait… 17th? Man~ I have to attend my cousin’s wedding reception at Perak. Arrgghhh…. I’m so frustrated! The same thing happen when Twilight movie released. That time I had to go to Langkawi. But this time… Perak? Gosh~

p.s: Hafiz… book tiket 15hb… tgk midnite movie… jom jom!!! takpon awal pagi 16/7… semangat nih…

Little Update

2009-04-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

Actually I have no mood to update. It’s been nearly a month. Seems that this month is the busiest month throughout my 3 years here.

Tutorials, tests, Physics Research Colloquium, final year project report… and most importantly final exam. It’s 2 weeks form now.

There’s many things that I wanted to say. Malam Anugerah Bestari, FESENI, choir, pop band and acoustics. Not to mention the bomb threat at Dewan Tunku Canselor (turns out that someone played a very stupid April Fool’s prank). I wanna post about that but other things come first. Besides I’m too lazy (yeah I know).

I have few pictures I want to share. But then again, the pictures are not with me. Maybe tomorrow I’ll transfer it from Saipul. I’ll post it later.

From now on, I can’t update this blog regularly. You know, this semester break I’m taking summer class. *pergh.. word ‘summer class’ tu takbleh blah… nak lawan bdak oversea gak… muahaha*.

Young

2009-03-22T15:07:00.001+08:00

Saye : Makcik, nasik lemak 4. 3 biase, 1 lauk daging.
Makcik : Ok.
*sambil bungkus nasik lemak*
Makcik : Sekolah mane?
Saye : Sekolah? Eh tak la.. saye da universiti
Makcik : Ye ke.. oo~ skang ni amik diploma?
Saye : Tak.. saye amik degree...
Makcik : Ooo.. makcik igt budak sekolah td.. nampak muda je..

Moral of the story?... Ntah.. aku tak dpt fikir.. tp yg penting ayat last makcik tu...

Time kaseh banyak2 makcik~ Pasni sy beli nasik lemak kt makcik lg...

Aku berada di awangan~ Weee~

p.s: smalam adalah Malam Anugerah Bestari... byk nk cite.. tp tak tau nk cite cmne... and for gambar aku akan upload/post bile da dpt sume gambar2 tersebut... sekian harap maklum

Punishment

2009-03-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

Aku skip 2 kelas hari ni.

Kelas Physics Nuclear (1530-1700)

Kelas Mechanics (1700-1830)

Sebab nk siapkan draf ni.

Tp mmg dah plan smalam.

(Jahat tak?)

Dan aku mendapat balasan dari Tuhan...

TAYAR KERETA AKU MELETOP!!!

Aku pegi langgar divider batu..

Tak perasan pon...

Abis kene tukar tayar tu sorang2...

Wuuu... penat tu.. bkan tayar kancil.. wira besau tu..

Tobat~

Pasni tanak ponteng kelas lg....

Nampaknye esok aku kene naik komuter la pegi kelas.

Kerete tu nk kene hantar workshop buat alignment etc.

Argh~ The worst nightmare!

Nak buat camne.. salah sendiri.. kan~

p.s: draf ni pon tak siap lg... aku rase cam nk jerit je...

Report

2009-03-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

Submit report draft to supervisor = 16th March 2009
Submit paperwork (hardcopy and softcopy) for Physics Colloquium = 20th March 2009
Physics Research Colloquium 2009 = 13th April - 14th April 2009
Submit final year project report = 17th April 2009

*berlari-lari pusing satu bilik sambil menjerit...*

*pastu ketuk kepala kt dinding*

Aaaa~ matilah aku~ analisis data pon lom abis lg ni...

Tagged : Personality

2009-03-07T13:43:00.001+08:00

Got tagged from my cousin in Facebook. But instead of Facebook I post it here.

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook (or others if you like)
4. Tag your friends ( I don't feel to tag people. Do it if you want to)

1. Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

2. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

3. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

4. The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

5. Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

6. The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

7. How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

8. What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

9. Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Ok, time for post-mortem. Haha~

No 1. Quite true. But the straightforwardness can be argue.
No 2. No comment. Seriously I don't know what type I'm looking for.
No 3. Well... maybe true maybe not. I've never been to. Haha.
No 4. I don't know. Maybe?
No 5. True. Education is important. More important than job itself.
No 6. Yep, true.
No 7. That is sooo true. Haha.
No 8. 100% agree. Yeah, I'm too much concern on how others see me.
No 9. Mmm... full energy and confidence? I don't know. But one thing for sure is my mood always change so quickly. "Mood swing" my friend called me.

All in all the thing said above are true. Hoho.

International Year of Astronomy 2009 (IYA 2009)

2009-03-06T23:30:00.001+08:00

The year 2009 marks the 4ooth anniversary of the first use of an astronomical telescope by Galileo Galilei and also the publication of Johannes Kepler 'Astronomia nova'. UNESCO has endorsed the IYA2009 and the United Nations alongside the International Astronomical Union (IAU) proclaimed the year 2009 as the International Year of Astronomy.

International Year of Astronomy (main)
International Year of Astronomy (Malaysia)

In conjunction of IYA2009, the Space Physics Laboratory University of Malaya will conduct a public observation on 8 March 2009 at UM Stellar Observatory. The main objective is to observe the opposition on Saturn that will occur during the whole night. For more information, click here. *Again I'm linking to my friend's blog since what I'm gonna say is more or less the same*

All are invited. The observation will be held from 7 pm till 12 midnight. Any enquiries feel free to contact me.

p.s: I know... last minute announcement... but waddaheck... blog aku.. aku nye suke la... haha~

Starlight Tears

2009-02-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

credit: sarangtones

This video is from Kkot Boda Namja (Boys Over Flowers).
It's Korean version of Japanese Hana Yori Dango (same meaning).
Or the best known Taiwanese Meteor Garden.

Haha~
All of sudden I felt like sharing this video.
Lyrics and translation are all in the link above.

*YET! Ko mmg kejam... ko buatkan aku teringatkan die... wuuu~ sume salah ko...*

p.s: since i cant retrive back my facebook account, i'm using this blog for multi purpose. damn facebook~ nak buat baru malas la... friendster da cam bengong je.. lg la mls nk on... so apape hal msg aku kt sini je la ek...

Disabled

2009-02-27T22:07:00.001+08:00

DAMN!!!

My Facebook got disabled!

"Your account was disabled because the name it was registered under was fake."

What the...

Arrgghh~

I'm sooooooooo frustrated!

Something wrong

2009-02-10T00:30:00.001+08:00

What is wrong with me?

I wanna move on.

But I viewed her page just now.

How?

I dunno. It's just happen.

Unconsciously.

One minute in my page and then voila.

It makes me reminisce.

Damn.

Then how I'm gonna move on if I still doing that?

Clearly there's something wrong with me.

*Sigh*

p.s: still viewing her page...

"stop that!!! BAKAYARO!"

"ok ok... i'm going to sleep now"

Another truth...

2009-01-27T01:26:00.001+08:00

How I'm gonna write.

Hurm...

Honestly and truthfully, I didn't realized that this blog being used by certain people to gain votes or as campaigning tool. It's makes me wonder why all of sudden, so many people viewing this blog especially that post. You know what I meant.

But still, I feel disappointed. (Disappointed is not the strong word. "Aku rasa sangat sangat terkilan"). There I said it. I just can't believe it.

Get the 1st hand story... the truth behind adib & ayuni from the ex-officio itself. Log on to -> lordbiohazard.blogspot.com. Sgt pntg! Sblm mengundi, bc & sebar luaskan.

God. I don't know what to say. Mad? I'm not capable of being mad anymore. Nor upset. Or others. I know that the post was going to be a huge mistake. I know something unpleasant will occurred. But that thing (being used) never crossed in my mind. I don't know it will become like that. If I know, I wouldn't post it. Seriously I'm speechless. Wordless. I hope that whoever started this will soon realized for their mistake. For me, you have invaded my privacy. I didn't ask you to popularize my blog. Did I get the royalty? Nope. What you have succeeded is making another misunderstanding (or so I think). Thank you very much.

God... I can't even read the message above. Makes me sick.

Once again I apologize to whom it may concerned. But I'm gonna say it (and I think I've said it in that post). All the things that I've wrote is on my perspective. It was not influenced by someone. And I'm not going to delete the post. I see no reason for me to delete it. What's done is done. You can't turn it back. Yeah... move on.

It's been a week since the election. But only just now I know the truth. Yeah... another truth behind.

p.s: And that's why I hate politics!!! Both sides are the same~

A statement...

2009-01-21T00:15:00.001+08:00

For this few days, this blog's been read several (if not several, hundreds) times by I don't know... dozens of persons. And suddenly it becomes well known!! I know.. some of the post are too emotional... Yeah I also think that too. But then, that's the use of blog. To express your feelings rite? So I admit, I was too emotional. I was very frustrated and disappointed. The election thing. The ADIB thing. (Mostly because of ADIB. The two events were not at the right time). I felt the same during my time I was in charge. I try to help them to make it better than before. But always being halted. Deep in my heart I regret. Regret because I was there to witness all of it. I really hope that I don't have to be there. Seriously. Because I know something will make me mad/furious and it will ended in this blog. And probably hurting someone's feeling. I know someone's hurt. And I know someone will use this issue over and over again. As a tool or as a point in criticizing. Maybe to tell people that I am really, really, extremely bad. Yeah I am. So what? Nobody's perfect. And if I'm that bad, I will not care about other's feeling or have guts to apologize. But I can't help other than feeling guilty and I apologize for any of my mistakes. That's it. But I don't think this will stop here and end nicely like this. Just see...

*Lantak korang la nk ckp ape. As if you have such a great effect on me. I'm not messing with your life so don't mess with my life. Geddit?*

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 2)

2009-01-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

The full and official result of the Campus Election can be viewed in Malaysiakini.com, Mahasiswakini.com and ProMahasiswaUM. Only 3 of these web/blog updated the news. And the official blog of PenggerakMahasiswa still haven't updated yet. Dunno why. Maybe still shock by the result. Hehe.

*Seriously aku sgt penat dan mengantuk... sbb tu malas nk tulis byk2*

The candidate U18 wins the election by 5000 votes. Congratulation! Akhirnya kebenaran itu terserlah.

This leave to the question. Siapakah yang akan mengepalai kabinet untuk satu sesi ini? Siapakah yang bakal mengisi jawatan-jawatan kosong dalam Majlis? All we can do is just wait and see...

For the post-electoral analysis, you can viewed here. *once again.. aku takde mood skang ni.. tutorial blom siap lg...(aku link ko nye blog je la ek shida.. lebih kurang same je nk ckp)*

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 1)

2009-01-20T08:25:00.001+08:00

This is the official result of the Campus Election.

Based on trusted source (sumber yg dipercayai.. takbleh blah), Pro-Mahasiswa wins 8 from 9 public seats or Representative Council (MPMUM) seats. This means that Pro-Mahasiswa wins the Campus Election and retook back from Penggerak Mahasiswa or Aspirasi after 5 years being denied.

Anyhow I would like to congratulate all the winning candidates. Hope that the newly-elected 'Yang Berhormat' will bring a new hope and change to all students in University of Malaya.

STUDENT POWER!

Thank you.

*For the Faculty seats result, I'll try to update as soon as possible. And also the fate of candidate U18. Until now I haven't heard any of the news.*

Another conspiracy?

2009-01-19T10:47:00.001+08:00

Just received message from one of my friend.

*TKINI-HEP TKR NO. CALON UMUM LAST MINUTE*

It says that the Student Affairs and Alumni (HEP) changed the number for all candidates running for public seats.

What? Another conspiracy? Are they that really desperate? They thought by changing the number, the students will vote the wrong person. Thus ensure the victory of their selected candidates. 4 years since I've been in UM (3yrs undergrad + 1yr PASUM), this is the 1st time I've heard that last minutes changing. Truly this is the worst Campus Election in history.

So due to the change, the number for candidates U17 changed to U18!

UNDILAH CALON UMUM U18!

Sesungguhnya kebenaran itu untuk orang2 yang sabar. Vote for hope. Vote for change. Insha-Allah the truth will be revealed.

Peace~

The truth behind...

2009-01-19T00:06:00.003+08:00

OK. Let me tell you what had happened to ADIB. Korang tau la... projek yang mendapat liputan meluas. Tanyalah sesiapa pun. Almost all UM students know about ADIB. But I tell you beforehand that whatever I write in this is not influenced by anyone or any side during this Campus Election process. All this is on my perspective. My point of view.

ADIB adalah projek kesinambungan daripada Pertandingan Forum IPT 2008.

Let's just skip the crap and go to the D-Day. Tarikh keramatnya adalah pada 16 dan 17 Januari.

Tapi sebelum projek ini berjaya dilaksanakan, banyak halangan yang terpaksa dilalui oleh semua Ahli Jawatankuasanya. Halangan terbesar datangnya daripada Penyelia Penasihat projek ini sendiri. I don't know what's his problem to the committee members. But just like I said, for him all we did is wrong and all the thing he said is always right. And he makes the committee members do exactly what he said. Dan seingat aku tugas Penyelia Penasihat adalah untuk menasihatkan Majlis Tertinggi agar projek ini berjalan dengan lancar. But what happen is the completely opposite. He made all the members to do exactly what he said. For him, his word is divine. If you don't follow you will regret. (maybe the word divide is not suitable but this is what I feel). He force the committee to accept his plans. The same as what he did to me on Forum.

On the Thursday, one day before the day, the committee faced a lot of trouble. Dengan hadiahnya yang belum ditempah. Semuanya gara-gara penyelia penasihat tersebut. Sedangkan sebelum ini pengarahnya ada memberitahu penasihat tersebut rancangan jawatankuasa untuk menempah hadiah di satu tempat. Tapi seluruh jawatankuasa dimarahi kerana bertentangan dengan rancangan penasihat tersebut iaitu untuk menempah hadiah dengan seorang kenalannya. (I think he has share holder in the company.. hehe)

And so, the committee were forced to follow his plan.

On Friday, all things went well. Despite of order from the Penasihat to make the Majlis Makan Malam ended early, all things were smooth. Pengarah terpaksa memujuk penasihat tersebut agar majlis itu dapat dihabiskan pada 9.30 malam. Alasan penasihat untuk menyegerakan majlis makan malam adalah untuk memberi laluan kepada perjumpaan dengan pelajar junior untuk menerangkan apa yang berlaku semasa proses kempen untuk Pilihanraya Kampus (PRK). Lalu penasihat tersebut terpaksa beralah dan perjumpaan dengan pelajar junior ditukar ke Balai Islam.

Hari Sabtu merupakan hari pertandingan. They began a little bit late but all things run smoothly. Dan kemudian penasihat projek tiba dan memanggil pengarah, floor manager dan stage manager untuk berbincang mengenai protokol untuk majlis penutup. I was not in the discussion group. But what I know later is that the penasihat ask the committee to end the Majlis Perasmian Penutup at 10 pm. The reason? I don't know until late afternoon. Rupanya untuk memberi laluan kepada calon-calon dari Penggerak Mahasiswa (Aspirasi) untuk berkempen dan membentangkan manifesto mereka. For me it's ok as long as they will not disturb us.

Pada sebelah malamnya adalah Majlis Makan Malam dan Majlis Perasmian Penutup. Dan pada malam inilah segalanya berlaku.

Insiden dimulakan dengan kehadiran seorang calon dari Pro-Mahasiswa hanya beberapa minit sebelum majlis bermula. The candidate, Syaukat Salim running for the Faculty of Science seat suddenly storm Dewan Santapan. Kesemua ahli jawatankuasa terkejut. Begitu juga aku yang berada di meja yang menempatkan peserta UM. Calon tersebut dengan tiba-tiba terus pergi ke setiap meja yang menempatkan peserta dari universiti berlainan dan memberikan kertas manifestonya kepada peserta tersebut.

*And the story begins*

Sha (Sharifah Pengerusi JKP Seni 4th) yang dok semeja ngan aku tanye la die nape wat camtu. Die tak tau ke yg sume yg ade kt dlm dewan tu bkan pelajar UM. Lgpon calon tu tetibe je masuk majlis orang. Tak hormat langsung. And then Ashraf the 3rd (ade 3 Ahsraf kt 4th... sorang final year, sorang 2nd year and this one junior 1st year) panggil die, ckp la calon tu takleh buat camtu time majlis rasmi. Dah la nk mule. Sume AJK tergamam. Tak tau nk buat ape. Syakila (S/U JTK 4th) pon ade bgtau calon tu gak. Pastu ape lagi, mengamuk la calon tu. Ckp die kene tipu. Sebab dlm surat pengesahan utk berkempen kt 4th die mintak kol 9-10. Pastu admin 4th ubah kol 8.30-9.30 (kalo tak silap). Calon tu dtg la kol 8.30. Tgk-tgk yang ade kt dewan AJK ngan peserta unversiti lain je. Pastu aku tanye Sha sape yg bg kebenaran die nk kempen time ni. Pastu Sha ckp org biase la. Baru aku paham. Penyelia penasihat projek merangkap pemangku pengetua 4th yg bg kebenaran.

Aku mmg sangat marah. Bkan fully marah kt calon tu. Tp marah sape yg bg kebenaran kt calon tu utk dtg kempen time tu. Die (org yg bg kebenaran tu) tau yg time tu ade majlis rasmi. Tapi sebab calon tu dr Pro-Mahasiswa die bg gak kebenaran. Siap pinda waktu berkempen lg. Die igt die bleh malukan calon tu and Pro-Mahasiswa umumnya yg Pro-M ni tak profesional. Die nk malukan Pro-M dpn wakil universiti lain and cam bg mesej yg Pro-M ni jahat. Keji sungguh cara die nk kenekan orang lain.

Yang si calon tu pon satu. Dah tau kt dlm dewan tu ramai bkan student UM nk pegi gak kempen. Ape kes? Kalo nk kempen pon pegi la kempen kt AJK. Peserta lain tu bkannye bleh mengundi pon. Tak penah aku tgk Barack Obama pegi kempen kt pelancong yg dtg ke America. Tak professional langsung. Pastu marah2 Ashraf the 3rd ngan Syakila sebab halang die berkempen. Ktorang tak halang. Yang kitorang halang die kempen kt orang yg tak sepatutnya. Pastu nk marah2 ini demokrasi la. Ktorang ni penghalang demokrasi la. Biadap sungguh! Bende tu sangat memalukan.

Aku kesian kt die (calon tu). Ktorang mmg kesian kt die. Dikenakan camtu skali. Tp die takkan takbleh paham. Yg AJK projek sendiri tak tau apape. Tau2 die dtg utk kempen. Die kene naya. AJK pon kene naya. And then die igt majlis tu halang die nk kempen. Ish. Dah mengamuk tu pastu die dtg kt meja ktorang (peserta UM) and tetiba je tuduh "Korang jentera Penggerak nk halang aku".

Ape lagi. Menyirap darah aku. Sume org kt meja tu marah la. And then Syakila terpaksa panggil abg Ijan and call Ayuni suruh tenangkan si Syaukat ni. And then pastu die dah tenang die blah kot. But seriously aku tak paham calon camtu. Perjuangkan perubahan, perjuangkan mahasiswa. Tp takde etika profesionalisme langsung. Tengah hari tu Fika ade kempen kt aku suruh undi die (Syaukat) sbb Fika bdak Geo and die pon bdak Geo. Aku ckp ok la. Tp lpas kejadian tu mmg di tak layak langsung nk dpt undi aku. Biadap. Kurang ajar. Tak hormat orang lain. Camni ke nk jadi pemimpin?

Betul la kate orang "When facing the hard time, people will show their true colors". And itulah true colors of Syaukat. Maybe if he behave correctly die akan dpt respect sume orang kot. Tp sebaliknya berlaku. Tak tau la sape bace blog ni ckp aku reka2 cite and ckp die baik takkan buat camtu etc. Tp bagi aku tak. He doesn't deserve my respect and my vote. Period!

Abis cite tu. Masuk cite baru.

Time tu perasmi blom smpai. And Ayuni pon dtg. Ayuni dtg sebab die peserta ADIB mewakili UM. (Shahrizul Ayuni Zulkiply; calon umum bertanding atas tiket Pro-Mahasiswa. Die la yg femes satu Malaya pasal cite rasuah and report polis tu). Ktorang satu meja risau gak sebab yg akan datang tu TNC HEP. Tp die ckp takpe. Ok la.

Pastu tibalah masa yang dinantikan. Ucapan perasmian. Yg perasmi tu naik la atas pentas utk berucap. Mukaddimah ok tp pendek. Masuk la part isi. Part isinya hanya berkisar kepada apa yang berlaku sepanjang tempoh kempen PRK UM. Selama lebih kurang 30 minit ucapan berbaur politik yang takde kene mengena langsung dgn projek yg berjalan. Siap menyerang secara peribadi lagi. Dpn2 wakil universiti lain pegi sebut nama Ayuni yang kononnya buat report polis terhadap die. Kalo tak sebut nama takpe la gak. Ni dok sebut nama pastu pegi tanya "Saudari Ayuni ade tak kat sini?". Ceh. Dah tau ade saje je nk malukan org tu. Siap pegi ckp pasal parents Ayuni la. Sebut bab agama la. Kubur jd berat kalo fitnah org. Pastu yg paling takbleh blah pegi ckp "Buat dosa ngan Allah boleh. Buat dosa ngan manusia tak boleh".

WHATTHEFAK!!!

Die nk ckp buat dosa ngan Allah, Allah boleh maafkan dgn taubat. Tp buat dosa ngan manusia takleh sebab bkan sume manusia bleh memaafkan. Aku paham point die (perasmi) tapi bkan camtu skali nk ckp. Berpada-pada la. Ni satu jenis org gak yang aku tak paham. Die bkan berucap dpn student UM. Kalo audience tu semuanya student UM, takpe la gak nk sebut name org yg kononnya fitnah die. Walaupon itu dikira serangan peribadi. Tapi audience malam tu adalah bukan pelajar UM. Kenapa perlu sebut nama Ayuni. Pastu ckp pasal parents die. Syakila dah hentak meja dah. Nasib baik perlahan. Kalo tak... Ashraf the 3rd dah bising pasal dosa tu. Yg lain semeja termasuk aku tak senang duduk dah. Ye la... org ckp buruk pasal kawan. Sape tak marah?

Tp tgk Ayuni cool je. Ish. Kalo aku la yg kene camtu... Tak tau la. Huru hara kot. Tgk Ayuni diam je. Sekali-sekala senyum. Rase kesian sgt. Org secara terang2 attack die. Ckp pasal parents lg. Dlm ati die sape la yg tau... Tapi mmg ucapan tu tak masuk akal. Ucapan untuk berkempen. Sorang lg cam Syaukat. Kempen tak kene org.

Tapi aku tak salahkan sesiapa. Perasmi ataupon calon. Jauh sekali Ayuni. Kenal die since 1st year. W/pon tak rapat tp tau cara die camne. Die bkan cam org yg aku benci tu. Die takkan sekali2 fitnah org. Byk cerita negative pasal die. Semua dari kem Gerak. Tp yg ktorang kawan2 die tau; die tak bersalah. Ada org ketiga yg nk pecah belahkan semua ni. Same gak pasal isu kepala babi dlm surau API. Aku caye bkan Gerak yg buat. Bkan Pro-M yg buat. Ade pihak lain yg nk jatuhkan org2 tertentu dan menggunakan nama Ayuni. Lantak korang la nk caye yg mana. Yg penting die tak bersalah. Semua bdak 4th tau. Dari junior 1st year smpailah senior final year. Tu la yg membuatkan "Pemangku Pengetua" tu takut. Sebab pengaruh die makin terhakis di 4th.

Dan satu lg, aku bukan Pro-M dan jauh skali Gerak. Aku hanya menyokong calon sahaja. Bukan parti. Kalau pasni ade yang tak puas ati, sila bg komen. Kalo ade yg tak betul nnt aku betulkan. Nk bukti yg die tak bersalah? Aku bkan Sherlock Holmes nk carik bukti ni. Tanya tuan punye badan sendiri. Jangan buat fitnah pasal die. Dlm report polis tu pon bkannye ade name TNC. Die tak report pasal TNC. Die report pasal surat tu. Paham sket keadaan. Ade org putar belit ckp die report pasal TNC bg rasuah. Nonsense! Clearly ade org nak laga2 kan.

Dan perasaan benci aku kat org tu takkan padam. Bg aku die la punca semuanya pasal projek ni dpt publisiti meluas. Camne AJK dimalukan dpn universiti lain. Die tak kesah asalkan matlamat die tercapai. Lpas abis program bleh panggil sume AJK masuk bilik VIP. Pastu nk amik ati ckp TNC tak bersalah. *Mmg la tak bersalah. Ko yang mengapi-apikan.* Pastu pandai2 je ckp kt AJK ape yg TNC bg ucapan tu ade kene mengena ngan tema projek. Adus... sampai begitu terdesak sekali.

Voting process will begin in few hours. For me I will vote at Dewan Tunku Canselor. And I hope UM students make right choice. Once again; vote the good candidates. Not the party they represent.

Hate

2009-01-18T01:53:00.010+08:00

Boleh tak korang membenci seseorang dengan sebenci-bencinya?
Perasaan benci tu macam perasaan sayang. Sayang seseorang sesayang-sayangnya. Tapi dalam kes ni korang sangat benci.
Atau lebih teruk korang benci seseorang macam korang benci syaitan/iblis.
Boleh tak camtu?

Itulah yang aku rase sekarang. Dalam hati aku yang ade hanyalah perasaan benci. Before this takde. Dulu perasaan tu hanye tak suka. Aku harap perasaan tak suka tu akan hilang. Dan dalam hati aku aku harap dapat maafkan die walaupun die buat jahat kat aku. Tapi die tak penah berubah. Malah die secara terang-terangan provoke. Pade die apa yang kita buat semuanya salah. Apa yang die cakap semuanya betul. Kalau die tak suke orang tu senang-senang je cantas. Pastu nak buruk-burukkan orang tu. Kesalahannya hanyalah menegakkan kebenaran. Kalau orang bangun menentang die habis kene gam/cantas sampai ke akar.

So perasaan benci tu timbul. Dan rasenye aku tak dapat maafkan perbuatan die dunia akhirat. Tak pernah aku jumpe orang yang sekeji macam tu. Orang yang sanggup menggadaikan dan menggunakan orang lain semata-mata untuk kepentingan sendiri. Orang yang sanggup memalukan orang lain untuk mencapai matlamat. Aku tak sangka die boleh buat camtu kat ADIB. Aku tak sangka gak die boleh malukan AJK ADIB depan wakil-wakil universiti seluruh Malaysia. Ape punye orang camni? Dah la ADIB tu projek die. Walaupun hanya sekadar projek anak tiri, tak semegah projek kesayangan PROSPEK. Tapi still tu projek under die. Die yang jadi penyelia penasihat. Tak ke memalukan diri sendiri camtu? *ADIB (Arena Diskusi Bestari 2009)*

Dengan perasminya yang berucap tak kene tempat. Bagaikan membuka pekung di dada. Depan-depan wakil universiti lain memalukan Universiti Malaya. Dah tu, perasmi tu ingat wakil-wakil universiti ni tau secara detail ape yang berlaku time kempen Pilihanraya Kampus (PRK) Universiti Malaya. Aku sendiri sebagai warga UM malu. Cerita yang tak baik pasal diri sendiri. Kalau ye pon nak cakap orang lain tu tak betul jangan la sampai buka pekung di dada sendiri. Malu la wei~

Ish. Aku sangat tak boleh terima la ape yang terjadi. Kesian sangat kat AJK ADIB. Memang die melampau. Gunakan ADIB sebagai platform kempen. Ish... Memalukan.

And for the 1st time I'm using almost 100% Malay. Bukan ape. Marah sangat sampai buat ayat pon macam buat karangan. Nak lepaskan semua. Geram sangat.

Kepada rakan-rakan dari universiti lain, kalau nak tau ape yang terjadi tengoklah kat Malaysiakini.com atau Mahasiswakini.com (sehingga blog ini ditulis, berita pasal ADIB telahpun disiarkan dalam mahasiswakini.com... hanya dalam beberapa jam sahaja). Nak cari kat akhbar perdana takde. Sebab kes-kes yang berlaku terlalu sensitif kepada keamanan Malaysia sehinggakan akhbar tak 'publish'(maybe wartawan rasa berita ni too sensitif so sebab tu diorang tak publish) berita tersebut daripada tersebar. Taknak komen apa-apa tapi kalau berita ni tersebar dalam arus perdana, rasanya Malaysia akan huru-hara. Tapi sebagai mahasiswa dan orang Islam akan rasa marah dan terkilan.

Seriously aku kecewa dengan ape yang berlaku. Memang nak ceritakan ape yang berlaku malam tadi dan ape yang berlaku time kempen Pilihanraya Kampus UM. Tapi rase geram sangat sampai dah tak tau nak mulakan. Benci sangat kat die sampai nak tengok muka pon dah tak boleh. Even nak sebut nama. Tak boleh la. Post lain la aku ceritakan. Tidur dulu dan kuatkan semangat!

So kepada warga Universiti Malaya yang akan mengundi dalam PRK hari Isnin ni (esok la technically), satu nasihat kat korang;

Undilah calon yang korang rasa berkebolehan dan dipercayai. Bukan undi untuk parti/pihak yang bertanding.

UNDILAH CALON UMUM U17!

Sekian, terima kasih~

P.S: Tak sangka aku berkempen weh!! Pelik sebab b4 this tak penah amik kesah pon. Tahun ni semangat plak...

Election

2009-01-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

Salam. Shamim pe kbr? Nk tny tau x nk lukis @ design pamplet? Tq. -Imran-

Salam. Baik. Tau la sket2 tp mostly gne publisher je. -Me-

Ok leh join x jentera pusat? -Imran-

*Ah sudah~*

In the middle of fierce campaign for the P36 Kuala Terengganu by-election, I received a message from Abg Imran (he's working at Deputy Vice Chancellor (Student Affairs & Alumni) office, I don't know his position but surely close to Asc. Prof. Azarae) asking me to join the campaign committee for the campus-election. Gosh. I totally forgot about the election. It's supposed to held last semester but some things happen and postponed to this semester.

Man, just when I'm about to feel the sweet taste of independence (yeah.. being free from college thing) this thing comes. Unexpected.

And seriously I don't know what to answer. I mean, when it comes to the campus politics I don't take much for granted. I just know who win, which side and so on. But to stand on one side is somewhat... I don't know... not me. It seems like it doesn't effect me at all. Different from world politics or Malaysian politics which I followed it thoroughly. Campus politics is so not for me. Huhu.

Or maybe I just help him. Just help. Yeah. That's much safer. Rite?

Oh by the way:

DOWN TO ZIONISM

STOP ISRAELI TERRORISM

SUPPORT THE PALESTINIAN

BOYCOTT US GOODS

See... told you I'm following the world issues and politics~

Tagged

2008-12-31T00:45:00.001+08:00

Kne tag.. malas nk buat.. tp layan je la~

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Tagged by : Areev

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
=> hoho.. henset saye berjename sony ericsson w380i... jenis flip sebab sy gile jepon~ haha

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
=> hmm... wang sendiri means wang hasil titik peluh ek? hurm.. ntah la.. lame dah tak keje nih.. duit sponsor ade la..

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
=> saye nk kawen kt angkasa.. bleh? ok bg choice... KL Convention Center? Palace of The Golden Horses? alahh.. susah2 kt songkhla(selatan Thai) je... hohoho~

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
=> mekasih je la... skang bkan in relationship... single, mingle and available... kui kui kui

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
=> erm.. rasenye ye.. eh tak tak tak~

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
=> Impian Maju Bistro... name je bistro.. mapley jerk..

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
=> Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer... nk beli baru tp takde duit... wuuu

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
=> Muhammad Shamim bin Shukor... 'H' bkan 'Y'!!! pantang btol ble org eje name salah~

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
=> mak.. alahai anak mak~

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
=> kalo aizat(areev) nk jumpe aya ueto.. saye lak nk jumpe Kuroki Meisa...

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
=> adeh... paling rapat? jap jap recall balik...
a) Sheikh Mohd Zaki (kwn skolah rendah.. lost contact smpai skang... tp dgr nk fly g German)
b) Afiq (kwn skolah rendah gak.. smpai la menengah... kt skolah jd Mirwana.. tp skang jd artis wei.. group NICE~)
c) Syarifuddin (membe rapat time skolah.. skang kt india nk jd dokter)
d) Izzaldeen (membe skolah gak..)
e) Rushdan (kwn time pasum.. rummate time 1st n 2nd year..)
f) Hazeeq (kwn skolah gak.. pemantun, pendebat, penyair, penyajak.. apape die la)
g) Faris (kwn a.k.a jiran aku.. study kt uitm.. slalu kne bahan ngan aku jek)
h) hmm.. rase ni je la yg paling rapat.. yg lain tu bkan tak rapat... just it's hard to define "rapat".. huhu.. but still kawan.. kan~

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
=> owh tidak... kt umah mak saye yg tolong cuci.. ehehe

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
=> McD!! sbb byk choice foods... hahaha

14. pelukan atau ciuman?
=> it's up to you.. wahaha

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
=> Aizat(Areev) :
a) college mate... sem lpas la..
b) slalu 'date' ngn die time dinner...*takde org lain ke wei... asik makan ngn ko jek*
c) ade peminat tp tanak mengaku... *kan? kan?*
d) sumber jepun saye... dari buku sampai la drama...
e) last but not least... ade kelisa.. *wei.. ble nk bwk aku jenjalan ngan kelisa ko?... jeles wei*

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
1) music
2) Internet
3) J-Drama, K-Drama, Hollywood series
4) Liverpool FC..
5) Game... Strategy games
6) Handphone
7) Foods... bak kate aizat "ati senang ka, susah ka, makan itu penting juga"
8) last... ape ek.. heh.. berangan.. kah kah kah

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
1) sudeh
2) gile ape
3) hmmmm...
4) pergh...
5) agak ar..
6) wei
7) oh yeah?
8) watever

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
=> 8?? jap jap..
1) Abundance of Katherine - John Green
2) The Art of War - Sun Tzu
3) The Adventure of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
lain tak igt... by the way, buku di atas and buku2 lain sume dibaca hanya di Borders (The Gardens Mid) dan Kinokuniya (KLCC).. da ckp td kan takde duit.. so bace kt bookstore sudeh..

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
1) Seven Collar T-Shirt - Faith (support m'sian band!!)
2) Jonas Brothers - Love Bug (direkemen oleh adek aku.. sbb dorang gile jonas brothers.. aku layan jek)
3) Jesse McCartney - It's Over (lagu break cousin aku.. tak caye lak die leh dgr lagu jesse.. hoho)
4) Coldplay - Viva La Vida
5) Grover Washington Jr & Bill Withers - Just The Two of Us (lagu soul 70an kot.. will smith nyanyi balik)
6) Sarasate - Carmen Fantasy (orchestra version)
7) Tchaikovsky - Violin Concerto
8) Rachmaninov - Piano Concerto No 2

20. Mari men’tag’ 8 orang lain.
1) Syud (aku tau ko ske tag2 nih kan)
2) Mimi
3) Nadia
4) Zaff
5) Izzaldeen
6) Acap
7) Hafiz
8) Nisa

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New semester just began. For this first 2 days, it's nothing much. Hope the will be no classes. Waa.. I'm not ready yet. Still in the holiday mood.

New Year

2008-12-28T23:22:00.001+08:00

*ehem*

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru. Awal Muharram 1430 Hijrah.
Saya juga ingin mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru 2009 Masihi.
Semoga tahun baru ini membuka lembaran baru serta memberikan seribu satu makna.
Dan semoga azam tahun lepas telah tercapai.
Sekian.
Wassalam.

P.S: Still takde mood nk update.. And plus this year takde new year resolution. Hijrah or Masihi. Sbb ape yg aku azamkan tiap2 tahun mesti tak dapat/jadi. Knape? Why? Doushite? Timkai? Porque? Aaarrgghh...

Hi-Tea

2008-12-22T16:46:00.001+08:00

Ring ring (Ringtone drama Seigi no Mikata - Yoko Twisted)

Me : Hello?
Junaidi : Hello. Assalamualaikum. Shamim ek. Ni Junaidi nih. Nak bgtau Hi-Tea utk PM postponed ke 4 Januari, hari Ahad.
Me : Oh? Ok.
Junaidi : Ok. Assalamualaikum.
Me : Waalaikumsalam

Huh? Hi-Tea? PM?

This morning I received a call from 4th RC president saying that our long awaited hi-tea for Pembantu Mahasiswa will be held on 4th January.

Oh man...

I don't know whether I want to go or not. Feels awkward. Now that I'm not a resident of 4th RC anymore, it's kinda hard for me to make a decision.

But it's on 4th January. Long way to go.

But hi-tea at Menara KL (KL Tower). Woah. That's one thing you can hardly refuse.

Now there's a lot thing in my mind. Gosh. New semester just next week. And I'm not prepared yet.

So... should I go? Hmm~

P.S : Currently I'm not in the mood for updating this blog. Lots of things to do. Plus exam result. Haih~ Teruk gile. And I still can't believe I got low grade on my Chemistry paper. And I'm taking few credit hours next semester, so I need a job. Tp ade ke keje time economic recession nih? *sigh*

Fairy Tales

2008-12-04T18:33:00.001+08:00

Just finished new book. The Tales of Beedle The Bard. Thanks to Hafiz. Hoho. Die beli buku tu tp aku yg bace n abiskan dulu. :p

*the book isn't the same as the picture above*

Ish... kalo la buku tu camtu... tade nye aku nk simpan. Creepy.

Actually the book is small. Bak kate Hafiz, "Ala... cam buku KOMSAS je". Hoho. KOMSAS (Komponen Kesusasteraan) used by all secondary students in school throughout Malaysia.

The book consists of 5 short stories about the legends and fairy tales in the wizarding world. What's more interesting in this book is in every stories, J K Rowling added on "Dumbledore's note". It's basically a comment from Professor Dumbledore on each of the stories regarding the moral values and the 'originality' of the stories.

Any review korang carik sendiri. Aku malas nk me'review' nih. I'm not critics. Haha. But the book is good. Recommended to everyone.

p.s: Aku skang kt Starbucks/Borders The Gardens, Mid Valley. Nak balik skang malas coz org ramai kt komuter. Nnt jd cam ikan sardin. So aku nk sambung Midnight Sun. Tatau ek... the latest book by Stephenie Meyer after Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

p.p.s: Oh lupe nk bgtau. The Twilight series was sold out in every bookstores here in Mid Valley. Hafiz nk beli Eclipse tp sume kedai (Borders n MPH) ckp sold out! Demam Twilight sudah melanda Malaysia. Serius seh... b4 movie Twilight tu aku tgk buku2 Stephenie Meyer belambak kt sini. Cam tade org nk beli. Hari ni aku carik langsung takde. Hoho~

Realized

2008-12-02T11:53:00.001+08:00

Last paper : Nov 15, 2008

Current date : Dec 2, 2008

The interval period : 2 weeks more or less

Gosh. Dah 2 minggu dah aku bercuti sakan. Baru aku teringat projek final year aku dah 2 minggu terbengkalai.

*takpe.. baru 2 minggu... paling lame terbengkalai ari tu time bln puasa... sebulan.. hoho... lpas raye dtg lab balik kene marah ngan Joko sbb time bulan puasa dok 'cuti' tak belajar apape... pastu kelam kabut sbb Prof nk buat presentation progress projek... tu cite lame*

Camne nih... Box flat field untuk telescope 14" tak buat lg nih... dah la plan/design + calculation sume kt Shaiful... jenuh la aku nk buat balik... Data yg amik kt Langkawi bln 8 dulu pon tak di'analisis' lg.. Haih~

So, pasni kene study byk bende.

Astrophotography (Self-guide, un-guide, resistance)
Image processing
Analyzing data technique
Adaptive optics

Wargh.. Banyaknye~

Still frustrated~

2008-12-01T21:15:00.001+08:00

Taip : TBEJ1331 *Bahasa Jepun Peringkat I*

ok... try subjek lain lak...

Taip : TBEK1331 *Bahasa Korea Peringkat I*

takpe2... ade lg satu..

Taip : TBEH1331 *Bahasa Sepanyol Peringkat I*

wadefak!!!

ape nih!!!??? takkan sume final year/3rd year student nk amik bahasa kot...

takpe2... try french~

Taip : TBEP1331 *Bahasa Perancis Peringkat I*

erk... french? abis la berbelit2 lidah aku menyebutnye~

TIDAKK!!!~

Aku takkan menyerah kalah.. tidak same sekali!!! Aku mesti gak amik klas jepun!!! Aku akan cube sedaya upaya!! Oh Tuhan.. berilah pertolongan kepada hamba-Mu ini...

Last option : Rayuan rasmi kt SKET (Seksyen Ko-kurikulum, Elektif luar fakulti dan TITAS)

p.s: orchestra pon ade ditawarkan... hmm~

gile hape... TANAK!!!

Frustrated

2008-12-01T14:38:00.001+08:00

Skang nih aku tgh geram. Sebab aku nk amik kelas Jepun tp da full. Aku tak tau nape. Tp mmg bengang. Penat seyh. Balik dr Langkawi smpai umah kol 4 pagi. Pastu aku tak tido sbb nk daftar awal. Online registration kt UM nih bukak kol 9 pagi. So tunggu la smpai kol 9. Tepat je kol semilan trus aku register. Awal2 tu. 1st subjek yg register. Tp cam celake... ade ke ckp da full. Mane tak bengang.

Aku tak tau nape. Tp based on experience budak2 yg da amik... diorang ckp mmg ikut luck. Subjek tu mmg susah nk register. Tp takpe.. aku tunggu smpai bukak sem. Time tu nk g register manual. In case tak dpt gak... haih~ terpaksa la pk subjek ape nk amik.

Actually subjek nih is part of subjek wajib universiti. Kne amik at least 2 credit hours. Kursus Elektif Luar Fakulti... So, luar fac science aku nk amik fac language n linguistics la. Ade byk subjek ditawarkan tp sumenye cam tak minat je. Budak2 nih da suro aku amik Arab. Ish... teringat skolah la kalo aku amik arab. Ade gak terpikir nk amik kt Akademi Pengajian Islam. Amik asas kekeluargaan Islam.. takpon asas hukum Islam... Hoho~

Ade lg... kalo nk amik kt fac arts n science social byk choices. Tp aku tak minat. Mostly blaja sejarah. Tu yg malas tu.

Aaaa~ Camne nih. Malas la nk tunggu sem lg satu nk amik. Tu pon bkannye confirm dpt subjek nih. Kalo la tak dpt... aku rase amik French la. Sebab rasenye Spanish ngan Koreans da full. Waaa~

Tapi aku tak kire gak. Mesti amik kelas Jepun. Dah blaja da sket time sem lps.

がんばります！！

And So The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb~

2008-11-26T04:24:00.002+08:00

I know. I had used this title nearly 3 years ago. Here. But that's not my point.

Actually I'm gonna say;

I HAVE WATCHED TWILIGHT!!!

Again. I'm so proud of myself. Haha. Don't ask don't tell. In that post I said "I FINISHED NEW MOON IN JUST 2 DAYS!". But now I'm gonna say "I WATCHED TWILIGHT 2 DAYS BEFORE MOST MALAYSIAN DO!".

Haha

It's a long story. Actually I planned to watch it with my friends. Wednesday midnite. The movie releases in Malaysia on Nov 27. But some things come. And like people say "family comes first". So I had to cancel the plan and heck I don't wanna left behind. And I figured it myself.

Don't ask, don't tell.

The movie was awesome. At first I'm afraid it will be just like Harry Potter. You know, they change the plot and so the movie wasn't the same as the book. But Twilight follows almost exactly as the book. I'm so glad.

I can't give stars. It's beyond 5 stars! Trust me. Despite the critics from professionals, the movie was great. Can't wait for the sequel. New Moon~

Man, I want a house exactly like the Cullen's. Well, not in the middle of jungle. It's creepy. I just want that kind of house. The design... and you place it near the beach. Oh~ just imagine that. Haha.

"You will bow before us. Or you will ceased to exist!"

2008-11-24T03:36:00.004+08:00

A new game has arrived. Yeah I'm talking about the new Command & Conquer: Red Alert 3.

The game was released on October 28, 2008 in North America and October 31, 2008 in Europe. Though in Malaysia, it hasn't released yet (I think), that doesn't stop me to play rite?

Basically there's 3 nation each has different and unique ability. The time is set in which World War 2 never happened. Instead of United States of America as a single great power, there's two more nation which is Soviet Union and Empire of The Rising Sun. At the very beginning, the player will be shown on how Colonel Cherdenko built a time travel machine and bring him back to the past to eliminate Einstein after his speech at International Physics Conference in Brussels. Without Einstein, the United States no longer capable of building new technology thus makes Soviet as one of the great power. This also give rise of new empire which Japan has modern technology and most sophisticated army in the world.

Good news for those who love playing online. Before a battle (campaign) start, player will given an option whether to play solo or playing online. Each campaign battle, player will have one co-operative ally, playable with artificial intelligence (AI) or with another online player. Great isn't it? No longer facing enemy alone.

Now, I just finished 2 of 3 campaign which is Soviet Union and Allied. After this is the Empire of The Rising Sun campaign. And I can give full credit to this game. It's absolutely AMAZING! 5 star! One of the best real-time strategy-based-game I've ever played. For strategy-game-freak like me, the best game so far is Age of Empire 3 and Red Alert 3. I love Age of Empire because of the fact used in the game is quite true based on history. And also I love medieval war. The war that use explosive weapon such as cannon or musket. The war that you can tear down the walls, arranging the army in lines, combat with swords, horses etc. But this Red Alert 3, it's just great. New technology, different superweapons. Photon Collider, Vacuum Bomb and Psionic Deciminator each for the Allied, Soviet Union and Empire respectively. Awesome!

What? Don't ask me where I bought the DVD. Try and search throughout KL. You will not find it. Trust me. I've been to Low Yat Plaza and I realized that there's no game retailers there anymore. Maybe because of the regular raid by the authority, they don't want to take the risk. It took me 2 days just to download this game from Rapidshare. Well, thanks to Aizat he has premium account on rapidshare, I can download multiple files at once. I know it's somewhat illegal but hey, you want to wait for months or buy the RM300 something DVD just to play this game? I don't think so. Besides it is tedious to order online. You'll have to pay either credit card, money order, pay pal etc. That's absurd.

For those who wants to play, this is the system requirement.

Minimum	Recommended
Windows XP SP2 AMD Athlon 3000+/Intel P4 2.2GHz or equivalent 1GB of RAM 6GB free on HD nVidia GeForce 6 series/ATI X800 or better DX9c or 10 compatible sound.	Windows Vista SP1 AMD Athlon X2 (3500+)/Intel Core 2 Duo (2.6GHz) or equivalent 2GB of RAM 10GB free on HD (12 GB Free for EA Link Version) nVidia GeForce 6800 or better/ATI Radeon X900 or better.

My laptop? The requirement? Let's see.

Windows XP SP3
Intel Pentium M 1.6GHz
1.24GB of RAM
Intel® Graphics Media Accelerator for Windows XP

Haha. You know. Way below minimum requirement. What to expect? This 2006 model laptop. So outdated. So if you one of the patient-kind player like me, try this. And of course, the motherboard temperature will rise abruptly which makes me buy new USB fan (not the cooling pad, the fan).

"Apsal ko tak beli je laptop baru. Kan senang."

"Byk duit ko. Spek yg patah ni pon tak bertukar lg."

And for those who wants to download, here's the links. All on rapidshare. Unless you have a premium account, you'll have to download it one by one. All files are 100MB of size.

There's more. After you have downloaded it, extract it. And you need to download this.

http://rapidshare.com/files/163118568/rld-ra3cCRACKFIXcampaign.rar

If not, when you play the campaign, at some point it will crash. This link is to fixed it. And one advice, do not update anything if the game ask to. Trust me, I've downloaded the update and after that you will be asked for the registration code. Well, only if you already purchased the original copy then you can update it.

1 more that I love very much; the theme song : The Soviet March. "For Motherland!"

Red Alert 3 Theme: Soviet March – Literal translation from the Russian

Our Soviet Union subjugates the whole world
Like a gigantic bear from the East.
The sheep wander aimlessly, without any cause,
Yet the Soviet bear's on the hunt.

Our brotherhood's a good life, Our generosity is without compare.
All those with us are strong,
All those against us, beware.
It'd be a shame if we had hardships.

To all those around us, it's not worth your while
If we were to turn you to ashes.
We thank you profoundly, and bow to you deeply,
From the mightiest nation in all the world.

Now I'm looking for new game also. SPORE. Good review. Can't wait to play~

P.S: I love lieutenant Eva McKenna. She's damn hot! Hehe~

End

2008-11-15T14:51:00.001+08:00

Just finished my final paper for this semester. And that means one semester of hard work has ended (hard work ke? ponteng je slalu... haha).

Honestly, I don't expect too much. Aside from last minutes study, skipping classes are the 2nd thing in what-I-have-done list in this semester.

Hopefully in this semester I can get high GPA. Tak tinggi pon takpe la. Asalkan naik sket. Kalo tak... abis la JPA tarik balik scholarship. The last thing I want to happen.

The end of this semester also mean that I have ended my journey here in 4th Residential College. Journey in 4th ek. Bkan journey kt UM. Study lom abis lg. Perasaan? Sedey? Gembira? Well I don't feel anything at all. Maybe sedey sket la. Tu pon sebab after this I won't get high and fast internet connection. Rasenye kt 4th nih internet connection paling laju dr server UM. Rase rugi. Tp lain2? Hell no!~ I don't feel anything.

So next semester I will be staying at my home. Ulang alik Bangi-UM. Insya-Allah kalo dpt kete, naik la kete. Kalo tak dpt, alamat naik komuter la. Don't care.

It almost 3 1/2 years since I started doing my degree here. And supposedly next semester will be my final. After that, graduate in August/September next year. Tapi apekan daya.. jam kredit tak cukup nk grad. Plus CGPA yg tak bagus. Nampaknye kene grad 2010 la. Plan nak extend 1 sem. Tp tgk la. Nampak gaye cam kene extend 2 sem je. Wuuu~

Dream

2008-11-04T15:01:00.001+08:00

Last night I had a weird dream.

1st. I dreamt about You-Know-Who. And she's confess to me that she like me. Through YM!! It's weird. And when I'm about to reply it, I got disturbed by alarm. Damn!! Tak sempat nk bgtau! Hurm :(

Kaco plak alarm nih. Bangun subuh. Pastu sambung tido balik.

2nd. I dreamt I about Myvi. An orange Myvi. Jap.. nk igt camne mimpi tu. Hmm~ I sent that Myvi to a car wash. And the car wash man/woman (aku tak igt) offer to make service maintenance. And I agreed. And then I went to work (yg peliknye aku keje kt tempat ni and aku bleh masuk suke2 ati). Work until late night and I forgot to take the car. And aku g workshop tu tgk Myvi tu ade lg. Ok. Esoknye aku g workshop tu balik. And mintak resit harga. And terkejut gak maintenece RM650! Ape yg lg peliknye... bapak aku bg cek kt aku suruh bayar. Erk. Does that mean Myvi tu bapak aku nye? Arrgghh~ Pelik tol.

So, based on my experience, almost all my dream turn out to be the opposite. Sometimes ape yg aku mimpi jd betul2. But mostly it turn out to be the opposite.

1st dream tu. Dapat disimpulkan bahawa aku takyah tunngu You-Know-Who lg sbb die da ade org lain. MOVE ON SHAMIM!!!

2nd dream tu. Sampai skang aku tak tau nk interpret. Kalo Myvi tu aku nye... besar kemungkinan aku tak akan dpt kete next sem. Kalo Myvi tu bkan aku nye... besar kemungkinan aku akan dpt kete next sem. Tp aku pelik sbb dlm mimpi tu aku dah keje. And ape makne RM650 tu? Aku bleh igt figure die. Tp kalo aku fikir balik... In reality that orange Myvi tu abg sedara aku nye. Die pakai and aku penah naik. Adakah ini suatu petanda?

Aaarrgghh~

Org ckp "mimpi tu mainan syaitan". But sometimes dream can tell us what will happen.

Ok la. Dr dok pikir pasal mimpi ni baik aku study. Tapi takleh concentrate... That Myvi keep disturbing my mind. Camne nih?

Exam Schedule

2008-10-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

06-Nov-08
SMES2404
Atmospheric Physics
1500hrs
1st Floor, Examination Building
3 credit hours

10-Nov-08
SXEX1102
Statistics
1500hrs
1st Floor, Examination Building
3 credit hours

11-Nov-08
SCES1200
Basic Chemistry
0830hrs
1st Floor, Examination Building
2 credit hours

13-Nov-08
SMES2207
Electromagnetism
1500hrs
1st Floor, Examination Building
3 credit hours

15-Nov-08
SMES2208
Optics
1130hrs
2nd Floor, Examination Building
2 credit hours

Gosh.

A week before 1st paper. And I haven't study yet. Biase la.. habit yg tak penah ilang dr dulu.

Di kala org lain tgh sebok study... aku leh layan House M.D. Pasni Gilmore Girls lak. Arrgghh... Someone~ Seseorang~ Tolong marah aku suruh study!! Marah la aku wei~

Shamim!! Study!! Your JPA scholarship is hanging by a thread. You should realize that~

Study!!

The answer

2008-10-22T17:16:00.005+08:00

Actually, I wanna make things clear.

Firstly, aku bukan nk kutuk JTK or ape. Not the entire organization. Just a few people je.
Secondly, jugak not to the entire organization, the F word is pointed to no one. (No one... Lu pikir la sendiri~)
And thirdly, the answer is here. (well, I think this is the answer/explaination)

Link tu adalah blog kawan aku. And die(egiboo_07) dengan beraninya melemparkan segala persoalan kepada wakil pihak yang berwajib(sya_ais). Time kasih apiz~

So, aku rase dah dapat dah explaination die.

And aku tanak komen apape. Especially part flow majlis. Kang aku bukak mulut kang.. ade la yg attack aku balik. Ckp aku pon ape kurangnye time handle project. Lg teruk ade la. Well my project last sem was disastrous to be honest. I admit it. It was my fault. Bak kate Azyan dlm buletin die "FM tu bukan pemimpin yg baik". I'm not a good leader. At least I learn something. But that doesn't stop people to say anything what they want. Rite? Telan je la...

So... marilah kite same2 tutup buku or conclude pasal topik nih. Next time kalo ade majlis2 kolej lg anjuran JTK same2 kite tunggu buletin2 yg akan dipostkan di friendster. Time tu bukak buku baru. Hehe~

*amik zip*
*zipkan mulut*
*kuncikan zip tu*
*buang kunci tu kat laut*
*musnahkan segala bahan bukti*

Dah~

Puas ati sume?
Nk tibai ape lg?
Aku tanak komen.

No comment.
No comment please.
I have no comment.
(Gaya artis ckp kalo kene terjah ngan Melodi)

Lets debate

2008-10-22T10:40:00.007+08:00

Post ni aku nk membebel... bukan ape.. dah lame sgt tak membebel...

Last Monday, 4th Residential College buat Jamuan Hari Raya. Well, at first, aku rase ok la... Maybe nk buat cam taun lpas... Sbb tahun lpas grand... Won for the best Activities in 4th. So rasenye JTK taun ni nk buat camtu la gak... or at least nk defend the title... maybe my assumption.

Disebabkan ramai yg menghujani buletin2 friendster... maka aku pon tergerak ati la nk tulis gak... Tapi tak tulis kat bulletin friendster la.. just tulis kt sini je.. Well, maybe kritikan or maybe pandangan je...

Tp satu je yg aku terkilan. Aku tak dpt makanan sgt pada malam tu. Dapat tu dpt la... tapi dapat last2 part je... Nasik dah abis... satay pon dpt sikit... Rendang ayam? Dapat kuah je.. Ayam die langsung takdak... Tau2 dah kosong meja makanan tu... Siap budak2 ni amik bekas makanan tu skali..

Tapi persoalannya : Seperti kate Asyraffaiz dlm buletin friendster die :

> boleh x set kan betol2 bile xda mkn. minta tlg ea JTK. selain dr pengumuman, boleh x tampal notis kat blok n floor dan dlm dwi bhasa. sbb ada foreigner yang tak faham bhsa malaysia.

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> kenapa makanan tak cukup ? (persoalan) budget cam ner ni ? (persoalan). sbb lepas majlis, gerai penuh kene serbu. ramai sgt yg kelaparan. tue tak termasuk dengan yang tak dapat makan. hak mereka di ambil dengan janji untuk dikembalikan semasa sambutan (bukan janji lah tapi still hak kami yang membayar yuran sama dengan kamu)

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> mana full rehearsal ? ker sebab ni anjuran orang-orang besar maka xperlu rehearsal (bertanya disini)

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> ini kah standard majlis anjuran JTK (persoalan & pertanyaan)

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> adakah ini majlis yang terpaksa di buat ? (persoalan) sbb tahun lepas ada, tahun ini pun kene ada. tapi !!! tahun lepas tak pula ada catuan makanan. pengarah tahun lepas singkat kan cuti raya + mencari sumber kewangan luar (kenapa tahun ini tak boleh?) ops !!! JTK semua busy ea ? (persoalan :adakah JTK tahun lepas tak busy )

(sori ek acap... gune ayat ko).. but that's not he point... Nak ckp pasal budget? Budget untuk event ni adalah bleh dikatakan byk sampai kene cut makanan for 2 days (2 days kan kalo tak silap...) Tapi makanan? Tak sampai 10 minit... abis licin sume... Aku yg konon2 nye baik bg budak junior makan dulu ni pon tak dpt... (baik la sgt~).. Nak kene tunggu baru dpt makanan baru.. Tu pon satay je... Nasik, ayam sume da abis...

Dalam pengumuman ckp... makanan untuk breakfast/dinner (tarikh bape ek? aku tak tau sbb aku tak kesah... bukannye makan kt DS pon) takde sebab nk menampung kos Jamuan Hari Raya ANJURAN JTK nih... nk kene emphasize the word anjuran tu.. coz tiap kali pengumuman je... mmg org yg bg pengumuman tu akan meng'emphasize' kan word tu... bangga sangat la jd JTK tu...

* YOU'RE JUST MAYBE AN IMPORTANT PERSON IN THIS COLLEGE FOR THE F**K SAKE... WHEN YOU OUT OF THIS F***ING COLLEGE, YOU'RE JUST NORMAL PERSON. YOU THINK WITH YOUR POSITION YOU CAN SHOW OFF EVERY'F***ING'WHERE YOU GO?? YOU THINK WITH YOUR POSITION YOU CAN DO EVERY F***ING THING YOU THINK YOU'RE RIGHT?? SCOLD EVERYONE?? YOU'RE JUST A STUDENT SO STOP THIS F***ING S**T PRIDE WITH YOUR POSITION!! GEDDIT?*

haaa... dah mencarut dah.. aku geram sgt nih

Kalo nk ckp pasal barang naik nowdays.. well, probably it's one of the reasons.. Tapi takkan la sampai nk kene cut makanan.. plus makanan tak cukup lak tu... Ape dah takde duit lg dah ke? Budak2 bayar yuran sampai RM1.4k++. Tu dah kire byk gile dah nk kene bayar.

Seriously aku rase langsung tak berbaloi dok sini...
First sebab aku jarang makan kat DS(Dewan Santapan)
Second sebab aku slalu balik umah weekend.
And third sebab enviroment sini doesnt help at all. Bangunan 60an-70an tapi bayaran lg mahal dr bangunan 90an/2000. Takkan maintainence tinggi kot...

Aku tak tau nk ckp ape lg dah... Geram sgt sampai tak tau nk tulis ape... Lagi aku pk bende ni lg sakit ati... Nasib baik la aku ade lebih kurang sebulan je kat sini... Lpas tu whatever happens... that's not my problems anymore.

Geram dowh..
Geram gile...
Sampai dah tak tau nk membebel ape lg dah...

Until now, there's no explaination whatsoever dari pihak yang berwajib... At least bg la explaination so that ppl like me wont jump into the conclusion... Org pon tak marah kalo bg explaination~ We just wanna know the reason.. With the supporting fact of course. That's all.

Tag

2008-10-13T11:53:00.006+08:00

For this post, I got tagged from Syud. And apparently she's got it from her friend. And buat la mende nih... tp aku tade idea nk buat... so.. kite curik mencurik la idea sesape... Sori Syud.. aku bosan yang amat nih~

1) MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE FOOD

Nasi.. bg la ape jenis nasik skalipon.. aku telan semuanya.. muahaha
Sushi... nyum2.. ala2 Jepang
Pizza, spaghetti dan dan Italian food..
makcik aku nye rendang daging ala2 minang... org minang panggil kelio.. ape tah.. tp sedap
Mum's asam pedas ngan masak lemak cili api ikan keli
Banana chocolate dari secret recipe
Muffin perisa coklat ngan vanila Kenny Rogers
nasi
nasi
dan nasi.. aku balun je sume.. asalkan halal.. ek?

2) 10 THINGS I LOVE DOING

Dgr radio.. Fly FM, Hitz.fm... channel inggeris je.. channel melayu nih sume byk iklan.. bosan
dok dpn laptop tanpa berbuat apa2... hehe
main game... The Sims 2, Sim City Society, Battelfield 1942, Worms World Party, DOtA etc etc
dok terperap dlm bilik.. maybe sbb tu aku rase bosan
tgk cite Jepun/Korea/Hollywood... maap ek.. cite melayu tgk kt astro..
kacao kawan2... tak pon membebel... ni hanye kpd org2 tertentu esp nadia... kan? mmg kene bebel je kalo jumpe..
jalan2 kat mall sorang2 a.k.a lepak borders/starbucks sorang2...
gelak sorang2... rummate aku pelik kekadang aku gelak sorang2.. diorang igt aku gile~
berangan...(ape pandang2.. biar la~)
last but not least... MAKAN... tp skarang dah kurang.. nk jg badan le katekan~ kui kui kui

3) 5 types of girls that i adore
Haa... yg nih best~

Yg sweet, yg innocent, yg chomel... yg ape lg ek?
Not typical city girl or kampung girl... i mean... bleh adopt sekeliling.. kalo bwk g bandar bleh adopt kehidupan bandar... and kalo bwk g kampung bleh adopt hidup kt kampung... bkan jenis "eee~ nyamuk" dan sewaktu dgnnya
bukan mean girls... aku anti sket.. bkan sket.. byk... perasan lebih2... dah tu kalo melayu tu kaler2 rambut kalah minah saleh... bkan lawa pon... pastu perasan popular plus lawa... jalan nk menggedik cam nk panggil sume laki pandang die(slalunye org camni jln dlm group.. alaa.. cam cite teenagers hollywood tu)... aarrgghh... geram tol... lain la yg mix... bleh diterima la... ni yg muke2 kampung.. eee.... mmg takbleh blah la.. biase2 sudey... (kpd kwan2 ku yg free hair... aku bkan ckp korang ek... ade la minah2 lain... jgn kecik ati lak)... kesederhanaan asas segalanya... cewah~
Girls yg kalo drive... die tak cuak... relax je cam mak aku... siap bleh bwk laju2 lg... kekadang tu takut gak naik kete time mak aku bwk... tp mmg kagum.. slalu kalo tgk pompuan nih drive... badan die sgt tegak... stiff gile... pastu slalu pandang dpn kete... bkan pandang bende kt dpn... yg tak tahan kalo kene hon sket abis cuak satu kete...
Eyes... the 1st thing I looked into a girl is her eyes... hehe.. bukan bende lain ek... I'm no a pervert!!

4) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN

layan jiwang sorang2
jalan2... pegi je memane... asalkan jalan...
ckp ngan kucing... kalo kat umah mmg kucing aku jd mangsa
makan... ye la... I eat when I'm depressed...
tido.. ehehe~

5) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M HAPPY

nyanyi... mesti la.. dah suare sedap... ececeeey
kacau orang...
gelak sorang2... again~
mengunyah.... senang ckp makan la... haha.. mane la tak membeso... time happy makan... time sad makan...
last ni tak tau la...

6) 10 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
- lari 100 meter kalahkan pemenang emas olimpik (sape tah name die)... the winner wins my heart.. bleh?

erm... skip ek... sbb sy sendiri tak tau... kuang kuang kuang...

7) MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE JUNK FOOD

choki2
twisties
rockies
potato chip
hmm.. coklat waffle yg balut ngan warne merah tu.. ape tah name die...

8) 5 THINGS I WISH IT COULD HAPPEN SOON

akaun bank saya (bank islam, maybank, cimb bank) kembali penuh... ehehe
dapat kete... wish list no 1 nih
graduate... sadly aku grad 2010... sepatutnye taun dpn... waaa~
ronda2 360.. eh silap... ronda2 satu dunia.. woohh~
kawen? oh tidak.. tak terfikir lg.. hahaha

tambahan : to whom it may concern... my besday present tak dpt lg nih... i've waited for almost 4 months.. i wish it could happen soon.. ye~

9) 10 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH TO DO B4 I DIE

bungee jumping... aku gayat... so.. paham2 je la..
date ngan Kuroki Meisa.. *tersipu-sipu malu* sape? carik sendiri la...
berlakon cite hollywood... tak pon bollywood... muahahaha
jalan2 di angkasa... bulan ke... marikh ke...
makan malam bersama Carissa Putri... *again tersipu-sipu*
menyelam sambil minum air... salah!! scuba diving...
jumpe lampu aladin which can grant me infinitely wish...
journey to the center of the earth.. takpon back to the future...
pegi kt org yg aku tak ske... pastu jerit dpn die... lepaskan geram... nk belasah takbleh... takot die belasah aku balik... huhu
buat laser treatment/surgery... bkan plastic surgery ek.. eye treatment... takyah la aku nk susah2 pakai spek/contact lg..

10) MY TOP 10 RECENTLY MOST ADDICTED SONG
jap jap... bukak playlist tgk...

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You... *adik aku suruh donload lagu nih*
Mr. Children - Hanabi (lagu closing cite jepun Code Blue... best)
K - Only Human (lagu closing cite jepun gak.. Ichi Rittoru No Namida a.k.a. One Litre of Tears... best wooo cite nih..)
PCD Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up (when i grow up i wanna be famous, i wanna be a star, i wanna be in movie... lalalaaa)
Tchaikovsky - Violin Concerto (layan classical nih)
Lagu2 raya... skang kan raya lagi...
Thalia - Ay Amor (haha... lagu Rosalinda gak aku dgr...)
Yolanda Rayo - Se Dice De Mi (lagu fevret dolu2 time cite Yo Soy Betty La Fea)
Lagu Hindustan (aiseh... Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham)
Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat - Lucky

11) 10 PERSON I WISH 2 TAG

Izzaldeen
Syud (tag ko balik)
Nadia
Acap
Nisa
Zaff
Nadine
You
Know
Who

ehehe

Sori ek.. aku mmg tgh bosan gile... Sok ade presentation project ngan supervisor tp aku takde point nk ckp ape... aaarrghh

Tasukette

2008-10-09T22:10:00.005+08:00

Dear Blog,

I have a confession. Rite now I'm in love. Deeply and madly in love.
Not one. But two girls. At the same time.
So which one should I choose?

This one?

Or this one?

Or should I choose both?

Aaaaaa~
Tasukette!!

*some text missing*

Wish List

2008-10-03T16:32:00.011+08:00

Rite now, everyone in Raya mode. But me... Raya this year kinda boring... Dunno why.. maybe because we're given break for only a week. And raya on Wednesday in the middle of the week/break. Or maybe cause I didn't meet my friends this raya. Either one or both.

In this boring time... I came up with my wish list.
So this is my wish list.

1.

Firstly I wanna travel to Australia. Yeah. No kidding. Well, if not because of that Pembantu Mahasiswa thing for the UM Orientation. Time tu mmg nk pegi... tp dah terikat ngan komitmen lain... terpaksa la postponed. Makan, minum, tempat tinggal sume ditanggung... sbb my cousin at Sydney. Die amik Mechanical Engineering. So.. kumpul duit utk flight pegi balik and some expenses je la... Total dlm RM5k or less... So plan dlm tahun dpn... maybe summer... Jalan2 Aussie bebeh!!

2.
or or

I don't know which one is the best. PS3... lawa gile.. Wii lak... bleh kuruskan badan (aiseh.. raye2 nih makan terlebih lak)... Yang tak best nye Wii nih game die cam budak2... but who cares! Tp rase PSP is ok. It's portable. Bleh bwk g memane...

3.
or

Ape? Jgn pandang camtu lak... I know I have my own notebook.. tp dah 3 thn gune.. still ok.. tp laptop nih kekadang tu wat hal... even though dah tambah RAM.. but that doesn't stop me to go to each kedai sony or kedai apple tiap2 kali g mall.. haha.. tunggu la... maybe next year.. cewah~

4.

Hehe... iPhone... takde jual kt Malaysia... tp abg sedara aku ade satu... jenis lame nye.. but still makes me drooling.. waa... nk iPhone..

Actually adik aku da bising nk phone die balik.. currently I'm using Nokia Express Music.. adik aku nye.. aku nye Sony Ericsson K700i... but since she's in school... takleh bwk henset mahal2.. aku gune la.. nih die da bising nk balik... nak taknak kene bg balik... so.. I left with one final option...

Sony Ericsson W350i. Ok la... so far g tgk harga die... less than RM500... not bad.. so esok nk g low yat beli nih... tanak la gune K700i tu lg... yg tu bg kt adik aku... hahaha

5.

Hehe... mesti korang pelik... The truth is.. spek aku patah... lame dah... I think in May... tp nk buat nih mahal.. ye la.. power aku tinggi.. campo transition lg (yg jd itam bile kene sunlight tu)... so campo2 dlm RM1k++... aiseh... susah la camnih...

6.

Yup... jeans.. Skang nih ade 3... satu dah kecik (tanak ckp aku gemok sebenanye).. so tinggal 2.. nk carik jeans ni susah nowdays.. Kat Topman pon da tak byk choices... Levi's? No way!! There's no way aku g situ.. skang nih fesyen sume nk skinny... ingat aku nih mat rempit ke hape.. nk pakai skinny jeans nih...

And now... the most wanted thing in my wish list... goes to...

*Drum roll*
*Drum roll*
*Drum roll*

Ta-daa~

*ADOI*

Eh~ Ehh~ Ehh~ Silap... Silap... Silap~

Ta-daa~

Perodua Myvi. Ehehe~ Myvi la dulu... student lg.. bkannye keje pon nk pakai BMW 6 Series tu..

*Berangan*

Sebenanye kan... kan.. kan... I'm about to get a car.. Cite die camnie... 1st raya ari tu.. sedara mara aku dtg la rumah pas semayang raya... dah kampung dekat je.. Sg. Merab.. so.. smayang kat Bangi la... time tu my dad saw new myvi.. makcik aku punye.. tp abg sedara aku (anak die) pakai.. cousin aku tu pakai Kelisa... tp kelisa die kt workshop sbb accident 2 minggu lpas..

So.. dipendekkan cite.. my dad ask la my uncle.. how much that myvi.. hehe.. dlm ati dah gembira dah.. tak kesah la... kancil ke.. kelisa ke.. myvi ke... or even motor ke... aku nk gak.. And makcik aku tu nk jual kelisa tu.. so.. kebarangkalian tu agak besar la nk dpt kelisa tu...

*kelisa pon kelisa la... asalkan aku bleh drive g kelas*

I crave for a car.. or a motorcycle at least... susah dah dok kt UM tu.. lg2 time dah 3rd year nih.. Next semester I've made up a decision... nk dok luar.. dok umah pon takpe... ulang alik Bangi-UM. Dah takmo dah dok kolej... Bosan+geram+marah+apape je la yg buatkan aku tak ske dok kolej...
Makcik aku tu lak dah suruh dok ngan die... "Haa~ Dok la kt Subang.. ngan Tanti(panggilan makcik aku).. dekat sikit ngan UM tu.. bleh gune bilik abg Hanis(abg sedara)..."
So.. wish me luck to get a new car... Pliz pliz pliz..
Dah ade kete nnt bleh bwk korang jenjalan... Yeaa~

So this is my wish list so far... Nnt kalo perlu update wish list nih aku update.. but for now.. nih je la... No1, No 2 and No 3 tu bleh diketepikan seketika... but yg lain2 tu mmg aku nk... kalo bleh skarang.. skarang gak nak... tp apekan daya... duit JPA da nk abis.. wuuu~

Best wishes

2008-09-30T23:00:00.009+08:00

Happy Eid. Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

To all my friends.
Ex SK Jln 6
Ex SMKA Maahad Hamidah
Ex Asasian
University of Malaya

To all my friends whose studying abroad.
New Zealand
Indonesia
Korea
Russia
Egypt
Jordan
Saudi Arabia
France
Germany
Ukraine
To Rahuman-san (Rahman) in Japan. Omedeto~
To Izzaldeen in United Kingdom. (w/pon ko kt m'sia smpai 3rd nih... anggap ko kt UK je la). All my friends in UK
To Syarifuddin in India
My cousin Shafiq at Sydney, Australia (next year aku g nk aussie.. ko jgn balik m'sia lak..)
My cousin in Massachusetts (Non... bwk aku jenjalan kt US).
My friends also in States. (Naz kat Illinois, Maryam n Ashwaq at Tennessee, Pao, Omar... hmm korang ktne ek.. RIT kan? lupe ah... sape lg kt States? ramai sgt..)

*Gosh. Berterabor sume... merata rata satu dunia... aku je 'tersangkut' kt M'sia*

Not to forget all my friends in Malaysia (alalaaa... jgn kecik ati lak... wish kt korang gak nih)
*Nk senaraikan ke?*
*Takyah la*

And last but not least, to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.

p/s: sori la.. takde fancy2 wish nih... nk letak gambar sume.. malas nk upload.. just wish kt korang je la ek...

Schedule for today

2008-09-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

So.. here's my schedule for today.

9.00 am

Basic Chemistry class. (as usual.. late.. huhu)

10.00am

College. Do some laundry (tak basuh pon.. nk hantar kt dobi tp org tu ckp Sabtu br siap.. aiseh.. nk balik sok.. tak jd.. basuh kt umah sudeh)

11.30am
Go to lab. (actually kene dtg lab kol 10. But then... this lab is rock!!)

12.00noon
Sleep (yeah.. in lab.. on couch). Until 2.30pm I think. Well the nite b4 I slept at 4. So, I'm pretty sleepy at lab. Thank God my lab has everything. TV, microwave, couch etc. Like I said, this lab is ROCK!!!

2.30pm
Heard raining outside. Downpour. So I wake up, read some newspaper. Chatting with lab assistant.

3.30pm
Went back to college. Aizat ask for iftar at Mid Valley. So I just agree. Besides, today's meals at "Dewan Makan" are not very... how do I say.. tempting... hahaha... Try la makan kat sini... sure korang teringat zaman kat asrama dulu... arrgghh~

5.00pm
Berangkat to Mid Valley Megamall. Take a cab. Three of us. Heavy traffic. Dari kolej sampai dpn PASUM took 20 minutes. WTF!! So, we decided to walk to LRT station. Kene charge RM6 for the cab. 6 bucks!!
Sampai LRT station, decide lg.. whether naik cab or LRT. Tgk traffic kat Fed Highway... hmm.. kinda heavy. So decided to take LRT to the nearest station to Mid (Abdullah Hukum) and then walk. Gile budak2 nih.. Tp ikut je. Jalan la g Mid. About 2-3km from the station.

6.00pm
Arrived at Mid. Usually it took me about 10 minutes to get here. But today, special sket. Jalan kaki ke Mid di bulan puasa. Hahaha.

7.10pm
Iftar. At Burger King. Not my fav. Nk wat camne... bdak2 nih nk sgt. Aku tak berkenan sgt fast-food restaurant nih.. Kalo makan ringan2 ok la. Tp.. layan~
Lpas makan... merewang2 kat Mid tu. Tunggu time nk tgk wayang.

9.20pm
Golden Screen Cinema. Film : Mamma Mia! Gosh.. nape la tgk cite nih. It was good. But.. ntah la..

11.30pm
Finish. Went back to college. Sampai skang kt dpn laptop nih. So.. that's my schedule for today. Study? Ntah ke mane.. dah tau 10 o'clock tomorrow got test. Bleh ber'poya-poya' lg..

*tok tok tok*(knocking head)
"woi... ko tau ade test statistic esok?.. buat bodo jek.. g study la wei"

Classical

2008-09-20T21:24:00.009+08:00

Lately I'm into classical music. I don't know. It just calm me.

Well, it's all start with this Japanese drama I watched. Nodame Cantabile. It's about music. And I fell in love with it.

And now I understand. Why Beethoven and Mozart and Brahms and others compose this great music. To express themselves. Express their feeling. Happy, exited, sad, lonely etc. And I actually can feel it. It feels so great.

Yeah. Music can heal us. Calm us. And most important, music can express ourselves. It does to me. Hehe~

Classical

Zikrulmaut

2008-09-06T00:19:00.004+08:00

Al-Fatihah

Mohd Alif Azrai

May Allah Bless His Soul

Terasa maut tu ade kat sebelah kite. Nak ingatkan kite supaya jgn lupe yg die(maut) ade. Nak ingatkan kite die tak kenal usia. Bile2 je boleh amik kite. Mungkin ni petunjuk dr Allah. Nak ingatkan aku jgn byk sgt buat benda sia2, duniawi.

Kenal arwah time skolah rendah. Skolah menengah lost contact. Smpai skarang. Even time reunion dulu pon tak sempat nk pegi. But I still remember him. A friend who sat next to me when I'm in Darjah 6. Tak sempat nk jumpe.

Ya Allah. Kau berkatilah dan cucurilah rahmatMu ke atas rohnya. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman. Amin~

Raining

2008-08-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

It's raining outside.

The best time to sleep. I'm not feeling well lately.

But I can't.

Must take data or come back to UM with nothing.

Oh man.

What else to write?

Seriously I'm blank.

Mid Sem Break

2008-08-20T03:21:00.004+08:00

Holiday in Langkawi bebeh!!
One week.
All expenses are provided.
Well, except food (of course la.. I'm pretty choosy ain't I?)

So, nak pesan apape?
Chocolate? Bags? Batik? Key chain?

Or even cigar.

Weird.

Haha. Jgn nk mimpi la aku nk belikan tu sume.

Rite now I'm not in a holiday (eventhough it's a mid sem break). Kene wat final year research kat sini. Waaaa...
I wanna break. Penat dow. Bukak sem ni trus ade byk program. And also test, tutorials etc. Gosh. Bile la nk grad nih~

Friends

2008-08-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

A friend IMed me this message.

Kawan tu bkn mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main SKATE. Mula-mula gosok, lepas tu pijak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm main RAGBI. Mula-mula tangkap, dah dapat tendang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS. Dah pakai, buang.
Kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS. Waktu baru beli pakai. Dah sengkek gadai.
Kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI. Hari cerah takde, hujan gerimis baru muncul.
Kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA. Rosak skit,jual, ambik kereta baru.
Kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE. Sekejap ade sekejap tak.
Kawan tu bkn mcm BANK. Bila dah takde duit, pegi kat sana ambik.

It makes me think... "Do I really have friends? Here?"

When I read this, I think I wanna erase the word 'bkn' or 'bukan'. And then post it to my 'friends'. And I think they'll agree with me.

Kawan tu mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar, dah dapat sepak.

And so on. Rite?

I tried to be a good friend. But I feel I'm not appreciated. Maybe they think I'm not worth it to be their friend. Or maybe I just... well... useless...

So which one is the best question?:
"Are they my friends?" or "Am I one of their friends?"

'Lepak'

2008-08-06T18:34:00.003+08:00

Oh man...

Honestly I wish I had a house. So that I'm not going back the to college. And seriously I'm so boring.

Rite now at Starbucks Borders at The Gardens Mid Valley. Actually my plan is staying here until nite so that I don't need to be there.

Well, I dunno. I just don't like that place. I mean like I don't belong there. I don't have any friends anymore. I feel like I'm alone. Lonely.

And I wish I can go back to the past. Where I feel like appreciated. I miss my friends. My school friends.

I just hate being there. Dunno why. But my heart keep refusing to stay there. And the solution? Lepak kat Mid je la.. nasib baik ade Borders. Dlm Borders ni ade Starbucks lak... so damn good. Now I have place to 'lepak'.

Arrgghh~ I'm so boring...

What to write?

2008-08-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hurm...

What to write ek?

Suddenly my head blank..

Padahal mlm smalam b4 tido byk je bende nk tulis..

But currently reading Stephenie Meyer's latest and final installment of the Twilight series. Yup, it's Breaking Dawn. So far read until chapter 3... Tebal gak buku ni. Byk gak bace comment from readers... especially from States since kat sane released on 2nd August.. Kat sini lewat 2 hari.. Mmg tak best tol... The comments are differs.. Ade ckp tak best langsung... Ade ckp best gile.. But for me.. until now not bad la.. just ade certain2 part tu jalan cite die lmbt.. But then it's ok..

Now will you excuse me. I've got to continue...

PC Fair

2008-08-03T02:43:00.003+08:00

PC Fair is back!

Program yang paling dinanti-nantikan oleh semua penduduk KL and Klang Valley. Especially university students. Here, you can get all electronic stuff. From laptop, personal computer, accessories, to online game promotion. All things about technology is in here with cheaper prices and negotiable. Selalunye org akan beli kat Plaza Low Yat or Digital Mall (for UM students la... since Digital Mall tu dekat je). There's a lot of things I want to buy actually. Upgrade my laptop, buying accessories, etc.

So, pegi la kat sana... smalam. From 3 to 9. It was so packed with people. Mmg ramai gile. And I hate many people. Dlm ati mmg menyesal.. apsal la tak g Low Yat je... Lgpon just nk upgrade RAM je. From 512MB to 2GB.

Actually, the day before yesterday (Friday), ade la bincang ngan kawan. Ask him which one is better. Since I know nothing bout it. Die ckp skang ni 2GB DDR2 murah. RM120 je. Lgpon 2GB tu in one slot. So, kalo beli RAM bleh tambah jd 2.5GB. WOAH!. Besar tu... Main apape game pon tak jd masalah. And then he asked me... "Ko punye RAM jenis ape?" Time tu mmg tak tau apape... I just say "DDR2 kot. Aku tak sure... Tp aku rase DDR2." Dlm ati mmg sure gile2. Sbb last sem, roommate die ade beli RAM... So, he thought his RAM is DDR2... Until the dealer said it's DDR only.

DDR type mahal lak... RM190 for 1GB... Maybe coz da jarang org guna DDR type kot. Dlm ati tu mmg berdoa and harap2 it's DDR2. Save sket budget. Bleh beli accessories pasni.

So, sampai KLCC (KL Convention Center) trus masuk Hall 4. Mmg pack gile time tu. Jalan punye jalan, sampai satu kedai ni. Tgk la harga DDR2 die.. RM115. Not bad. Ingatkan RM120. Murah la ni. Tp tetiba rase cam tak sedap ati. Fikir punye fikir baik g tempat lain. Kedai yg boleh check my RAM type. I brought along my laptop. Sbb tak tau nk bukak die camne... Hahaha. And kedai tu tak amik servis tuka RAM. Pastu jalan la g Hall 2.

Sampai satu kedai tu. Lucky die ade servis. I looked at the pamphlet. 2GB of DDR2 is only RM115. 1GB of DDR is RM183. Since I wasn't very sure my RAM is DDR2 type, I ask the dealer to check it. So I waited for about 10 minutes. And the dealer come to me and say, "You punya laptop bukan itu DDR2. You punya DDR saja. Ini DDR2 tarak boleh masuk."

I was like...
What?!
You can't be serious!?
Arghh...
Damn.

I'm so disappointed.
Kecewa gile.

That's mean I have to buy that 1GB of RAM only. Arghh.. bengangnye... But Thank God. Had I bought the DDR2 at the previous shop, mesti menangis. Sbb takleh masuk DDR2 ngan DDR.

So... beli la 1GB tu. RM183. Wuwuuuu... Igtkan nk shopping baki duit kalo beli RM115 tu... Rupenye takleh.. But still, shopping gak pastu. Beli laser mouse, USB hub and USB lamp. One thing je tak beli. External hard disk. Average harga kat situ is RM180 for 160GB. Mahal sket la for me coz my roommate bought it for RM160 only. Tak jd la beli kat sana.

Overall, I spent about RM400 in one day. Byk? Jap... RM400 divide by 6, you get approx 68. 68 in Pound Sterling. £68 tak byk sgt kan Zaldeen? Hahaha. Ape la sgt £68 tu kat London kan.. Hahaha~

As you said... "kalo dok kat London nk beli brg jgn la convert jd M'sian Ringgit. Mmg takkan beli." Same la kat KL ni... kalo berkira sgt mmg takkan dpt apape... ni la problem dok kt KL... same je cam other major cities in the world. Fully develope country by 2020 rite?

But still bengang lg ni... Geram coz DDR je.. bkan DDR2... takpe... next session probably nk tukar laptop la... amik Dell or HP. Hahaha.. Byk la duit ko Shamim~

Sleep

2008-07-30T17:34:00.002+08:00

Monday 28th July 8.00pm - Tuesday 29th July 5.00am = Spending all my precious night at UM Observatory. Taking data and observing sky. Lucky the weather was good. The best part is taking images of Eagle Nebula and Trifid Nebula, mostly Eagle Nebula. And skipped chemistry class in the morning. Can't afford to open my eyes anymore. Haha.

Today I have to go there again. Well, this is part of my final year project. So, I need to sleep now so that I won't be too sleepy at night. Hmm... :(

Feelings

2008-07-24T22:22:00.007+08:00

Hmm... nk start camne ek?

Dah lame tak blogging... so rase awkward lak... huhuh..

Cite die camni (haha.. abis la gune ayat yg paling dibenci by seniors)... Actually a lot of things happened here in 4th... byk sgt... sampai rase malas lak nk amik kesah... and today, ade interview jawatankuasa kerja perkembangan... honestly... aku rase sgt sedih..
sedih sbb tinggalkan JKPAI camtu je... sedih sgt.. tp at the same time rase marah gak.. tak tau la.. the feelings mix together... and baru je tadi balik dari tmpt interview bdak2 junior... for all the JKP's la.. and time tgk diorang tgh interview budak2... rase sebak pon ade (aiseh.. sentimental la plak).. tak tau nk ckp camne... tp bile tgk diorang... especially bdak2 junior... semangat gile diorang... rase cam "ruginye tak join"..."nape aku takde semangat cam diorang?"...
teringat time junior dulu... kene interview ngan kak shanta kumari... she's one of the best ajk JKPAI of all.. time tu die tanye whether nk join JKP lain or stick to JKPAI... coz time tu ade 5 JKP.. and only JKPAI tmpt aku pegi interview... JKP lain tak minat.. haha... and luckily I got accepted... and from there I develope my feelings towards JKPAI.. mmg sayang sgt... as if ajk JKPAI tu sendiri my own brothers n sisters...
during my 1st n 2nd year... i learned a lot from JKPAI... learn about how to organize programs.. belajar cara berorganisasi... how to speak to people.. how to deal with them.. byk la... from one project to another...
I still remember during my 1st year... 1st project yg join Pertandingan Debat Dwibahasa Ala Parlimen Piala Naib Canselor.. pastu handle program/aktiviti for Japanese Class, Career Day... byk la..
and time 2nd year... dilantik jd pengarah projek Pertandingan Forum Bahasa Melayu Institusi Pengajian Tinggi... the highest position ever yg penah aku pegang... dpt jalan-jalan satu Malaysia time join PROSPEK... gerai Festival Aidilfitri.. majlis buka puasa bersama TNC HEP... byk gak la aktiviti yg join... mmg syg sgt kt JKPAI.. sanggup join itu ini semata2 pasal JKPAI... sayang sgt smpai pointer drop... luckily tak teruk sgt...
until one day... not one day la... more to suatu episode yg memilukan.. huhuhu... smpai la satu episode tu... mmg time tu marah gile2... siap menyumpah seranah lg.. dlm hati la.. and after that i made a decision... da taknak join JKPAI lg... tawar hati dah... serius... ego aku lg tinggi kot time tu...
and tak penah aku rase semarah camni... sampai bende yg aku sayang sgt2... dah cam family... sgy sgt family tu.. terpaksa aku korbankan... demi ego dan maruah aku.. hahaha..(ayat nk jiwang).. tp btol la.. ego kot...
and now... aku da cam layang2... tp terputus tali... terbang mane ndak.. huhuhu... da takde da kengkawan yg bleh gelak ketawa time meeting.. coz da takde meeting yg perlu aku attend.. hahahaha... dah takde bende yg aku boleh banggakan... time kuar 4th ni nnt takde la aku bleh ckp.. "aku dulu join JKPAI sepanjang dok kat 4th"... now it's just a memory..

so.. for all ajk JKPAI yg bace blog ni... i'm so so sorry... mmg dlm ati tu nk berbakti lg kt JKPAI... mmg ade deep in my heart... tp apakan daya... ego aku menguasai kot... sori sgt coz from now on.. i'm just gonna watch u guys.. so.. bimbinglah adik2 junior so that JKPAI akan kembali kpd zaman kegemilangannya.. trust me.. u guys can do it... and last.. i have no regret of joining JKPAI... u guys da cam my own family... hope the relationship lasted forever...

and to JKPAI... thanks for teaching me everything... i have learned a lot.. from zero to hero.. thanks a lot...

~Let me leave JKPAI with a sweet memory. It's the best thing ever happen to me~

Seriously

2008-04-28T03:20:00.001+08:00

Seriously...
I am not in mood to write a new post.
Can someone invent a gadget that can do two jobs simultaneously?
Reading my mind and write it into this laptop.
Because too many things in my mind.
Lingering and circling through my head.
And I don’t know which one can I focus on as a top priority.
Seriously...
I’m going crazy.
Seriously...

.: UNDISCOVERED :.

Don't Say No

Greatest Love

Wish You Were Here

IMY

In the name of love

...

Ignorance

Someone Like You

Nowhere

Tearin Up My Heart

Hate myself

Talk without hurting

No Other

Madness

The best will come to us

All I ever wanted

Understand

Ready to move on

Updating

A year after

A something for you

A reminder

Free

Final

… ?

Once a month

Brief update

2nd Semester 2009/2010

No update

Exam Fever Festival

Smile

100th

GP 1x01

So close

Victim

30/9/09

Eid Mubarak

Writing

Shopping

Nothing to do... again

Announcement

Nothing to do

Mode : Happy

Recovering

Special for you

Al-Fatihah

Family

Millionaire

Debt

*blank*

Tag

I can start now…

HP and The Half-Blood Prince latest trailer

Little Update

Young

Punishment

Report

Tagged : Personality

International Year of Astronomy 2009 (IYA 2009)

Starlight Tears

Disabled

Something wrong

Another truth...

A statement...

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 2)

University of Malaya : Undergraduate's Representative Council Election result. (Update 1)

Another conspiracy?

The truth behind...

Hate

Election

Tagged

New Year

Hi-Tea

Fairy Tales

Realized

Still frustrated~

Frustrated

And So The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb~

"You will bow before us. Or you will ceased to exist!"

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